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Tuesday, December 30, 2003

was woken up by the airline person asking me to go down for the interview.. but later she re-scheduled it n ask me to go tmr at 10.30am instead.. damn i'm really unsure if i shld take the job cos hafta sign contract leh.. wat if i don like the job? n i prefer working in suntec or raffles place (nearer to my shenton way dream hahaa).. so i called up the fu lu shou ting n they said will let me know by this week. the airline job rite, will let me know by tmr or thurs (which i doubt cos thurs is new yr's day).. h-o-w?? h-o-w?? me dad n bain said since got contract den better think twice.. the ting is, i dunoe whether the fu lu shou one hafta sign contract or not also. but if need rite, i don mind signing la cos pay is better n location is better too.. the guy who interviewed me yday talked to me as thou i already got the job like that.. "so this is what u need to do for the job: blah blah.. we will pay u $1200 a mth blah blah... job training is on next mon blah blah, come in office attire, pants or skirt, no jeans blah blah......." h-o-w? i don want to be disappointed again...

anw, talked to winston over icq in the aftnn.. said some pretty mean but yet quite funny stuff abt someone.. hahaa.. talked abt possible tings that can be done tmr (new yr's eve)..

argh.


[[.ran.]] 8:17 pm

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Monday, December 29, 2003

went job hunting with yv today.. went to 2 job agencies n like kenna cheated man.. one required us to give 2 photos, zapped our ic n even asked for $5. u WAIT.. i'm not going to give the money althou like got immediate assgn. guess wat? healthcare screening, calling those ppl under quarantine etc. hah. the other one also like got immed assgn until we saw this clause in the agreement tt is like, out to catch ppl who nv read properly.. went to fu lu shou complex next n we were highly amused by our interviewer.. he looks like weijie! esp when he smiles. den he talks so damn fast, looking at our applications n bulleting away. he call us to go for training next mon, sounded like we confirm got the job like that.. but we're sure its an admin job, not the dumb outdoor sales.. $1200 a month.. not bad. work office hrs, mon to sat at either suntec or raffles place.. went to mayo street next n damn, itz outdoor sales.. n they told us "admin, cust svc" over the phone.. den one of the job agencies called abt some customer service job for an australian airline.. those kind where ppl enquire abt their frequent flyer points n use it to redeem air tix etc.. $5.50 an hr, not bad for such a job.. i'm hoping for fu lu shou to call me back.......

ANYWAY, man utd won 1-0 last nite, thx to a danny mills own goal. it aint a pretty match to watch man, getting very rough in the 2nd half. the cock referee (oOpS) sent off darren fletcher for 2 (un)bookable offences k.. they were not even yellow card offences.. nonetheless, we won n that's most impt.. would like to see arsenal vs southampton but itz at 3.30am.. forget it.

oh yeah, new year's day is coming.. anyone doing anything? me feel like partying the nite away but dont wanna spend money.. heehee so cheapo rite? tt's y i decided not to go to the sentosa one.. haiz.. bain darling, any suggestions? oh, ask edwin out! i wanna see his shiny new botak head! althou accord to edwin, "why you all think its shiny?! its not skinhead! Ahh nmind.." hahaaha...


[[.ran.]] 10:06 pm

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Sunday, December 28, 2003

went yv's hse yday to play mj.. promised zj to help her record her beloved 5566 show called xi1 jie1 shao4 nian2.. westside story innit? haiz.. that gal is so troublesome.. hahaa.
had wanted to blog last nite but it seems my bro has angered my dad over the usage of comp so i tot it'd be best if i toe the line n dont use the comp last nite too.. went to read lord of the rings instead n i'm proud to say this: i completed 95 pages (but minus certain parts of the prolouge, which should mean i officially read abt 80 pages maybe..) of the book! itz no mean feat, trust me, when the words are like, how small... n the whole big thick book, which is a 3-in-1 (which explains y the words are so small) has 987 "official" pages (the pages that are the story) or 1137 pages if u include the prolouge, annexes, indices.. w-o-a-h.

had some w-e-i-r-d dreams last nite which were about me wanting to go a place but in the end, i always spent too much time getting ready that i dont get to go to that place. i dreamt abt it twice last nite n twice, they were different places. a lot of ppl were in my dream.. gb, yv, sj, sha, des (for some odd reason), cindy, cheng, n some others i cant rem..

had wanted to go bugis to shop today with yv n xw but in the end we didnt go.. spent the day ransacking my room n clearing my drawers.. i'm eh like, 1/8th way thru n i'm sick of it liao, shall continue at night..

tonite at midnight, man utd vs middlesbrough.. if we win we'll go 4 points clear of arsenal n 7 clear of chelsea for at least half a day cos arsenal n chelsea dont play til monday i tink.. alrite.. chelsea will play agst portsmouth, which should see them win the match and move within 4 points of man utd.. arsenal plays agst southampton, currently 4th in the table which could be tricky as the saints are in pretty good form recently n what with james beattie fighting for a place in England's starting 11 for Euro 2004 next June.. n james beattie IS a good player.. tall n built like a smaller version of a rugby player, he's strong, has got good upper body strength, n is skilfull.. finishing is good too..

but the best is still.... Ruud Van Nistelrooy! yeah, after being rested for the everton game (think of poor everton: man utd won 3-2 n we played with carroll, scholes, van nistelrooy, giggs n djemba-djemba on the bench..what a nightmare, if u know what i mean), van nistelrooy should be raring to go n hopefully take that top spot on the scorers list, overtaking my bro's beloved newcastle utd's striker alan shearer.. cristiano ronaldo, although whose looks has been degenerating quite badly, nonetheless had a great game agst everton with his tricks n a calm mind not to retaliate agst those pricks (namely rooney, jeffers n unsworth) who keep fouling him. nicky butt n kleberson both had a great game too, each scoring a goal for united. it would be interesting to see who will start in today's game: there's phil neville, keane, giggs, scholes, fortune, butt, ronaldo, kleberson n fletcher to choose from.

man utd is short-handed in defence. john o'shea is out with a hamstring strain while mikael silvestre is doubtful with an injured knee (thx to jeffers again). my guess is that micky will not play tonite. so either phil neville or quinton fortune (or both) will shift to play defence. or sir alex could risk n play wesley brown, who has just returned from injuries..

