Sunday, August 31, 2003

timeless...

baby come close let me tell you this
in a whisper my heart says u know it too
baby we both share a secret wish
are you feeling my love reaching out to you

timeless
dont let it end.. no
now that you're right here in my arms where you should stay
hold tight baby
timeless
dont let it fade out of sight
just let the moment sweep us both away
lifting us to where we both agree
this is timeless...love

i see it all baby in your eyes
when you look at me you know i feel it too
yes i do
so let's sail away and meet forever baby
where the cryatal ocean melts into the sky
we shouldnt let the moment pass
making me shiver let's make it last
why should we lose?
don ever let me go

timeless
dont let it end... no
now that u're right here in my arms where you should stay
hold tight baby
timeless
dont let it fade out of sight
just let the moment sweep us both away
lifting us to where we both agree
this is timeless...love

"Timeless" ~ by Justin Guarini and Kelly Clarkson


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on a bright and wonderful sunday morning.... nth happened

haiz had a darn sian day todae.. had a weird dream n somehow gb is part of the weird dream.. but i cant remember much abt the dream.. i only remembered tt in the dream, i kept mumbling tt i must remember to tell gb abt this dream.. tink i kept saying "i must tell guobin, i must tell guobin" repeatedly.. den i drifted into another dream tt involved my daddy.. but when i woke up, i totally cant remeber anyting abt the dream.. such an irony..

i realised the stuff i did today is more or less abt the same as the stuff i did last sunday.. wake up aft nn, had lunch, slack arnd, attempted to study, den watch tv, eat dinner, use the comp.. life is such a boring routine now.. managed to finish studying kinetics todae.. yeah surpassed the deadline set by someone.. :)

yupz anw, eagerly awaiting the match btwn man utd n saints... tot it's gonna start at 7.35 but in the end it turns out tt 7.35 is the super sunday preview.. the match is starting at 9.. my mum is watching i not stupid on ch8.. how many times has she watched tt? sian la... hope the match will be good... got a feeling ronaldo may start n kleberson will play today... my fav player scholes has a hernia problem so he may not start.. hahaa... wat can i say? i tink man utd will win.. oh yeah, for the first time since i can remember, i am hoping tt man city will win tonite.. get rid of arsenal for us :)


------ Saturday, August 30, 2003

no man utd on a sat nite

was awoken by my bro this morn.. tt lucky boy is going to sentosa todae.. must be he purposely wake me up to tell me he's going to sentosa one.. tt idiotic pig.. anw, ya ate brunch at 11+ while watching the US open on starsports.. aft tt i went for a walk around my hse..wandered frm living room to kitchen to living room again.. too bored la.. den proceeded to complete tuition hwk at abt 1+.. keep zoning out... went to mug with gb at mac again at abt 3.. not bad la, managed to complete quite some stuff todae.. read thru the capacitance stuff tt gb printed frm blackboard.. it's darn tough.. finished pc, mono n math induction.. haiz.... oh yeah, someone set me a deadline to finish kinetics by mon.. u fool...... anw, hlfway thru mugging, we were "terrorised" by this mosquito.. it was flying arnd under the table n we couldnt see it but can feel it.. tt pest actually bit me..

ya had some more interesting observations at mac.. realised the ppl in my neighbourhood quite funny one.. saw a very young beng.. tink he must have been like wat? pri sch? abt there la.. hair gel like crazy, wear choker, metal watch etc etc.. den got a lot of muggers also.. got one grp even more hiong than us.. started earlier than us but then when we were abt to leave, they still have ppl going to join them.. tink they sec4 onli lor.. wow i tink if i really set up a muggers unite club, they'll be clamouring to join la.. den got quite a lot of young ppl working at mac.. the guys all one pattern one.. thin.. n i min THIN.. tink even thinner than gb.. den got this dude, his name is riduan, looks chinese but is a malay.... he keep cleaning the entrance to mac.. just keep wiping every half hr or so.. quite comical.. like his job is only to clean doors like tt.. a bit wastage of resources lei.. i min, ya mac is a big firm n they want to reap technical economies by specialisation but ya, this is too "specialised" rite? hahaax.. just putting wat i've learnt into good use.. :)

left mac at 8+.. didnt touch my notes since.. darn i'm just so slack at home.... hmmm it's 9.55 liao n my bro isnt home yet.. he's gonna miss the start of his match btwn his beloved newcastle n dunoe-who... yup, no man utd match tonite.. they're only playing tmr, against southampton at st mary's... ya, shld take opportunity to mug on a perfectly fine sat nite rite? rite. oh heck, who am i kidding? shit this pattern of slacking at home cant go on......

oh yeah, man utd is drawn into grp E of the champions' league 1st phase.. their opponents are glasgow rangers (scotland), panathinaikos (greece) n vfb stuggart (germany).. well i'm confident they'll get thru to the 2nd phase.. if not v diu1 nian3 lei... oh well, we'll wait n see, wont we?

rite, me gotta go n try to study...


------ Friday, August 29, 2003

cant think of a title

slept super late last nite..or shld i say super early this morn.. had a virtual "fight" with someone all the way until 2.40am like tt.. u all can c the proof on the tag board.. oh btw yv say the tag board caused her comp to go retarded..she demands tt i take it off or else she'll stop coming here.. well well... shall c wat i can do abt it..aft all, i know the feeling of not having broadband..it sux..

anw, woke up at abt 11.30 still feeling tired.. cos i woke up at abt 6+ to erm.... okayy let's just say i have a HUGE stomach upset.. spent quite some time in the toilet.. hahaa.. yupz anw.. where was i? oh yeah, woke up.. went to watch tv.. saw this zhou xing chi show on ch56 tt's super funny but super low class.. dunoe wat's the title.. it's called "tricky brains" in eng (thx to teletext).. really horrendously LC but ya, it's a no brainer.. good for me now.. i'd rather watch these kinda no brainers than smthg so tinking like "a beautiful mind" or smthg like tt.. was attempting to eat lunch while watching tv.. espn was showing a "manchester" match.. turned out it was manchester city vs blackburn.. chey.

yupz.. wanted to study econs but couldnt concentrate so i did tuition hwk instead..still cannot make it.. gb msged at 2+ n called me go mac to mug.. so we mugged at mac frm 3+ til 7 like tt.. was and still am super tired.. oh when we were abt to leave, this super duper gay guy sat at the seat beside us.. he is so darn gay lor.. the moment he opened his mouth, i was like "eew, like ben hong like tt...".. den his gf came.. and he was like, touching her all over the place.. so gross lei... yucks must be bcos of gb n his gay affinity la.. u r 4ever cursed to attract gays man.. so many seats to choose n he has to sit nxt to us.. must be bcos of u........

yupz anw, tink my art has really improved.. of only ms kong wanted us to draw humans instead of limes, bananas n orchids in sec2, i would have passed my art with a more honourable mark.. haiz..


