Monday, November 09, 2009
today i start a new chapter in my life.. hmmmm i can do it!
it's been interesting, i've nv been so honest about what i think before, but that's that, and i think maybe it's not so great now, but in a few weeks time, i shd be ready for my next big adventure.. fingers crossed!
[[.ran.]]
2:29 AM
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Sunday, November 08, 2009
many thanks to all those who spent some time with me for my bday, n to those who took some time to wish me a happy birthday.. it's very much appreciated.
to my family- mum, dad and bro- thanks for the meal, the cake, the present. i honestly don't know where i will be in life without u and i love u all so much.
to my darlings, my best gfs- love u girls as always. nth can go wrong when i'm w u girls :) thanks for being my shelter against whatever storm is out there, n i do love the huge oversized diva specs as well as the bag!
to the smu gang, it's great as always, hope we will be celebrating each others' bdays for many more yrs to come. thks for the "sweet 16th" bday dedication, thks for coming down to holland v on friday.
to edwin poh, got ur postcard all the way from maastricht. thanks v much! don worry, i am eating well haha.. get back in 1 piece n i'll see u next jan ya..
to the rest- my colleagues, friends who texted me, facebooked me etc- thank u, it was heartwarming to receive ur well wishes..
this yr's bday celebrations r a bit subdued by my standards, but i'm really not in tt much a mood to make it a big hooha, so i'm glad with whatever happened. i might sound jaded, i might not sound very happy and hyper, but i am.. i am blessed with whatever i have in my life, and so here's to a gd 24th yr.. happy birthday to me.
and to my supper mate last nite- thanks.. even though i don't know when i will get to see u again, it was gd seeing u that day.
[[.ran.]]
3:59 AM
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Friday, November 06, 2009
think i never did get around to mention this.. but last nite, i just ended the 4-yr relationship with my trusty, battle-hardened handphone. i am rather sad actually. the phone did went through lots of things and been to lots of places with me haha..
in a way, it's been a long time coming..
first, the battery- it has always been a bit weak after yr 3, but in its last few months, i began to have to charge it almost everyday..
2nd, it began to shut down for no reason more frequently
3rd, the metal plating covering the no. "6" dropped off
4th, the metal plating covering the no. "4" dropped off
5th, the metal plating covering the no. "1" dropped off
6th, i started getting "black out moments" halfway thru talking on the phone
and finally, at abt 9pm last nite, it leaped off my table while i was charging it, and it broke off and it was beyond salvation.. the entire back battery cover came off loose.. i mean, i can still use it if i use like, a rubber band to tie it tight tgr, but hey... i love my phone but tt's really the limit..
so long, farewell my beloved phone..
i realised i don even rem what model it is called haha.. i think it's the
E730 lol..
ok so now i am using the
LG-GM730.. it's 3G and touch screen and super foreign for me after my 4yo samsung.. it's free, tt's y i'm using it for now till i find something else i want.. yesterday i could only sms the 1 person who happened to text me when i switched to the new phone cos i dunoe how to import my contacts.. and as i tried to sms, i ended up calling him by mistake instead! argh i'm a tech dinosaur!
in the end, i used a rubber band to patch up my old phone tgr, and i blue toothed all my contacts over. thankfully it worked but i couldn't find a way to export all my old funny quirky memorable smses over to the new phone still.. anyone has any idea??
[[.ran.]]
1:47 AM
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Thursday, November 05, 2009
过去让它过去 来不及
从头喜欢你 白云缠绕着蓝天
如果 不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹our classic ktv song lol... very nice.
[[.ran.]]
5:55 PM
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Tuesday, November 03, 2009
today, i feel like i'm acting in a scene of
jeux d'enfants haha.. well, not as extreme as them, but the idea is there.. u gotta like it lol..
[[.ran.]]
11:26 PM
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Monday, November 02, 2009
today i was listening to suzanne vega on my mp3 player.
It won't do... to dream of caramel
To think of cinnamon
And long for you
It won't do... to stir a deep desire
To fan a hidden fire
That can never burn true
I know your name, I know your skin
I know the way these things begin
But I don't know....
How I would live with myself
What I'd forgive of myself
If you don't go
So goodbye... sweet appetite
No single bite, could satisfy
I know your name, I know your skin
I know the way these things begin
But I don't know...
What I would give of myself
How I would live with myself
If you don't go
It won't do......
To dream of caramel
To think of cinnamon
And long for youa pretty good song from the OST of
Closer..
[[.ran.]]
11:44 PM
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Sunday, November 01, 2009
in times of anxiety and uncertainty, a girl can always turn to her best frens- a cooling face mask, a good movie and a box of tissue papers.
je t'aime.
[[.ran.]]
9:54 PM
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halloween party last nite was great... the spirit was awesome, there were really lots of crazy ppl with crazy costumes around.. in fact if u didn't dress up, that'll be odd.. some costumes my frens were in included a bruised minnie mouse, bloody policewoman, vain samurai, jedi, shrek, ghostbuster, cheerleader, bloodied student, blah blah.. it was quite funny actually.. there were hooter boys, a toilet bowl, snow white, plenty of various japanese characters.. was fun la.
after the party, we went to the same temple st macd's again.. this time, we weren't the only post party goers there, the place was actually full.. so we just hanged around n talked n laughed and we finally made our way home at abt 7am. it was fun, but very tiring and very intense. hahaha..
[[.ran.]]
7:04 PM
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hier, dans le biblothèque, je suis encore tombée sur lui quand je suis retournée un roman. il m'a demandé qui est mon nouveau professeur, et puis il m'a dit que sa classe a seulement 2 étudiants et il m'a demandé si je voudrais joindre sa classe. je lui ai dit que j'aime bien mes comrades de classe et je ne veux vraiment pas descendre 2 niveaux. il m'a dit qu'il comprend et c'est tant pis parce qu'il aimerait bien de me enseigner.
et pendant la conversation, il a pincé mon joue, il a touché mon menton il a met son bras autour de mon épaule.. comme il est mon petit. il se sent très bien.. mes comrades me disent qu'il m'aime bien mais je ne suis pas sûr.. comment ils sauraient?
ce serait très bien si c'est vrai qu'il m'aime bien, parce que je l'aime bien aussi.. et ce résoudra mon grand problème avec quelqu'un que je ne peux pas aimer..
et lui, l'homme que je ne peux pas aimer... c'est très compliqué entre nous maintenant.. je ne sais pas qu'est-ce que passera pour nous, je sais seulement que ce sera très compliqué et très très difficile..
[[.ran.]]
7:00 PM
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