probable lines-up (from left wing to right wing): howard(gk); fortune, ferdinand, gary neville, phil neville; giggs, keane (or butt), kleberson (or scholes); scholes (or forlan); van nistelrooy

on another note, man utd havent got a super impressive away record at boro's riverside stadium.. out of 45 matches played, man utd won 17 n lost 17, drawing 11 games. which means, boro might just have that upperhand according to records.. in last season's corresponding fixture (also on 28th dec), utd lost 1-3, with boksic, nemeth n job scoring for boro n giggs scoring for united. this season. boro has a pretty tight defence, ranked 5th among all clubs but a weak attack, ranked 29th. [information courtesy of manutd.com]

w-h-e-w i havent commented on soccer for a long time.. the mood just strike me today.. n it feels good to talk abt man utd. okayy, just awaiting the match tonite!


[[.ran.]] 6:29 pm

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Friday, December 26, 2003

hmmph sat around at home slacking away the day.. had wanted to go for interview with me darling but i couldn't be bothered to msg bain.. hahaa.. played online games the whole day while cursing the damn comp for itz ultimate slow speed.. aargghh.. nth much to update today since all that i've done is to read the papers, den plonked my big fat lazy butt in front of the comp.. me bro not in today tt's y i can hog the comp for the whole day.. hahaa..

later the ppl frm casa italy will deliver our new sofa.. yay finally. oh n my lord of the rings book is finally FINALLY back in my hands! after mia, well not mia, but kenna kop-ed by all my uncles n aunts for a yr.. hahaa.. yepz now i can continue reading the book..

oh yeah, just wanna do a little check.. i just wanna know who is still reading my blog.. all u ppl who r reading my blog, regardless of guy or gal, tall or short, cute or not (heehee), skinny or big, english or chinese (or malay or indian), studying or not, working or not, i know or not, yeah u get the idea ya.. can u all be a sweetie n leave a note either on my tagboard or my guestbook or thru icq k. i'm just curious as to who's still reading all my bo liao rumblings.. hahaa.. thx a lot..

oh yeah, tonite 11pm, manchester united vs everton. who gives a damn abt rooney.. we have ruud van nistelrooy! hahaa

oh ya, darling, u were asking me abt ed's blog? n i told u i got no idea rite.. tell u smthg tyco k.. i tried typing one add n i got into a blog that is obviously edwin's.. the ting is, there's nothing on it n it seemed he shifted aGaIn.. i dunoe.. tell u on icq k, maybe it'll help u recall his blog add.. n yeah, just for u: *mUaKz* ;p


[[.ran.]] 5:40 pm

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Thursday, December 25, 2003



this is the neo card bain n i took... the enlarged version is way too big so make do with this small one first..

i'm uploading the xmas photos i took.. just waiting for bain to send some more photos to me!


[[.ran.]] 9:53 pm

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mErRy mErRy cHrIsTmAs!!

hohoho merry christmas everyone!! lemme give u all a blow by blow account of how i spent my xmas eve!! hahaa.......

woke up at 10+, had breakfast den went to check in at swissotel! hahaa.. checked in at abt 12+.. went to have lunch with my family at raffles city sc food court.. saw gwen, eddy, benedict n another girl whom i cant identify.. but i dao them n didnt say hello.. hahaa.. wat a way to start xmas celebrations huh.. went shopping with me dad n me mum n bro went to meet his frens halfway.. shopped arnd marina square n suntec.. bought a pullover tingy n my swim suit bottom.. yay hahaa.. went to carrefour to do some last minute cheap shopping.. bought quite some junk food including my fave ruffles(!) n vodka mudshake ;p aft tt, me dad n me mum felt a bit tired so we decided to head back to our room to rest before dinner (n wait for my bro to meet up with us) on our way back, i ran into meilin n yinghong.. those 2 crazy gals started laughing the moment i saw them.. they say they saw me long ago but i nv c them (meaning i'm w-o-l-s la).. hahaa the moment i tink tt i'm free frm studying for at least half yr while they hafta go thru yr 2 torture nxt yr, i feel very happy too.. mUahAhAa

in the room, we took a lota pictures.. had wanted to go swimming but dont have enough time cos it was already 6+.. watched "black hawk down" on hbo while waiting for my bro.. watched until i fell aslp man unknowingly even thou there's the cute josh hartnett acting.. haiz. bro finally turned up at abt 7.30.. went to change n took yet more photos den went to have dinner at cafe cartel at raffles city.. there were quite a lot of ppl but even so, the food shouldn't take more than half an hr to 45 mins....rite? wRoNG! we waited for abt 15 mins for a table, 10 mins before we could place our orders n like, one HOUR odd before the food came.. the waitress said the kitchen is v small n somehow the cook messed up some stuff.. hah. food was so so la..

in the end i was rather late in meeting my darling.. i told my darling to meet abt 9 but in the end i turned up at nearing 10 instead.. luckily darling had sijia to accompany her for a while.. bain ah, paiseh hor.. hahaa.. yepz, spent christmas with me current.. bain! hahaa.. went to cine to take the photo-card tingy.. like how long haven't i take those stuff? hahaa.. itz very nice..! bought light sticks n wore them arnd our necks.. had wanted to buy the xmas hats but couldnt find the plain kind.. i don like the flashing lights kind la.. walked down hmv tt stretch den crossed over to taka tt stretch.. wah chi ba boom! just imagine, 2 chiobus walking together + no presence of guys we know around us = easy targets! n we were targeted like siao last nite.. kenna sprayed by all those white foam n coloured streaks like crazy man! n we were defenceless some more (we didnt buy those spray cans).. so many ppl sprayed into our faces n ears.. eeehhh.. some idiot sprayed it at my mouth accidentally n yucks, it tasted horrible! den we kenna targeted by this grp of bengs who like chased aft us spraying those foam stuff.. we gave up halfway thru the stretch, didnt even walk down to wisma cos itz too hiong liao.. we were covered in foam by then..