------ Thursday, August 28, 2003

went to did some colorgenics psychology plus test..

your mood: you are probably feeling overwhelmed at the moment. it is as if u have too much on your plate n you need time out. perhaps you need a rest so that you can recharge your batteries; at the moment do not feel ready to take on more challenges. you feel more determined than usual and are not prepared to put up with unnecessary delay or restriction. not in the mood to be told wat to do, you resent anyone trying to control your behaviour. you do not want to be held back at this time.

your present situation: right now, u feel comfortable and relaxed and fairly content with your life. thile this is, in most ways, a good thing, you might be getting a little too comfortable. your present situation is very protective and enclosed, and while this feels good now, you may start feeling frustrated and boxed in. your current situation is causing you a great deal of angst. somehow u have become over-involved in something that is leading to feelings of stress and doubt. you are at risk of feeling overwhelmed and exhausted.

your conflicts: you have no conflicts at the present time.

erm.. ithe report is quite contradicting isnt it... oh well..


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tired

went to pkway to have lunch with the usual ppl.. n tt gb was late again.. reached sch some time b4 11.15.. was walking up the stairs leading to the library when i saw an irritant.. sighz.. i took tt as an ominous sign.. n guess wat? i was correct.. chem prac was darn tough.. they r honestly out to kill us.. n ya i know some ppl will say i'm crazy or condemned or wateva but i actually found the self-design easier than the guided qA.. really.. i had absolutely no idea wat to write for the observations n deductions.. at least the self design just add something to everything n c if got white ppt only.. but oh well.. tink i'm gonna die anw..

had tuition aft prac.. hy called gary to come vj to fetch us.. can c tt we (those who take chem) are all half dead liao.. some more todae's lesson is on superposition, a major component of paper 2 n 3.. zoned out at times during tuition.. at nearing 8, yv called to say they just finished playing pool n were waiting for me at pkway.. so i followed gary's car to pkway instead of dhoby ghaut.. tt idiot's going for a night movie again.. went home with the usual ppl.. for some reason the bus was damn crowded.. had to stand all the way.. jz told me i had eye bags.. thx man.. u just completely made my day... gb looked kinda down.. he said it's the full moon.. gb u know wat i 1st tot of? tt suddenly u became a werewolf.. hahaa.. oops.

talking abt movies.. gary has the pirate of the carribean vcd.. it's circulating n apparently in hot demand oredi.. okayy i'm in the queue also.. must tell hy to give me a queue number tmr.. yeah stil waiting for the league of extraordinary gentlemen vcd.. honestly i'm amazed at gary's ability to get hold of these vcds so soon.. well i really don mind as long as er, positive externalities r generated.. heck, u get wat i min :)

OH YAH, man utd beat wolverhampton wonderers 1-0 with a goal by john o'shea this morn.. tt makes it 3 out of 3 n like, the best start in recent seasons.. pity nisty didnt score thou.. if he did, he would have scored in 11 consecutive matches, setting a new record. instead, he's still at 10.. had to share the record with some liverpool legend.. sheesh... was watching the delayed telecast just now.. saw david bellion for the first time.. tot he looked a bit like newcastle's jermain jenas at first glance.. n i'm slowly becoming into a huge fan of eric djemba-djemba.. tink he's a fighter.. like keane... i like this kinda players :) man utd rulez!


------ Wednesday, August 27, 2003

mars

okayy just saw gb's blog.. was reminded abt the mars tingy being visible tonite.. okayy i shall take note of the night sky more too.. :)


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wateva

had some dreams tt left me waking up feeling a sense of deja vu.. dreamt tt gb successfully got my modem up for me.. den dreamt abt someone i totally don know but he was telling me the exact same tings gb told me b4 dinner last nite.. so freaky..

gb came over to help me get the darn modem up.. thx a lot.. den we went to yv's hse.. as guessed, jz was already there..had some vegetarian food for lunch.. was quite okayy la.. mugged aft lunch.. found out tt i cannot concentrate.. had the feeling like i'm at home like tt.. easily distracted.. sighh.. just cant seem to concentrate fully on my studies.. sian.. went to the living room couch to study.. quite comfortable.. but cannot write properly, so i went to the join gb at the dining table.. concentrated a bit better.. asked yv to play jay's 4th cd... amazingly i fell aslp aft a few tracks.. must be bcos i didnt slp properly the previous nite.. woke up feeling much refreshed.. yv's mum was cooking dinner n the smell was distracting me (everyting distracted me) so i went to the couch again.. read the chem prac bk.. den it was gb's turn to fall aslp.. tink everyone is just tired out frm all the studying.. ya anw, tink my art has improved.. someone agrees with me too.. den we went to play a bit of bridge... left yv's hse some time aft 7.. walked home.. that 2 fools tried to make me walk quickly again.. but as usual, i refused.. den they keep saying wat it's the last day of the hungry ghost festival.. ya i'm s-c-a-r-e-d man.. hahaa...

reached home, bathed, had dinner... some fool msged to say he didnt have dinner n hafta eat cup noodles instead.. fool... hahaa.. yup, tt's my day todae.. not much mood to say anyting else.. tink i better get back to my books now.. shit i spent too much time slacking..


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past entries

okayy... shall post up all the posts dating frm sun...

sun

stayed at home todae... tink i shld try to stay at home more often.. cos i figured if i can force myself to study at home, den i can save travelling time or watever.. was trying to remember the various places i've been to to study over the years... sec4 that time go national library..promos at sch lib n airport.. ao chi at airport.. yr 2 mostly at reading room.. den block test at various macs n mlb.. wonder now go where? hahaa... but i realised it's kinda diff studying at home.. at home really got too many distractions.. namely the tv n the comp.. sigh.. spent the early part of the aftnn aft i woke up watching tv.. watched premiership extra n den stared at the tv.. cant even remember wat i watched.. felt "guilty" aft a while so i went to mug chem eqn n see my old pal le chatelier.. great dude he is.. realised i got blanks in my lec notes again (hmm just how the hell did i get thru my promos last yr??).. didnt understand abt endo n exo n the eqm posn.. called gb to clear doubts.. ended up talking for quite long.. haiz.. told u i cant get much stuff done at home..