OHH when we were walking at the sheltered area of taka, we were holding hands n this other grp of bengs saw us n they said smthg like "les.. eeeeee" haHAAha! 1st time in my whole life got strangers called me a lesbian! hahaahaa.. i'm very amused.. anw, me n bain took a lot of photos also..

managed to catch the last train back to the hotel.. bathed, blew dry my hair den fell aslp..
woke up at 9+ this morn n wanted to go swimming but was too tired (partly bcos of the vodka mudshake too).. played daidee with me bro n me dad instead.. watched forrest gump (aGaIn) on hbo.. checked out at nearing 1pm..

slept some more when i reached home.. a lot of odd n disjointed dreams.. oh gb somehow u n jianlun appeared in one of my disjointed dreams.. cant really remembered what kind of dream it was but i remembered seeing u, jianlun n one other guy.. don ask me y jl okayy.. i seriously dont know..

yupz tt's abt it.. hahaa if u're still reading well, thx for being so patient! hahaa.....


[[.ran.]] 8:55 pm

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Tuesday, December 23, 2003

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true oh
All I want for Christmas is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need, and I
Don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow, and I
I just wanna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake
To hear those magic reindeer click

'Cuz I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Oh, Baby all I want for Christmas is you

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of childrens'
Laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me
The one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me quickly

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is you

All I want for Christmas is you, baby (repeat)


"All I Want For Christmas" ~ Mariah Carey

i like the olivia olsen version too.. she's the little girl joanna in "love actually"


[[.ran.]] 11:59 pm

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strike of the mysterious

oh hahaa gavin just smsed me saying he saw my entry (yeah, the one abt me saying gavin is a crackpot).. hahaaha.. gavin, welcome to my blog.. dont dont be offended alrite, i always suan people one. hahaa i cant help but laugh when i think of ur msg! aey u all know what? gavin refuses to tell me how he knows abt my blog.. said it's a "trade secret".. bain darling, u didnt tell him rite? at least, he said it wasn't bain or nicky.. oh well....... since we're gonna be working together nxt yr, might as well we know more abt each other ya.. gavin, on with ya cold jokes man.. i'll just have to weat sweater then *wInKz*

p.s. one day i shall grill the trade secret out of you...

p.p.s oh my application for relief teaching has been approved.. but all of a sudden i'm not that keen on relief teaching anymore. i'll take the bank job anytime...


[[.ran.]] 11:45 pm

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my christmas wish list

realised i havent got down to writing christmas cards this yr!!!!! i was reminded when i got joyce's card tt xmas is like wat, 2 days away!! i'm sooooo sorry, everybody! so so sorry... sheesh.. aarggh i'll think of u all more often to make up for it okayy? eh, joyce, huiying, lilian, lingling, genia, chengsi, aaron, winston, li cheng, selene (!!), ningxia (!!), hian yi (!!), tianhao, darren, yvonne, guobin, jingzhong, kelvina, hongyi, hui bain, sijia, si jia, shalynn mummy, n of cos emmaline, xiuwen, yulin, celia, weiting, vanessa, yeeying, qingqing, denise, elaine, fedora.. gosh tt's a long long list of people! n not to mention edwin shuai, quanhui n jason (but no point since they're in army heh heh)..

but anywayz, here's my christmas wish list:

5.. to get a nice new watch (my mum's been telling me to get a watch since i'm gonna be working but since i'm not a watch person, it follows that i have no ideas what kind of watches r good n nice n whatever so i'm hoping to get one for x'mas! makes sense?), the small light ultra slim ultra expensive digital cam, n of cos, more money for shopping! hahaa..
4. to spend christmas eve happily! (yes tt includes a nice dinner, believing in santa for one nite, counting down n basically, going crazy in town)
3. to get a job
2. to stay in contact with all my pals

1. to be happy always


cheers =Þ


[[.ran.]] 8:55 pm

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had a super odd yet amusing dream last nite! i dreamt tt i entered a shopping contest! hahaa.. for the contest, i hafta go arnd one level of a shopping centre (it strangely felt like far east level 1) n buy something frm EVERY single shop there.. the one who completes all the buying the fastest wins! n the best ting is, for the winner rite, all her expenses r paid! w-o-a-h!! best.. n i dreamt tt i won the first time arnd! hahaaha.. but then i dreamt tt i entered the competition again! hahaa.. this time arnd, i was adamant on buying a wrap-around skirt so i spent a lot of time finding it n in the end, i didnt win.. hahaa... haHAAha.. oh i remembered in my dream, i went into this shop tt's opened by kit chan n she was selling hair accessories at $199 each cos she say is she self-designed one.. hahaa.. in the dream, everyone is allowed to have one helper to carry the shopping bags but for me rite, i just carried everything on my own n it felt so good to carry so many shopping bags.. like an accomplishment! hahaa.. i cant help laughing when i woke up..

slacked at home today again, watched some vcds tt i dug up.. ohh today kelly services called me with a 2-mth job offer at hsbc as admin asst.. arrgh but by the time i told her i wanted the job, she said itz already taken up.. damn damn damn. but she say she will kiv me la so hopefully if other banks want temp ppl, she'll call me.. btw, the job rate is $6 an hr, so itz like $4.80 an hr aft cpf deduction.. okayy la.. just y luck i'm one step slower.. haiz.

anw, tmr's xmas eve! n i havent got any programmes lined up.. no dinner, no countdown, how pathetic! grrr.. but anw, me going to stay in swissotel tmr, tt's comforting la.. this time i'm gonna gop the bathroom slippers.. not like tt time at ritz when we all forgot abt it........

oh btw i got thru the svap interview hooray.. i really tot i wont get thru cos bain already got her confirmation frm gavin while i have zilch news. well my confirmation card came in the post today..

p.s bain can u decipher this msg frm gavin for me? "haha i'm still figurin out what gavin is dot dot dot about.... surprised the card reached so fast. have a festive week ü" n on the card, "will try to cut down on "cold" jokes".. eh................ n i still havent figure out wat he meant when he referred to me in his sms to u.. he's a crackpot, tt's wat.. hahaa.