mugged for a while aft i got off the phone den later went to watch what women want at 7.. actually i don tink mel gibson is sexy.. dunoe y ppl tink he's sexy.. sheesh.. the show was quite nice.. a bit like "liar liar" like tt.. was channel surfing during the advertisements when i chanced upon this show called "far and away" on ch i.. n guess who were in the show? tom cruise! oh n nicole kidman.. man.. is tom cruise shuai4 or wat? now tt's wat i call sexy.. hahaa.. do i sound like some hopeless despo? for the record, i'm NOT a hopeless despo okayy.. it's just tt u know, kan4 kan4 wu2 fang2 wat.. n there's no denying tt tom cruise is cute.. hahaa..

tried to mug aft the show.. managed to finish a bit here, a bit there...

mon

decided to go tamp lib with gb, yv n jz to mug.. gb msged me at 10+, told me to meet at 11.. thx ah.. in the end, yv was late.. 125 bus driver went on strike.. hahaa.. in the end we reached tlb at noon as jz predicted.. mugged until abt 2, den went for lunch.. aft lunch, continue mugging.. left lib at 5 cos lib closes at 5.. it came as a surprise cos we all tot lib will close at 9.. went to jz's hse to continue instead.. became quite slack there.. jz was showing us all his cat high photos.. had a great time laughing.. den he showed us some videos he made.. not bad... the choice of music was quite good.. but i didnt slack all the way.. managed to finish ineq, partial fractions n binomial expn.. realised they r all easy topics.. haiz.. left jz's hse at arnd 7.30pm cos gb wanted to go home to have dinner with his sis.. so we forsake carom for home.. took 23 with gb.. bus took a long time to get home.. but the bus journey was okayy i guess.. managed to convince gb to try to watch smallville (okayy i used kristin kreuk as the main attraction... GUYS..).. reached home slightly aft 8.30.. had a shower den had dinner.. food was rather bad.. aey actually also nth much to say.. wat is there to say when i spent the whole day mugging? sighz..

tues

went to national library to mug with the usual ppl.. actually it wasn't very productive.. was stuck at chem bonding for quite long.. the reference section of nlb is really quite smthg... mugged the whole day.. nothing to say.. went to long john at PS for dinner.. ohh seems like gb has a very strong gay affinity.. he seems to attract gays.. hahaa... aft dinner, went mj to buy jay's 4th album.. FINALLY! it's very nice... hahaa.. reached home b4 10.. tried to connect the darn modem but wasnt successful.. called gb for help at 11+.. really quite desperate.. still cannot make it.. keep restarting the darn comp.. ended up telling him jokes frm the latest readers' digest to keep him awake.. haiz.. in the end still cannot make it.. gave up.. went to slp with gb's promise tt he will help me tmr..


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YAY i finally got the broadband tingy up!!! wow... it's really super fast!

hahaa... thx ah, gb, for coming to help me...(I;m just too good! she's a fool)


------ Saturday, August 23, 2003

battle

1 family, 2 siblings, divided loyalties. 2 siblings, separated by a single line down their living room.. watching two teams, from 2 parts of england, playing against each other in their 2nd match of the new season. two teams, each with their own array of superstars, playing for 3 points n much more.. for glory, for reputation, for pride. THIS is the part one of the match of the season in my family. THIS is MANCHESTER UNITED vs Newcastle.. hahaa.. is the intro drama enough? well the intro has to be kua1 zhang1 a bit wat.. cos this is the match tt my bro n i always watch out for.. me, the super man utd fan n my bro, the super newcastle fan.. wat more can be said? hahaa.. ya chang1 hua4 duan3 shuo1 la.. man utd's linesup todae: howard; p neville, ferdinand, silvestre, o'shea; solskjaer, djemba-djemba, keane, giggs; scholes; van nistelrooy.. subs: ronaldo (for solskjaer), forlan (for giggs) newcastle scored first thru shearer, man utd equalise thru nisty n scholes scored the winner.. the goals were so-so but wat was exciting were the attacks launched by both teams.. sir alex kenna sent down to the dressing room by the referee, all thx to the 4th official.. he was complaining agst a foul by some newcastle player on giggs.. it was a foul.. the defender was the last man.. giggs had a clear goal opportunity.. sux la.. but man utd won, tt's most impt :) so yup, part one of the battle ended in our favour.. watch out for part 2 at old trafford on jan 10 next yr!
yup the matches r definitely coming fast n furious.. man utd will be playing wolves on wed morn.. den agst saints nxt sat..

anywayz, went to mug at mac with gb in the aftnn.. finished tuition hwk n started on chem.. had some interesting observations.. that the ppl arnd our neighbourhood r quite weird,, some have sucky dress sense, some r too skinny in everything.. quite funny.. den at 3 there was this kid's birthday party.. made the whole place darn noisy.. gb was pestering me to leave.. agreed to leave at abt 4.. while walking home it started raining super heavily.. seems like it always rain very heavily on sat.. havent done anyting constructive since reaching home.. read readers' digest, "quarrelled" with my bro, watched soccer, suan newcastle, blog... watching legally blonde later.. sigh, jiahui nv gets anyting done at home..

ohh realised the darn construction works tt were put on hold r back with a vengeane.. they're re-routed my way home slightly.. shit la.. now cannot even try to study at home.. hafta go out pratically every day once again.. anyone needs mugging kaki pls tell me.. or if u want the exciting chance to mug with jiahui, pls let her know.. cos jiahui cannot mug at home.. sigh i feel kinda displaced... hahaa.......


------ Friday, August 22, 2003

gals

yay, had a gals lunch todae.. okayy la, 6 out of 9 went.. me, cheng, ling, hy, joyce n ervelyn.. went to delifrance at the airport.. had the smoked salmon le classique meat tingy.. had the smoked salmon tingy.. the salmon looked kinda raw initially, but it was really quite nice! really got the very nice salmon taste.. (yv i know u're disgusted rite..) hahaa.. ohh i really enjoy a gals' day out.. with ling arnd, everyting gets said.. no need for restriction.. tink when ling n i combine powers,no one will win us.. hahaa..we bu4 kui1 shi4 5000 yrs ago de4 relatives.. when we went toilet, is really like wah... super power man.. n ling ah.. hahaa, she said i "shou4 le4".. hahaa thx hor.. u made my day :)

aft lunch cheng went to the qbshell $10 10 min quick cut tingy to cut her hair.. not bad, the effect quite nice.. den later went to walk arnd the airport with ling, cheng n hy.. brought them to the 3rd floor ulu food court.. den went to the viewing mall.. saw these pri sch kids who were there for a sch excursion.. tink they're only pri 1.. so cute! hahaa.. later went to the ulu food court to study.. realised tt i havent been to airport to mug since last nov to mug for my ao chi with th..

left airport slightly aft 5.. took 36 back to vj to meet yv they all.. met sha, sj n nicky at the bus stop.. mummy i wan my pocket money.. stop neglecting my needs la.. hahaa..
took 13 home with yv, gb n jz.. they insisted on playing bridge on the bus.. so low class.. in the end i had to play as well, if nt they will be short of one player.. i'm a nice person k.. den yv n i decided to play a joke on them but eh, it kinda ended up slightly disastrous.. ya gb n jz, i'm sorrie okayy.. really.. sorrie.. eh gb, hope the massage helped.. it did rite.....

yupz okayy, gotta watch amazing race later.. althou someone was dying to tell me who the rumoured winners are.. hahaax.. yup, tt's it for now...


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resolve...?

i'm in the library now.. was doing my personal statement.. now left 10 mins to my super fei4 double econs tut.. hafta say todae's lessons really v fei4... 3 breaks in the morn, den double econs, den 2 breaks den maths.. so sian.. anw, having gals' lunh todae aft sch.. current suggestions include pastamania, steamboat at treats, anywhere in town n delifrance at airport.. i don mind anyting, just hope that they can make up their minds faster.. quite excited, long time nv have gals' lunch liao.. n this time, all the gals r coming.. yay.. also, no irritants around... Yay. hahaa.. quite mean rite...

this morn i realised smthg.. i tink tt sometimes my resolve is quite weak.. actually i don know if tt is considered weak resolve.. it's probably nothing maybe.. but i find that althou sometimes i resolve not to do smthg, i will end up tinking of yet more reasons y i shld actually do it.. althou in the end, i may follow my initial resolve, but it's scary to know that i can have such conflicting thoughts running thru me. there are stuffs tt are capable of totally melting my relsolve.. like i resolve i will not do smthg but once i come into contact with these certain stuffs, all my earlier resolves just flew out of the window.. i cant help it.. it seems like i cant n wont feel too pissed when these certain stuffs r around.. haiz, is tt good or bad? i wonder...


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this is abt yesterday.. was too tired to blog yesterday.. here goes:

sch's as usual.. nth much to report.. in fact it's quite slack.. only interesting ting tt happened was the talk we (me, joyce, hy, lil, cheng, ling) had with phang during break todae.. don tink i shld say it here cos some of it was quite personal.. if u really wanna know wat we said, u can try bugging me but i don promise tt i will tell u.. cos ya, itz quite personal, at least, itz personal to someone.. juz tt.. ya, i tink i wont forget the talk for some time.. went for both chem n maths lec (surprise surprise)..yv drew some hearts on the back of my left hand.. was initially quite nice but she had to hua4 she2 tian1 zhu2.. anw, it's almost all washed off liao.. awww..

aft sch, went to starbucks to study with yv n jz.. gb tried to make us go sch library where he was doing comm service but yv n jz didnt wanna go..i was neutral so i followed them to starbucks.. managed to get the comfy cushion seat.. the 2 of them were at another table.. studied theory of production n cost.. realised i forgot most of the stuff abt EOS.. n tings r not as easy as i tot they r.. haiz.. den xy called to say tt gary the idiot msged her to tell her tt he's pushing the time to 5.30 again.. great. during tuition,we did waves todae.. tink i learnt smthg todae.. i previously had no idea wat r nodes n antinodes.. hahaa, no wonder i screwed up my promos last yr.. todae's tuition quite okayy.. drew a flower on ed's hand.. such a nice flower! oh i was super amused by gary's father.. first he wore a horrendous red boxer shorts with white polka dots.. den when he went out, he took along a bottle of liquor.. the scene was quite funny.. tuition ended at 8 again tonite..

reached home in time to shower n watch chemistry.. it's the finale tonite.. itz okayy i guess.. don really like the ending thou..i don like shows tt end with "so many days or years later".. feels as thou they ran out of ideas n like, in a rush to end the series..

p.s. li cheng, i saw ya suggestion thru icq.. thx.. i will definitely look into it :)



------ Thursday, August 21, 2003

tact

wanted to put this up last nite but i experienced connection pblms.. luckily i saved a copy of it...

wanted to pon sch todae.. but in the end decided to go sch for the double chem tut.. in the end i was tinking maybe i wouldnt have missed much if i didnt go sch todae.. the whole tut just busy copying n copying frm monica's transparency.. during phy lec, we hadta do the njc paper.. due to tt gary's constant chanting tt nj paper is darn tough, i oredi got a "phobia" of nj paper.. n it's realy darn tough man.. pon maths lec.. heard tt only 3 or 4 rows in the centre filled..n lee ba made them do rubbish.. aft gp, went for econs lec.. cos it was chua.. den maths tut.. very fei4.. tink fong really cannot make it.. she cannot explain tings properly.. tink the whole class got more blur as she repeatedly tried to explain qn 7 n 8.. luckily i had mike's tut when i did the qns.. thx..

went home aft sch.. cos i wanted to pack my room n file my notes for easier studying.. took 13 with yv n gb.. realised it's been some time tt there's only the 3 of us.. spent the whole day packing my stuff.. oh surprisingly the maths pile is the shortest lei (aft gp la).. i was quite surprised.. econs pile was the highest.. followed very closely by chem.. n i tot maths n phy will have the most notes..

hmmz i was tinking abt tact todae.. or rather, the lack of it.. smthg someone said inspired me to write this.. i tink that one must really be tactful when speaking.. cos u nv know when u will hurt someone with ur caustic words.. i min, even if u wanna be honest n bring ur point across, i tink u shld still try to do it in a kinder manner.. we r all humans, we all have feelings.. but on the other hand, since we r humans, we will have times when we feel very angry.. n we just want to lash out at others, to just say wat we wanna say, just don care abt wat others tink n how they may be affected by wat we say.. i don deny tt i havent felt like this.. for jiahui is only human too.. sometimes she just wanna snap out at ppl, just wanna tell them tt they suck, they shld just kiss her u-noe-wat (ooPs).. but she has learnt to control herself.. twas a lesson learnt when she was young.. a lesson imprinted in her mind til now.. so now even if she really wanna slam someone, she will control.. instead she turns to sacarsm.. trying to make use of her wit.. don be mistaken.. her usual sacarsm is only joking one.. only eh, the tip of the ice berg.. wait til she get real pissed with someone or smthg.. she truly tink she's capable of suan-ing u until u cry.. don try her.. she don wish to do it too..

yup anw, ya i tink being tactful is an impt aspect of one's character too.. don mistake being tactful for being fake or insincere.. it's an art, really.. takes time to perfect tt skill one.. if everyone learns to hold his/her tongue, there will be less bitter feelings going around..

the world todae has just too much bitterness going around.. too much for jiahui's liking.. but guess she'll just have to learn to deal with it.. the most impt for her to learn now is to adapt to her surroundings faster.. n also, hafta adapt n try to feel comfortable too.. hmm..