[[.ran.]] 7:18 pm

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Monday, December 22, 2003
i'M oN tHe tOp oF tHe wOrLd LoOkInG........

man utd beat tottenham 2-1!! with fine goals by john o'shea n ruuuuuud vaaan NISTELROOOOOY!! heh itz enuff to take us to the top of the epl table, at least until boxing day n hopefully, till the end of the season!

fell aslp at abt 5pm yday aft reading newspaper.. woke up at 9pm n slacked n stoned all the way till midnite just to watch man utd take on spurs. almost fell aslp at 11+ but luckily star sports was showing the td waterhouse championship match between paradon srichaphan n james blake.. that kept me awake.. den later fear factor kept me awake at half time..

aft the match, i was feeling a lil awake acty so went on to read nic spark's book til abt 3am.. screwed up my body clock la.. woke up at 11+ today surprisingly. i tot i'll be k.o.ed until like 2 or 3pm..

today i shall spend the day at home clearing my room n maybe watching the pirates of the carribean vcd which by the way belongs to gary chan.. hahaa. oh did i mention tt gary's freaky friday vcd is with lilian.. hahaa i will get to watch it too then.. shld have raided gary's hse more often when i had the chance..


[[.ran.]] 2:20 pm

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Sunday, December 21, 2003

me at hongyi's hse now.. yv, sh n gb r here too.. we stayed up all nite to play mj n now, bridge.. i went toilet n my place was taken by others liao.. aah my mj luck missing nowadays, lost a little just now but itz okayy la..

on friday, me, bain n hy went to international plaza to visit most of the job agencies.. was so-so la.. nth much to say also..

saturday.. oh me went out with my mum n my dad to shop at tampines mall n century square.. mum wanted to buy some bracelet stuff for her colleague's baby first mth but as usual aft tt, we ended up shopping.. initially the shou huo nth much so we were tinking of going to country manna to eat dinner but the longer we shopped, the more we bought n in the end, we blew abt $100++ maybe even abt $200 on clothes.. i bought a halter, 2 blouses, a pair of jeans n a pair of pants.. me mum bought a blouse n a pair of pants.. my dad bought eh.. vitamin supplements.. hahaaa.. naturally aft tt, no more country manna.. just plain old food court..

reached hy's hse at 9-odd pm, have been playing mj frm abt 9.30 all the way will 6+ den we started playing bridge.. oh u know wat hy say abt me losing? cos i was reading nicholas sparks' book on fri nite so she say i du2 shu1 so play mj also shu1 la.. ya ya..

oh yeah, arsenal drew 1-1 with bolton! so wat if chelsea won 1-0 agst fulham? as long as man utd beat tottenham tmr, we will go top of table.. cant wait..

hmm i'm still not tt tired yet..


[[.ran.]] 6:58 am

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Friday, December 19, 2003

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologise that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind that your heart aint exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone and live my life more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

"Life For Rent" ~ Dido


[[.ran.]] 8:25 pm

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Thursday, December 18, 2003

was cheated today.. the dumb job observation turns out to be a glorified outdoor sales job.. itz very funny.. tink everyone got cheated.. me n hongyi were with this person called ivy n later another girl called xiuling joined us.. went hougang s11 there to sell perfume.. sux la. me n hy lasted for all of ONE hour. yay.. later xiuling told us itz her 3rd day on the job n she intends to quit today.. hahaa.. bain was with another girl n attached to this guy called aloysius.. according to bain, he was an ex-loanshark, he smoked n now he earns a shitload of money thru comission (pardon the language). anyway we're not interested in outdoor sales la.. left the job n went hongyi's hse instead.. searched recruit n called some banks.. in the end, went to alpha bldg at kallang pudding for an admin job interview.. saw oh-my-gosh-heavens-forbid: ben hong.. how suay can i get.. but newayz, 3 of us n sad to mention, ben hong, are shortlisted for the 2nd interview, which is tmr 9am.. but now, bain n hy tinking of pang seh-ing the interview cos they tink pay is too low. i tink pay is so-so la..

had wanted to go to delfi orchard for another interview (adv: itz near carrie models, which has this shuai ge working there..) but in the end, we were just too seh so we ended up at taka eating.. oh i bought a book by nicholas sparks.. anw, ya ate tako pachi again.. itz just too nice! den we went to sit outside zara to ppl watch n talk again.. it seems like lately we've been ppl-watching everytime we go out.. talked abt our future other half today.. hahaa u know wat hy say? she say she can imagine nxt time my future bf to be the "perfect" kind.. tall, dark n cute.. got build got looks one.. in essence, wat every gal wants.. hahaa i am flattered! saw some with gd build today but the looks.. okayy la.. no drop-dead gorgeous but can la.. hahaa.. am tinking, is we yao1 qiu2 too high or r guys degenerating? hullo, guys out there.. want to defend urself? hahaa.. don be offended k..

newayz, hy left us at 6+ to go watch love really.. is love actually la but since she watching with hIm, it becomes love really.. hahaa.. went home.. am tired now..


[[.ran.]] 9:19 pm

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Wednesday, December 17, 2003

slacked at home today.. just waiting for tmr to come.. i'm really looking forward to it..

oh did i mention, i got the good progress award! hahaa tt's $200 for me.. will cover half of my expenses for prom! yay.......

hMmM, shld i change my blog skin again? my fingers r itchy..



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[[.ran.]] 7:11 pm

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Tuesday, December 16, 2003

today is a more fruitful day than the past few days.. itz kinda a stroke of luck acty.. called up lots of companys frm the recruit section.. in the end me, bain n hy went to this one at toa payoh.. it seemed so ulu n inaccessible k.. they recruiting customer svc, admin, sales n marketing personnel n they put pay is $1300 - $1900 so we tot, juz give it a shot la.. when we went in for the interview, the guy was like, "u 2 frm cedar? my daughter is in cedar too.. graduating soon.. geraldine frm track n field...." den me n bain were like "oh, tink heard of er b4" which was true, cos everyone knows track ppl.. den later he started smiling n talking n laughing with us, n he said a lot of stuff, which in essence was saying smthg like, we are over-qualified for admin work n customer service.. den he say like he got vacancies for advertising trainees... wOaH.. $1000 a mth, $100 transport allowances, on gd mths can have up to $300 - $400 bonus n comissions.. training is provided la (we r trainees, d'uh).. sOuNdS gOoD.. den he called us to go down on thursday 9am, he's giving us smthg like a job observation, attaching us to ppl frm his company to see the job scope n requirements.. i'm kinda looking forward to it! i hope it's for real.. if i can get this job, i'll forgo relief teaching thou the pay is lower.. cos i tink itz gd experience n will be good for future resume..

later we went to carlton hotel for an interview but... forget it, we were kinda cheated cos itz not a hotel job but rather, lux is holding interview in the hotel (yes, lux the soap).. den we went to starbucks to people watch.. okayy la, no shuai ges.. hahaa..

went to meet my class gals for dinner.. ate for 2 hrs, with lots of talking abt love actually.. ohmigosh i can go for miles abt it.. itz a fantastic show!! okayy control control..