------ Tuesday, August 19, 2003

tues

had a darn weird dream last nite.. gb, yv n someone else whom i don know were in my dream.. oh n seet was in my dream too.. haiz.. dreamt tt we were late for sch.. was already late anw so we all strolled into sch.. A LOT of ppl late together.. at first i only saw yv.. den gb came over n i was like "late again ah? 3rd time oredi lei.." den nxt instant, i ran into seet.. seet was kb-ing everyone for being so late.. den my unifrom quite screwed, seet was kb-ing abt it too.. den someone asked me how come seet like know me quite well lyk tt.. i replied "hao3 peng2 you3 shi4 zhe4 yang4 de4 la".. oh man, DISASTROUS. den later the unknown person came to say hi to gb.. n me were yv were laughing quite hard.. cos tt unknown guy's build like gb like tt.. tall n thin.. ya man were we laughing.. den i woke up.. wat a dream..

had to write my personal statement during civics.. luckily i took a sample frm yv last nite.. if not i really will have no idea wat to write.. thx, gal! ya, hope ya get better soon.. during gp, smthg rare happened.. kan actually outrightly praised our grp's essay discussion.. woo hooo.. hahaa.

pon maths lec.. heard tt only a few rows r filled todae.. actually wanted to go comp lab to finish my personal statement but a lot of yr ones were there, apparently rushing thru their proj wk.. so went to library instead.. didnt go reading room cos a lot of the irritants were there.. lil, joyce n hy wanted to read mag outside lib.. i initially studied outside too but the weather was hot, so i went into the library instead.. was going in when i met ed coming out.. he said he n gb were doing cip in there.. so i went to find gb.. quite amusing to see them searching high n low for the books.. even helped ed find some tamil books.. hahaa. den gb passed me the chi versions of harry potter n the philosopher's stone n chamber of secrets.. i couldnt help it.. just started reading them..

went for double phy tut.. surprisingly time passed quite quickly.. did not fall aslp.. aft sch, went to pkway to look for gb n ed.. waited for them to finish eating den we left for home.. on the bus gb showed me wat they spent $10 for charity n got in return.. some kiddy DIY crayon holder stuff.. we managed to fix it on the bus.. was quite amusing.. ya gb, the hair cut offer stands.. i can provide the scissors n bowl.. u can choose.. n anw, i'm sorrie but when i got home, the structure sort of er, collapsed.. one part onli la.. i put it back oredi.. it's on my study table now okayy :)


------ Monday, August 18, 2003

untitled

in my ideal world
where all is peaceful
i find security
n a place to call my own
in my ideal world
where all is harmony
i find my peace of mind
n someone to call my own

in my ideal world
where the stars shine forever bright
even if i cant see them
i will sense their presence
n pictue them as they should be..
twinkling high above
n it gives me a guiding light
a reassurance that i'll always be safe

in my ideal world
even if i have to exist in darkess
where floods n fog cloud my way
where danger lurks from beneath the bushes
i will be secure in the knowledge
that my guardian angel will always be there
leading me through these treacherous paths
n harm will not befall me

n in my ideal world
i trust in you
that u will guide me on the right path
n u will know where's safe
i believe in u
that u will give me strength
n help me find myself..
in the ideal world


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intuition

was almost late todae.. actually i was at the bus stop early, just tt 13 was earlier than me.. tt bus ah, very unpredictable one.. suddenly come so early.. so waited for the 7am 31 la.. when it came, it was so darn crowded.. n the dumb bus driver didnt even wait for the crowd to move in.. just refused to open the door n just drove away.. damn.. waited for the next 31 to come.. got up the bus at abt 7.10.. 7.10 bus not many ppl so the journey was quite fast, reached sch bus stop at 7.37.. saw gb who was on the earlier 31.. in fact, tink the earlier 31 also screw up.. reach sch late.. ran in with gb.. was quite lucky tt 55 also screw up todae, a lot of ppl run 2gthr so seet allowed us to run past him.. when i passed him, i just tried my best not to look in his drn, just run as fast as possible... cos my uniform is screwed.. draw string n all.. tink he also close one eye la.. hahaa.. felt as thou i just ran a marathon by the time i reached the hall.. sheesh i'm getting more n more un-fit..

sch was okayy.. had an interesting discussion during gp when kan showed us an article on putting 2gthr human n rabbit dna.. yucks can u imagine the product? a talking rabbit? or a human with long ears (bigger than u-know-who) n a HUGE craving for cabbage n carrots? or how abt a fur-less rabbit or a furry human? YUCKS!

aft sch, had lunch with hy n ty.. den went to r1 to pia my chem self-design hwk which i was supposed to do during the june hols.. almost finish liao.. den walked out of sch with yv, gb, jz, wx n zj.. jz asked us to guess the qian4 bian3 aladdin question.. caused wx to laugh n laugh n laugh n laugh.. practically nv c her laugh so hard before.. was waiting for 13 den ed came.. n yv got all excited abt her crushie.. haiz.. so corny.. took 13 with yv, gb n jz.. talked on the bus.. tink i got someone dying to know my answers to smthg he wanna know.. oh oops. hahaa.


------ Sunday, August 17, 2003

fako

tt what element is your soul quiz.. i just realised it's a fako.. watever options u choose, u will be ice.. haiz..


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split

woke up today feeling funny.. had a weird dream last nite.. cant really remember wat it was abt, just knew that i woke up feeling as thou i missed smthg.. tink i was searching for smthg in my dream.. haiz.. had brunch while i watched premiership extra.. all the reviews frm last nite.. yup, man utd didnt disappoint... they won 4-0 with goals by giggs(2), scholes n van nistelrooy.. n cristiano ronaldo was just amazing.. when i saw him dribble, i was like "wow, the guy is good! has flashes of ronaldo (the real madrid one) n zidane in him.. n he's onli 19.. " his hair sux thou.. cant understand how come got reports saying his hair is as nice as becks' previous hairstyle.. c'mon la, don insult becks.. ya anw, his pace is amazing.. quick, light n willing to dribble n run at defenders.. much like giggs when he was much younger... the whole match was v nice, not stagnant as someone suggests.. actions all around the pitch.. esp aft ro came on.. tt okocha dude, darn good.. n i forgot bolton got djorkaeff.. wonder how come he nv play the whole match.. tt nolan dude too.. not bad, bolton can make it..

went to mac to mug with my bro in the aftnn.. surprise surprise.. a mugger with a slacker.. saw xy there alone too.. wasnt really productive initially cos my bro kept talking.. den keep asking me to teach him his a maths.. they're doing perm n comb.. another surprise.. tt's on pace with us lor.. the one n a half hr or so tt we were together, i onli managed to finish elasticities n barely start on application.. den he left at 6 cos he sian liao.. continued mugging with xy.. she was mugging organic chem.. tt girl v hiong.. practically finish everyting liao.. she said she's almost done with maths n phy liao, den chem left with organic chem.. so left with bio to mug.. scary lei.. n there i was, barely starting on econs n chem.. sigh.. aft my bro left, i was much more productive.. managed to finish another chap of econs n the first chem chapter in one hr.. left mac at 7+ cos i was hungry for dinner..
haiz.. i got no mood to mug now liao.. it's my "jiahui when she's at home" syndrome.. just laze around.. stare at air also don wan to look at my notes.. sigh. wat a sad life.

was tinking abt smthg in the aftnn.. abt split personalities.. is it normal? i min, does everyone have a split personality? n is it smthg bad? cos i tink i have somewat of a split personality.. actually i don really know if that is called a split personality but i tink tt sometimes i am not who i thought i was or not who everyone thought me to be.. like for example, i can say smthg like we shld be more brave, more willing to take a leap of faith, don be afraid to express wat we feel, but i don necessarily do it myself.. like i know i shld do it but i cant seem to find the courage needed to do it.. n sometimes i do tings tt surprise even myself.. i've been noticing it for a very long time liao..

i guess it all stems from insecurity or maybe lack of self-assuredness.. well i don tink i am an insecure person.. but there's no denying that everyone has his/her own weakness..like mine.. i'm afraid (i know there're some ppl who say terrified, petrified etc) of needles, injections, tt sort of tings.. i don know y too.. just tt i cannot stand the thought of needles n jabs.. eww.. n i'm also scared of flying insects.. esp xiao3 qiang2 (oh incidentally, i almost stepped on xiao3 qiang2 on my way home just now.. luckily tt particular xiao3 qiang2 was already half dead or else i may have shouted..).. u may say i'm timid, or vulnerable, or watever words tt come to mind but tt's me.. i cant change who i am, cant change wat i'm made of.. i can adapt but i cant pretend to be someone who isnt me.. tt will be so fake.. but sometimes in order to adapt to the surroundings, i realise i have to pretend to be someone i'm not.. n i'm surprised n not too happy to find that it's not really too hard to pretend to be someone i'm not.. is that good? i really don know.. perhaps sometimes i just shldn't tink too much abt wat is happening around me or wat ppl may tink abt it..


------ Saturday, August 16, 2003

adventure trail

woke up at 11 todae... talked to my daddy aft i brushed my teeth.. he was playing bounce on his new hp.. den he said acty the 6610 not very good so heh heh.. i offered to change phones with him at least for todae.. he agreed.. yay. haha.. but i realised some msgs could not be seen properly with 6610.. the screen was slightly longer n wider.. ya, lost track of time for a while.. had my lunch den went to meet lc cos he's passing me the phy cdrom stuff.. thx for burning the cd.. n sorrie i'm late.. i was looking for my study stuff.. for a while i tot i left it at starbucks..

aft tt, went to meet gb to study.. wanted to go ymca actually.. but he said can take 66 so i trust him la. took 66 but end up, 66 don go to town.. went to the western wilderness of this island instead.. really had no idea where we were going.. so decided to take the bus until we c any mac, den just study there.. yupz, ended up in a mac but we really don know where we were.. haiz, i'm really a west-idiot.. only went to the west twice in my life.. to jurong east shopping centre to ice skate.. OH n eh, to second link.. okayy so tt makes it 3 times..

anywayz, todae's progress was quite okayy.. managed to finish hypo testing.. thou i was darn sick of testing for null hypo n alt hypo n wat not by the end of the tut.. realised tt we finished the very last tut for the jc syllabus liao.. YEAH! den played bounce to de-stress.. but darn, keep dying at the same stage.. den gb just blazed thru the stages.. until level 7 la.. shucks, i must "practise" more often.. hahaa... aft tt i did tuition hwk.. cos i promised i wont keep leaving tuition wk to the last min liao.. managed to huff n puff thru the qns.. den wanted to go elsewhere to eat dinner cos i got a slight sore throat, didnt wanna eat at mac but it started to rain cats n dogs.. ya.. cliche i know but it was really really heavy.. so in the end ate at mac instead.. studied gb's demand n supply notes.. realised tt all the concepts there seem so easy now.. wat marginal utility, effect of excess demand on prices.. haiz, wondered why i fretted over marginal utility last yr..

left mac at 8.. didnt really know where to go to take the bus.. just walk la.. den walked thru one part where it was quite dark n "bushy" n bcos of the rain, the path was flooded.. hadta walk on the grass.. i was wearing slippers so it was quite disgusting.. waited darn long for the bus.. when it finally came, the bus driver just drove right past us.. i seriously tink he mistook gb for a ghost.. skinny n dark n wearing white, standing at a bus stop tt seemed blocked by trees from afar.. hahaa.. finally boarded the bus at abt 8.40.. bus journey was quite okayy.. realised actually we werent too far from home.. got down the bus at 8.55.. woah.. the wait for the bus was twice the journey time..

yup, now eagerly awaiting man utd's first match of the new season.. espn was praising roy keane just now.. hahaa.. they said he's back n will be better than last season.. his appetite for victory is as big as ever.. tt never-say-die attitude, the ability to command his team.. yup, tt's keane for ya... but tink the match may not be as straightforward as predicted.. cos bolton besides got jay jay okocha (nice name!) now also got jardel.. darn good player he is... n also, bolton has won twice at old trafford liao.. but i believe man utd will not disappoint.. it's gonna be a victory.. i can feel it.. just got the confirmed lines-up: howard; fortune, ferdinand, silvestre, p neville; giggs, butt, keane, solskjaer; scholes; van nistelrooy.. 4-4-1-1 tonite.. (christiano) ronaldo is on the bench... oh n jardel is still ineligible to play for bolton tonite.. tt's good news =)

rite, gotta go liao.. match starting soon.. cya :)

okayy gotta go now.. the match starting soon..tata..