(gb is rushing me to finish this entry.. pAtIeNcE iS a vIrTuE! '*_-')


[[.ran.]] 10:36 pm

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too lost in you

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can mess with me
(No one can mess with me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

"Too Lost In You" ~ Sugababes


this is frm the love actually soundtrack.. one of my faves.. told u i'm into sugababes recently.. everyone, go download or try by any means to listen to this song.. i tink itz great!


[[.ran.]] 12:13 am

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Monday, December 15, 2003
love actually...... is all around!

today is so tiring.. met bain n hy at 12.30 at ps to go job hunting again.. today we target hotels n the high class shops (think louis vuitton, versace, dunhill, ucb, sisley, gucci etc, but we didnt go into everyone la.. too damn high end).. hotels want to employ those front desk asst, customer relations co-ordinator etc but they seem reluctant to hire ppl for 6 mths cos they say we will need training.. sIgHz.. now like left those departmental stores tt pay low rates.. aargghh..

we gave up at 5+.. hy left n bain n i went to buy tix to watch love actually.. we had abt 1 hr ++ to kill so we went heeren.. shopped for a while but we were just too tired so we just sat down n talked.. n man, did we talk! we walked abt sooo many things! i told her abt lc, dj, jj, n tt ite-guy-at-the-bus-stop story.. she told me abt her fren's frens.. talked abt a lot of stuff, mostly funny, no, hilarious stuff.. n we noticed smthg.. s'pore has lots of chiobus but little shuai ges (aHeM, don worry nic shifu, u r eh, "shuai" la). hAhAa!

went to watch love actually at abt 7pm at cine.. OHMIGOSH itz a fAntAsTiC show!!!!!!! everyone must go watch it k! it is so so romantic n so funny! ohmigosh all the stories are connected together so nicely n so sweetly! hugh grant is like, so charming! n tt cute cute guy called rodrigo santoro (tt's karl in the show) is so cute! he makes my list! hahaa.. pity his story doesnt have a proper ending.. my fave scene is...... the portugese-english proposal at the portugese restaurant! itz so so sweet!! aargghh!! 2nd is the little boy who likes the little girl joanna.. 3rd is hugh grant singing x'mas carols.. hahaaa.. u know wat? i'm laughing as i'm typing! hahaaa... yvonne lim, u just missed out on a superbly warm show.. bain, thx for watching it with me..

aft the movie, we walked to PS n bain wanted to show me the cute guy who works in samuel & kevin.. too bad he's not working tonite..

p.s bain, acty i can do ur blog for u la.. i'm offering my limited html knowledge to help u revamp okayy.. interested, pls let me know asap b4 i start to lose interest.. hahaa.. u're a darling..


[[.ran.]] 11:19 pm

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Sunday, December 14, 2003

didnt join the rest to play mj cos i promised my mum tt i'd go shopping with her n den finally go back to my gran's hse.. went to compass point n den to chinatown (my mum was quite indecisive)..bought a bag, a plain white speg n some facial products..went back to my gran's n saw all my uncles n aunts.. guess wat..they all advised me to work as sales asst..they say itz good experience.. okayy guess i'll heed their advice..

my grandaunt called n said she'll help me put my name down at boon keng primary.. she said to call the schools i'm interested in.. shld call my alma mater too, may have higher chance..

tmr meeting bain i tink to look for jobs.. haiz this is a headache..


[[.ran.]] 8:28 pm

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Saturday, December 13, 2003

flipped thru the recruit section of the straits times today n came by this ad wanting part time clinic asst.. sounds not bad so i called n that woman asked me to go down for interview at 2pm.. went down there n i felt kinda cheated cos the board outside put "night clinic, tues n thurs 7-8.30pm".. i thought is every nite. but anw when the doc interviewed me, she said they're changing to operate nightly tt's y they advertised.. erm interview was so so i guess but do tink i'll get the job cos i tink she prefers full time asst.. she asked some quite odd qns..
doc: do u tink u're a fast learner?
me: yes
doc: y do u tink so?
HUH??!! i was so damn tempted to say "cos i'm frm vj la" but in the end i gave the model ans "cos i am willing to learn n i have a fast mind" honestly aft the interview, i'm rather put off by the job.. i'd rather take a temp sales job.. i just hope i can relief teach.. or terence hurry up end his course n let me know abt the bank job.. or aunt helen or cherlyn let me have some good news soon (they both work in shenton way can).. i better get some job soon.. tink if perlini calls me to go for interview, i'll go la.. gain interview experience also not bad..

been reading jz's, gb's, bain's n joyce's blogs.. all talking abt jobs n job interviews.. itz all tt is in our minds now..

p.s. bain, acty i don mind sales job but i only want temp job for now cos i'm still hoping to relief teach.. gimme a ring or wateva, maybe we can go source for jobs on mon or smthg..


[[.ran.]] 7:49 pm

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Friday, December 12, 2003

i dreamt of edwin shuai last nite, must be bcos lately i've been talking abt edwin.. hahaa.. bain was in the dream too.. cos yday nite, me n bain were talking abt ed in ns.. in the dream, ed was walking very quickly n bain n i were lagging behind.. den bain got too tired n left me trying to keep up with ed.. finally caught up with him at some giant slide tingy n we sat down n slid down the h-u-g-e slide together.. den when we reached ground ed was saying "let's do it again at the more challenging one!" eh, hUh? den i woke up..

yday i stayed at home n slacked.. didnt even look out for jobs as i was supposed to do.. watched vcds instead.. haiz how slack.. met bain n yv in the evening to go for the svap interview.. no it is not a job interview.. svap is a volunteers' programme. i'm serious abt doing voluteer work.. tt guy gavin is quite *dot dot dot*.. bain, u're right, his jokes r damn cold.. coming frm me, bliv me, it IS cold.. i still tink tt girl wei ling looks super familiar.. n she doesnt look 18.. anw tt's not the point.. hope i didnt screw up the interview.. acty during the interview i was tinking all the way like "shit did i go out of point?" but den on the exterior i just kept smiling n smiling.. really hope i nv screw up..

on the way home, both of them started telling me abt their bintan trip.. hmmm *iNtErEsTiNg* hahaaa.. don worry i'm not so ba gua so i wont tell anyone tt's not supposed to be told.. anw itz sort of expected la, don u tink? could've been worse.. hahaa.. they told me lots of funny stuff too.. still cant forget yv-n-the-fake-cocktail story, the cute-caucasian-sitting-at-opposite-drn-reading-tt's-y-i'm-sitting-here story.. hahaa...

okayy today i'm supposed to clear my room but so far, i havent done anything, shall start once i'm done blogging.. oh anw, saw this notice at the lift tt states that the newly-opened tekka mall (5 mins frm little india station) is looking for part-timers, has temp jobs, watever.. whoever's interested, can try calling 90602906..

p.s. bain n gb, i'm still looking out for those bank jobs..
p.p.s joyce, maybe u'd want to look at MY room den maybe ur room not tt untidy after all..
p.p.p.s huying, congrats on getting the ducktours job.. presuming u accepted that job, i'm waiting for that treat too..

p.p.p.p.s winston, i'm sorry u're disappointed.. so am i when i was told most of the gals cant make it.. i shelved other plans for the outing too but ling called me mon nite to tell me she, lilian n cheng cant make it so.. ya hope u'll understand y i didnt turn up on tues, esp if only u knew who msged me early on tues morn (hint: ojj)..i was honestly quite freaked out.. so sorrie.. li cheng asked abt another outing.. tink itz a good idea n hope this time arnd, everyone can make it.. oh if itz anyting, i saw merv n wy (do u know her? i know her la..) on tues late aftnn at city hall mrt station towards raffles city... care to answer one qn i have in mind regarding them? i'm sure u know what it is..................


[[.ran.]] 3:23 pm

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Thursday, December 11, 2003

meant to wake up to watch man utd vs stuttgart at 3.30am this morn.. n u know how i never fail to wake up to watch man utd once i set my alarm.. tt's how hardcore a fan i am.. but this morn when the alarm sounded, i was so tired tt i told myself "aiyah nvm la, man utd already thru to knockout stage liao, today's match only decide who wins the grp wat" n i acty persuaded myself to go back to slp.. *cLaPz* can go buy 4D liao.. den while i was falling back to slp, i was tinking "since half awake liao den might as well go n watch la" but den i fell aslp soon after.. hahaaaa..

met gb in the aftnn to go moe to register for the relief teaching.. itz a simple procedure to register now must c which sch wants me.. aft tt, we went to great world city to watch matrix revolution.. okayy i know itz quite belated.. watched it at imax, which was cool cos the screen was super big n it gave me a somewhat 3-D feel.. the sound system is damn good so u can imagine watching matrix, an action movie in almost 3-D effect.. the show is quite good wat.. not as bad as some ppl told me.. althou i cant really catch some parts.. keanu reeves is like, so cute.. so is the 16-yr-old guy who took over the cpu to open the gate ting.. hahaa

later went to tamp mall to meet kelvina they all for dinner.. oh yeah, hApPy bIrThdAy, eX!!! u're finally 18 liao! hahaa.. u've been a wonderful ex too.. althou i'm still unsure how u became my ex since i'm straight.. hahaa.. nEwAyZ, hope all ya wishes come true, honey.. ya, even thou we r "ex", may we remain as close as ever!

anw, just wrote edwin shuai's testimonial.. i realised i'm a bit late in doing it.. now i'm trying to write testimonial for everyone.. one or two each day i guess.. guess i owe everyone smthg n i just wanna let u all know i really appreciate all of u all!


p.s. man utd beat stuttgart 2-0 with goals by ruud van nistelrooy n ryan giggs in case anyone is wondering..


[[.ran.]] 12:32 am

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Tuesday, December 09, 2003

slacked at home yday so nth to write abt..

today went out with kelvina to search for jobs.. went to raffles city.. in the end, there are job vacancies at perlini's n coffee club..so we filled in the application forms but the pay is really not v good. den over dinner, we were carefully re-considering our choices n decided that we don not want the jobs.. hahaa so fickle minded rite.. tink i'll just wait for the relief teaching thing.. if cant relief teach den search for jobs in the companies or in hotels lor..

was juz tinking, tmr edwin shuai is enlisting liao.. awww like so ke lian like tt rite? hols have barely started den muz report for ns liao.. but itz okayy la shuai, u will pass out in end april rite.. when a lot of ppl will just be enlisting only den u can gloat okaiez.. remember to tell me all ya horror stories nxt time when i c u okayy..all the best for bmt! jiahui will miss u lots, edwin shuai!