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------ Friday, August 15, 2003

photos

had 3 breaks early in the morn.. but really no mood to study econs..ended up doing chem prac den the maths lec test..spent all of abt 40 mins reading econs.. took the case study test.. tot it was quite okayy...... tt is, until ah moi asked us aft the test with a smug look on her face if we listed budget deficit as an economic problem.. naturally the whole class said "yes" n she went "see, how come u all don listen to me in class? i told u all already wat.. budget deficit is not a problem, it's a delibrate action by the govt!" haiz.. aft that exclamation of hers, i don see how i am going to pass this case study test..

wanted to play carom with yv n wx aft sch.. persuaded wx to eat lunch with me den waited for yv to show up but she keep delaying.. by the time she turn up, we all lost the mood to play carom liao.. decided tt i don wan to stay in reading room to study..sick of tt place liao.. some more todae r2 got the hep b ting.. resulting in r1 being a crowded n stinky place to stay in.. yv say her notes at home so she went home.. jz...went home oso la..haiyo. so in the end, i went to starbucks to meet gb, mike n des.. when i reached there, bain n ed left.. todae not bad.. managed to finish half of hypothesis testing.. thanx a lot to mike's tut..
went pkway with gb cos i needed to get my saline solution.. yet another person who was quite surprised at the cost of the saline.. took 31 home.. showed gb my class photos on the bus.. was pointing out to him the various ppl in my class.. hahaa.. tink all the girls look very good! oh yah, yv, jz, wx n yr saw the photos in r1 too.. apparently they agree with me tt someone looked like a uhm, f-----l d------r.. hahaa, shan't specify wat tt mins.. n amazingly, everyone who saw the photos commented tt phang's pants looked too tight in the informal photo n wx even said tt she's sure tt if she really flex her arm, she'll have more muscles than jim.. hahaa..

yupz, anyway, amazing race was super action todae.. but i'm sorrie to say tt i tink tt kelly is more n more of a bitch.. but jon.. wow did u see him when he completed the road block? he looked quite cute.. hahaa..

ya, tt's abt my day todae.. am quite tired now.. my nose officially blocked, but i'm not going to make the same mistake i did last nite when i slept on 3 pillows to elevate my head n make the fluids in my nose flow.. cos i woke up this morning with a freaking neck ache.. well perhaps i'll slp on 2 pillows tonite.. yupz tata n nitez..

p.s. gb, i wan day 8 of the month.. post on ur blog, send to me, wateva.. arigato.




------ Thursday, August 14, 2003

exhausted

man i thought todae will never end... was willing the day to end.. biochem was okayyy i guess, tink i shld be able to scrape pass...hopefully la. u know, mugging for biochem reminds me of when i was in sec 4 mugging my brains out for biology... n it sorta reminds me how come i was so sure that i don want to take s1 combi.. cant imagine memorising the whole freaking textbk man... pon maths lec todae..come to tink of it, this is the first time i ke4 yi4 pon lec with yv.. *cLaPz* went to r3, wanted to do tuition hwk (wat else rite?) but they wanted to play cards so i play for 2 rnds, den surrendered my place to wx, cos i realised i really got A LOT of hwk to do..went to eat lunch... got my milo frm jz...haha thanx hor..

aft sch.. went to mlb with yv n jz.. they want to study, me... just wanna finish my tuition hwk la.. rushing like crazy to do it.. sigh, shall not keep leaving tuition hwk to the last min liao.. anw, apparently yv n jz were having LOTS of fun.. so childish.. hahaa... like gb said, i'm like a 2000000W light bulb.. hahaa... kidding la.. erm, back to hwk.. was terribly frustrated with myself cos i still don know how to do thermodynamics qns.. y i so dumb huh? i really felt horrible.. but ya, managed to finish tt stack of hwk in like, 2 hrs or so..tink i may have set a new personal record.. aft i finish the hwk, i really felt as thou i juz finished a battle... barely 10 mins later, i felt them to go for tuition.. was totally exhausted.. hey jz n yv, hope u 2 had fun aft i left ;) ahahaaha..

gary called ling to say tt he will be late for half an hr, n tt smart gal managed to qiao3 him.. made him pay for the marks n spencer $12.90 biscuits tt we bought.. haiz, later den jan told me tt time he late for one hr den they went to eat watafish n made him pay for it.. smart gals.... nxt time we shall eat at crystal jade or smthg.. anw, went to popular with sj n nicky to buy a new tuition hwk bk.. saw i-weekly... cant resist the charm of jay n becks so i bought it.. i havent even read it when it was taken away frm me cos the rest of the gals wanted to read the sypnosis for holland v... haiz.. realised nicky is a super big holland v fan too...

tuition ended slightly aft 8 todae..super late.. n gary not going for date tonite.. so i got no ride to dhoby ghaut station..took 31, was freezing on the bus.. really felt like hiding into my bag.. listened to jay's 2nd album to try to forget abt the cold n exhaustion.. worked for a while... bus ride felt super long.. was drained when i reached home... the moment i stepped into my hse, i juz greeted my dad, my mum, my bro n my room n headed str for the bathroom for a hot bath... man did it feel good.. i can feel the tension frm my body slowly ebbing away.. luckily chemistry is at 9pm tonite.. had my dinner at 9.30.. didnt realised how hungry i was until i actually took the first few bites..

haiz, meant to study for econs case study test one but really v tired now.. tmr got 3 free periods to study so ya.. hopefully can pia tmr.. got some tips frm sj.. tink i wont pia too hard for this test, they say study oso no use one.. just hope i don do too badly n let ah moi have the chance to suan me again..

anw, tink i'm gonna fall sick soon.. i don feel too good.. been sneezing since last nite.. worsened into a semi- n part time flu todae..throat feels a little itchy n dry too.. got ppl agree with me tt i don look normal.. hy say i got eyebags.. wat the heck, i don have the genes for eyebags one.. jz said i looked bloodless n my lips were colourless.. WOW i must have looked like a zombie todae huh... ya..

anw, l learnt a lesson todae.. tt there's always 2 sides to a story.. don make a judgement until u know the whole story.. cos ppl arent perfect.. everyone has biases so the one side of the story they give u may not be accurate.. if u only hear one side of the story n tink tt someone is a jerk, well, maybe u're wrong.. wait til u hear the whole story.. den u may n most prob will realise u're wrong to judge someone so quickly.. when u hear the whole story, u may realise the biggest bastard is someone else.. okayy maybe not so serious.. but ya, *taLkInG tO mYsELf* girl, u gotta remember this okayy? don make the same mistake again..

anywayz, the last song i heard todae b4 i reached home todae was 簡單愛.. blasted this song on my discman n was singing along to it.. nth like jay (n robbie n man utd of cos) to calm me down.. bet there's some other ppl who thought i was crazy.. wat the heck, i'm too tired to bother.. if i wanna sing, tt's not ur problem..

說不上為什么 我變得很主動
若愛上一個人 什麼都會值得去做
我想大聲宣佈 對你依依不舍
連隔壁鈴居都猜到我現在的感受
河邊的風 在吹著頭髮 飄動
牽著你的手 一陣莫名 感動
我想帶你回我的外婆家一起
看著日落 一 直到我們都睡著

我想就這樣牽著你的手不放開
愛能不能夠 永遠單純沒有悲哀
我想帶 你騎單車 我想和 你看棒球
像這樣沒擔懮唱著歌一直走
我想就這樣牽著你的手不放開
愛可不可以簡簡單單沒有傷害
你靠在我的肩膀 你在我胸口睡著
像這樣的生活 我愛你 你愛我
單。。。 簡簡單單愛
單。。。 簡簡單單愛


------ Tuesday, August 12, 2003

thinking

was feeling tired todae even thou i slept at 11 last nite... the earliest in goodness knows how long... dunoe y also. todae oso nth much happen... managed to get yv n gb to wait for me... hey i really appreciate it okayy... yv, thanx for convincing them to stay...gb, thanx for staying back even thou u're dead tired... really thanx lots... managed to finish proteins in r3...fell aslp aft some time thou.. woke up when yv say her dad is coming to fetch us..wanted to wake gb up too but the moment i sat down, tt (still sleepy) fool began signing his name all over my notes... haiz... hard to find someone as zi4 lian4... ya gb, hahaa, u cant make it when it comes to writing upside down... went home in yv's dad's car...was super amazed by her dad...he can actually remember where me n gb live... practically got a lift to my doorstep...thanx a lot!

ya,went to read mike's blog... actually i don really agree with something he wrote...abt the one whose love will grow only if they own the other person...i don really agree that that person is living a dream...i tink tt in a way, if u like someone, u will always try to find hints n even more subtle hints to prove tt the other person likes u as well... i tink it's only normal...it's sort of like, comfort in the knowledge... perhaps even second nature, i tink there's nth wrong with that. but i do agree that u don own the person hence u shldn't try to control another person...even the deepest love can crack under such pressure...

"the latter is, someone who, despite his feelings for someone, feels happy for the other person even when they r not together..as long as the other person is happy, be it with someone, or alone, then he will be happy..but tt doesn't mean he don care..he does, he does a lot in fact, except tt he doesn't dare to show it, for fear of hurting the way things are, for fear of a lot of things.." wow, *cLaPz* bingo man, mike.. i like the way u phrase your words... i tink it's true n in a way, i can somehow understand wat u r trying to say.. i tink it's bcos we r afraid of change no matter how we try to deny this fact.. scared that tings will never be the same again if we express wat we truly feel.. if tings r for the better, den good. but wat if things don turn out fine? lotsa things will change n it may be too much to bear, too late for regrets...

but on the other hand, if u don give it a shot, nothing will change.. u will never know how the other person feels... does he/she likes u? u'll never know.. n i guess this will feel like some sort of a torture.. like so near yet so far.. u want to make the first move but u don know how to go abt doing it or, u don know if u shld even do it at all... guess in a way, everyone is waiting for their interpretation of the "go-ahead sign" but the ting is, everyone's representation of a "go-ahead sign" is different... n perhaps sometimes, we may all miss tt "go-ahead sign" hence we r afraid to say wat we feel... i don know, i just tink that perhaps one shld not always keep his/her feelings inside himself...(okayy, let's just use the male address for convenience) if not tings will remain stagnant..

woah, i don know where i got the inspiration to write this... my views may not be really reflective... after all, mike is experienced while i'm not... just writing wat i tink n feel here.. hope tt if u r feeling troubled or is simply "waiting for smthg to happen", be it relationships or not, u will tink of wat i said abt the "go-ahead sign" n how we may miss it.. just take the first leap even thou u're scared tt tings will change.. cos tings may turn out better than u expected or perhaps, not as bad as u expected.. but if u nv try den u'll nv know. carpe diem... seize the day.

let the world stop turning
let the sun stop burning
let them tell you love's not worth going thru
if it all falls apart
i will know deep in my heart
the only dream that mattered had come true
in this life, i was loved by you
~"In This Life" by Ronan Keating

p.s. yet another mushy but nice love song =)


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lagging...

meant to blog last nite but my bro beat me to the comp... well i'm in sch comp lab now...cos haha, i don hafta take the maths test... (awww yv, gb, jz, ed.....) ya yesterday was mon...my slack day.... day went okayy i guess...studied in r2 aft sch... den gb said he wanna go home but i wanna finish my phy so i managed to persuade him to walk back frm the sch gates to r2 to wait for me... hahaa. thanx ya? den yv n jz wanna study in r, made me shift all my tings to r1... gb came, managed to persuade us to go yv's hse to mug.. on the bus initially was quite sian... can c tt gb was totally drained..so i decided to show him magic tricks la.. okayy la, is old tricks, everyone see it b4 liao... told him a joke too... one tt i heard when i was in pri sch... den we played some game... those tt u play when young... quite funnt.. managed to beat him a lot of times oso! haha.. den we got down the bus... waited for 145. den on 145 rite, someone was soooo familiar with yv's neighbourhood lei! even asked yv how come is stop at the next stop, not this stop meh? wow... hmm it's obvious who tt person is rite? well it's wat we call qing2 bu4 zi4 jing4 la... hahaahahahaahahahaahahahaaha...

when we reached yv's hse, someone suddenly said smthg abt like it's the 3 of us going to her hse again, like ALWAYS the 3 of us one.. say until super funny, den me, gb n jz ended up standing outside yv's hse n laughing n laughing n laughing n laughing n laughing away... was hilarious! anw ya, we studied in yv's study room... even opened the mj table to study... really quite hardcore.. but hey, open the mj table only bcos there wasnt enuff tables in her room okayy... managed to start studying proteins... barely finished alpha-helix structures when some fool wanted to play bridge... no choice i hafta play if not they short of one player... heh heh... won some, lost some too...

left yv's hse at abt 7.30 n walked home... tt route AGAIN.. gb wanted to take 125 but too bad la, he was outnumbered. n tt 2 fools wanted to walk at a super fast speed so they practically dragged me along.. it was so darn fast... i reached home in 4 mins instead of the usual 8 mins or so... wah man...was sweating when i got home....

p.s. gb, pulling ur bag tingy... it's not molesting ur bag okayy... c'mon lor... yi3 qi2 ren2 zhi1 dao4 huan2 zhi4 qi2 ren2 zhi1 shen1... hahaa... scorpions r vengeful.................. *eViL bUt yEt aPoLogEtIc gRiN*


------ Monday, August 11, 2003