[[.ran.]] 10:20 pm

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Sunday, December 07, 2003

yesh yesh okayy so i nv go back to my gran's hse today.. met up with bain, hongyi, yv n kel at bugis to shop for stuff again.. met up with gb, jz, ed n wein n had lunch at mos burger.. yr n sh came.. aft lunch, continued to shop again.. bought a pink skirt for $10.. how cheap rite. was feeling quite happy but den in the end, i splurged $41.60 on a swim wear top.. i felt damn guilty after that.. was feeling kinda down on the way home.. rushed to take a long hot bath to console myself.. haiz..

okayy okayy enough abt the guilt trip.. now to make up for it, i will hafta....go beach more often!! hahaa.. okayy n find a job real soon...

oh yeah, man utd beat aston villa 4-0 last nite.. 2 superb goals by ruud van nistelrooy n 2 clinical finishes by diego forlan.. haiz no one scored a hat trick.. guobin u lucky fool if not, rest assured i would have woken u up with the good news.. tianhao, good for u, blackburn thrashed birmingham 4-0.. see u help me with the kevin thing, blackburn will win.. hahaa..

newayz, just feel like doing personality quizzes:

1. What Is Your Name? Lim Jiahui
2. When is your birthdate? 8th november 1985
3. What Are You Listening To Right Now? various songs.. recently i like sugarbabes a lot..
4. What Are The Last Five Digits Of Your Mobile Phone Number? 97267
5. What Was The Last Thing You Ate? apple
6. If You Were A Crayon, What Colour Would You Be? red.. obvious
7. Favourite colours? red, yellow, black
8. How Is The Weather? fine
9. Last Person You Talked To On The Phone? dad.. hahaa.. i was out mah..
10. First Thing You Notice About The Opposite Sex? height then the eyes
11. First thing You Notice About Your Same Gender? bod la.. hahaa those who know me well will know what i mean.. i'm just being honest k........
12. How Are You Feeling? a bit bad cos i spent a lot of money
13. Your Favourite Drink? no faves.. alcoholic & non-alcoholic r welcome :)
14. Your Favourite Alcoholic Drink? vodka (most variations)
15. How Do You Eat An Oreo? bite and swallow.. but i don really like oreos
16. Favourite Sport? soccer, badminton, tennis, vball, floorball, a lot la
17. What's The Next CD You're Going To Get? just burn la.. unless itz robbie williams or jay chou.. but i'm tinking of the wu yue tian one..
18. Hair Colour? black, brown (natural k) but i recently went to highlight it even browner again..
19. Eye Colour? brown
20. Do You Wear Contacts? yup
22. Favourite day?? saturday no doubt abt tt
23. Favourite Food? no particular faves
24. Last Movie You Watched? wishing stairs
25. Next movie You're Gonna Watch? matrix revolution if there still is.. if not then love actually
26. Favourite Day Of The Year? 8 november!
27. Are You Shy To Ask Someone Out? unless he's like someone i don really dare to talk to
28. Do You Like Scary Or Happy Movies Better? both.. i liked wishing stairs
29. Summer Or Winter? both i tink.. summer cos can go beach.. winter cos nv exp b4
30. Hugs Or Kisses? depends la..
31. Relationship Or One Night Stand? Relationship.. d'uh rite
32. Chocolate Or Vanilla? chocolate
33. Do u have a crush on anyone? not really..
34. Time now? 9.15pm


[[.ran.]] 8:49 pm

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Saturday, December 06, 2003

hEy hEy hEy the prom photos r all uploaded! i shifted back to webshots cos my picturetrail account expired so i cant upload anymore photos.. fret not, the previous photos r still intact at picturetrail.. enjoy!

newayz, getting very bored now.. shall look arnd for temp jobs.. shld i work during xmas? but i wanna celebrate too leh... arrggh, shall tink abt it. anw yv, tmr i don tink i can make it for mahjong.. i hafta go back to my gran's hse.. very long nv go liao.. sorrie.. some other day k.

p.s. ling, lemme know abt sentosa again.. thx.
p.p.s tianhao, ur treat.. some day k.. thx for ya help with kevin!


[[.ran.]] 4:56 pm

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Friday, December 05, 2003
p.R.o.M (Cielo En La Tierra)

woah prom is over.. just like tt.. acty itz not as glam as i tot it'll be.. just lots n LOTS of photo takings.. smthg hy said is v true.. wanna take photo with who must just take if not u will regret it.. fan zhen nxt time wont see them le..

went to do my hair at abt 2.. was okayy la.. not the best but will do.. took a cab down to ritz with lilian, reached there at abt 5. checked in n spent a lot of time getting ready.. went down to the ballroom at abt 6.30 n frm den on, is take photos n more photos n yet more photos..

thruout the whole nite, i hardly touched the food cos it was honestly quite sucky.. kinda reminded me of rabbit food. hahaa. n i tot hiring glenn ong was somewhat of a waste of money cos honestly do we need such a good mc? he didnt do anyting much also..

newayz, ya, took a lot of photos.. took one with william (prom king nominee)! hahaa.. he's gonna leave 2/3 land to get into complete land.. *wInKz* took with kevin too. n tianhao later told me tt kevin later bought flowers n wanted to give them to us but couldn't find us.. i feel so dui2 for joyce!! hard luck, gal.. i tink of all the ppl i took pix with yday, william is the best la.. hahaa.. it sounds like i have a big bad crush on him rite? but not really la.. just tink he's quite cute.. good build too! *hAhAa*

went back to our room aft prom at abt 1am. my room is cool la.. the toilet is like, twice or maybe even thrice the size of my own bedroom can? the view is super duper fantastic.. newayz, went clubbing with huiying n sa'idah.. went to embassy but surprisingly it was quite empty so we just drank n left pretty quickly.. had a blue lagoon, which was vodka n 7-up mixed with smthg else.. would've enjoyed the drink more if there were more ppl arnd.. left embassy n went to embargo.. just sat outside but didnt went in cos by tt time, hy was pretty high. lucky my alcohol tolerance level quite good cos she was quite unstable aft her magarita..

left embargo at 3+, reached our room at 4+.. took a relaxing 45 min bubble bath which was so so fantastic.. can acty enjoy a fantastic view of singapore while bathing.. can imagine ya.. my room was on 22nd floor btw.. by 5+ i was quite groggy frm the alcohol.. drank water to flush out the alcohol (so to speak), n fell aslp soon after.. woke up at 9+ today, checked out abt 2 hrs later..

yeah, prom's over just like tt.. spent so long preparing for it.. my calves r hurting frm the 3-inch heels tt i wore for abt 6 hrs.. gonna upload all the photos i took.. tata!


[[.ran.]] 7:59 pm

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Thursday, December 04, 2003

went down to collect my prom dress yday.. itz much better fitting now.. went down to town aft tt again.. went with yv to heeren to buy hair accessories.. i dunoe if the hairdresser can manage to weave tt into my hair.. yv finally finally bought a bag.. but dunoe if she'll use it for prom.. well i'll know later ya.. aft tt, went down to artiris at far east to collect my ear rings.. itz nice! warning: i'm gonna be a blue princess tonite! hehx.. went home aft tt..

den in the aftnn, went out with my dad to buy handphone.. cos my poor sad faithful n lovable phone tt has served me for 1 yr, 11 months n 3 days has gone bonkers.. can msg but cannot call. try calling n u'll feel like an idiot saying "hello" into ur phone cos u're unable to hear me.. bUt newayz, changed my phone to the samsung s500 phone.. the appearance is quite cool cos itz a flip phone.. but itz really quite different frm nokia.. not as user friendly.. n cannot type in chi althou can read forwarded chi sms.. but the flipping ting makes up for the inadequacies.. hahaa..

woke up today after a full 8 hrs of slp.. realised exams r over for so long liao but this is one of the rare times tt i slp for so long.. previous few days is like, wake up damn early den get out of the hse liao.. *-_@* went to meet gb juz now, who gave me my belated bday prezzie.. *tHaNxXxXxX* i like it a lot.. as i said, handmade prezzies r the nicest n most thoughtful! thanx a lot.. i promise i'll make full use of it..

okayy dokez.. i'll go n do wat i hafta do now.. today's p.R.o.M!!


[[.ran.]] 11:13 am

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Tuesday, December 02, 2003

went to highlight my hair this morn.. the result is not bad la, the hair quality only de-prove by a bit.. itz not bad for $35 hahaa.. went to meet the others for lunch cos itz jz's bday.. had lunch at brekz. it's quite good cos we ate A LOT but only paid $10.. i was super hungry b4 lunch (cos i didnt eat breakfast) but aft lunch, i was so full i swear my intestines were trying to tie themselves into a knot. shant eat dinner, still quite full now.

aft lunch, went to shop again. went to isetan to collect bain's necklace.. ran into huiying, tian yue, idah n yuri there.. they say my fringe quite odd. hahaa... went to tangs to look at the bags but didnt buy anything.. went to bugis n man, was it fruitful or wat? i bought my bag.. itz quite cheap too.. bain bought her bag n shoes.. ran into vanessa at bugis village.. jz bought some stuff there but i'm not sure wat cos i ws talking to van.. went down to chinatown nxt to buy shawl n yv's bag.. in the end, yv couldnt find a nice one but bain n i bought our shawls. $18 good price ya..

am very very tired now.. my back is aching, my legs are aching, my heels are aching n my feet looks swollen. for once, i'm tired of shopping.. OH YAH i still hafta collect my ear rings from artiris tmr! ohh tt mins i still hafta make a trip down to town tmr..

hee hee.. ya okay dokez, my daddy wanna use comp liao.. tata!


[[.ran.]] 9:01 pm

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Monday, December 01, 2003

okiez dokez.. didnt blog yday cos bro was hogging the comp again..

yday, met up with kel at PS to shop for shoes.. saw some nice ones at dmk n u.r.s n m)phosis.. but all quite expensive.. bain n yv came soon after.. walked arnd ps some more den went down to town cos we wanna check out wisma n far east.. went to a lot of shops, looking for funny stuff like eh, ahahaaha, the same ting yv, bain n kel wants. shall not elaborate but tink i'll go for the more subdued version starting with a "t". muahahaaha.. also, went to look for shoes n kel wanted hollywood tape.. ooh saw this pair of silver heels at charles & keith at wisma tt costs $46. tt's an okayy price compared to daniel yam n u.r.s.. went to artiris at far east to collect kel's ear rings.. saw shi hui's prom dress n man, was it pink or wat?! oohh! OH YEAH did i mention i dreamt of me getting my ears pierced? it was quite comical n i dunoe whether to call it nightmare or not.. but i decided to take it as a sign to do ear rings. no la, i didnt pierce my ears but i went to do the hook ear ring ting tt kel did.. it was quite cool can? i tink it's gonna be nice! it better be, since it cost me $19.90 to do for one ear! anw, had dinner at hans den went home aft tt cos by tt time, it was almost 10pm liao..

met up with yv den bain n hongyi to alter prom dress.. erm nth much to say abt tt.. went to buona vista to apply for relief teaching but somehow, all 4 of us forgot to bring some stuff so no choice, hafta go back tmr.. oh the dude who works at the counter told us there are like, hundreds of applications for relief teaching.. aargghh.. anw, went to ps with yv to meet kel to check out colour house but turns out the colour is quite ex.. jiu zhi dao they wont be so nice to offer $30.. so decided to colour hair tmr instead. acty i have this insane desire to do it yellowish-brown but don tink it will suit me.. left them aft checking the price, met up with huying, joyce n lilian at heeren.. went to watch wishing stairs. ooh i tink it's quite scary! i'm pretty sure i screamed at some point in time.. n it isnt to get jiahui to scream during horror movie can? there were a lot of screamings going around. oh i was sitting nxt to this guy whom i'm absolutely disgusted with! eeww shall not talk abt his disgustingly weird behaviour.. aft the movie, we went to tangs, den taka den wisma.. (hahaa my dumb bro tot taka was my fren. he probably tinks tt i have some cool fren named takashi or takahato....) where was i? oh yeah, OH i went back to charles n keith to buy the $46 silver heels! tink it's 3 inch.. but lilian n joyce said silver nicer than blue so i bought silver.. not bad la, i tink the price is okayyy..

okayy i gotta reserve this space.. wanna give my deepest tHaNxXxXxX to huiying, joycelyn n lilian! thx for the bday prezzie babes!! i love the photo tingy n i absolutely love the perlini bracelet! it's simple n yet very very nice! thx lilian, for picking it.. bu kui shi my 5000 yrs ago relatives, we have the same taste! i'm gonna wear it for prom! hahaa.. i'm still excited abt the bracelet.. yupz gals, thanx thanx thanx a lot.. love ya'll!!!

okiez me gonna watch tv now. u probably wont believe it but i'm watching all kinds of funny shows on ch55.. stuff tt i normally wont watch.. too much time nowadays. haiz.. tata ppl.. stay cool n lovable!


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