Tuesday, September 30, 2003

la la la la la la la la la la

slept during the nus talk this morning at the pt. i didnt mean to slp. this is one talk that i wanted to listen but sighz, think it's like my 2nd nature to fall aslp in the pt. hahaa. got back chem results today. must say my results are really quite tyco this time around. i barely passed the essays.. got 46.5/100 for essays but luckily my paper 2 did quite well and plus my prac and that pulled my grades up by a lot. and i mean a lot. think monica was kinda surprised to see my score when we went to her to verify our marks. she was giving me the "are you sure this is your marks?" look. actually i don't blame her. me, the always-scrape-pass-chem-and-actually-failed-common-test-1 girl actually getting a decent grade for chem this time around.. *pAt mEseLf oN mE bAcK* but anw, hy was upset with her grades, she left sch halfway.. msged her n she said she's fine liao.. well i certainly hope so. ran into yv n others in the concourse during chem lec n heard smthg frm them.. well i dunoe la. luckily only lil n joyce were with me.
oh yeah, during gp lesson today, kan asked us to do his fave thing..discuss essay outline. my grp chose the one on economic progress since i did tt qn n when we were discussing, he came around to give constructive comments. and to my shock, the comment he gave was the exact same one that one of my markers wrote in my script. so he was the proof reader. it did boost my confidence a little, esp aft cheng told me darius told her tt marcus told him tt his class' gp markers were larry n kan n only 4 ppl passed essay. s63 is (half) a lit class some more..
went for maths lec n regretted it the moment i saw who stepped in.. lee ba. gosh tt was one of the worst n most boring lec i ever have the misfortune to attend. in the end, i ended up doing 2002 maths paper 2 for all of 5 mins b4 ling n i started talking. den tings got fun. we were talking abt all things tt are of "our era", stuff that current primary sch students wouldn't know.. came up with quite a list that includes aiyoyo lao3 shi1, cao2 meng2 (as in, tt boyband called 'the grasshoppers'), lin zhi ying, xiao3 hu3 dui4, a-mei-mei, some songs like those early jacky cheung songs, the dumb exercise song by fan xiao xuan.. lots.. n we just burst out laughing uncontrollably when we attempted to sing those dumb songs. cheng, lil n joyce know wat we were laughing abt but bet the guys must have thought tt we went berserk or smthg.. had a nice time aft all.
it seems like phang thinks that our class' phy std still cannot make it. apparently, he told 45 n 18 tt his phy tutorials are optional but he nv tell our class. so we had to go for double phy todae. except for genia who went off with her jason la.. haiz. phy was boring boring boring. he was droning on abt emi n no one was listening. i was msging yv under the desk some more. tink he knows but he didnt tick me off..


OH i watched the last episode of nian qing ba ba just now.. SUPER NICE!!! it's the best episode, aft that robbery episode. tomoya is just.. super cute! wow.. so sad that it;s the last episode n the tape has been overwritten by another show liao :( but it's okayy, at least now i'm aware of this cute actor called tomoya nagase ;) ahahaaha.


wow todae's entry is super wordy. whatever la, i just feel like writing lots todae. in a good mood. =)


------ Monday, September 29, 2003

searching

it seems so funny that sometimes
i can be so sure of something
so sure that something will be mine
and we will be happy
and yet sometimes i can be so uncertain
i dont know what to do, what to think
the signal's mixed
and i do not know what and how to interpret them
this conflicting emotion is confusing me
it's a feeling i dont really want to face
i hope there can be a clear ending
for that to happen, a stand must be made
a move must be taken
yet i'm afraid
cos i do not know how you're feeling
so many stuff i wish i could tell you
so many stuff i wish i could hear too
are u as unsure as i am?
perhaps someday
all will be clear
i will know the person i really need is you
and u will know it too
someday.....



mondays are just so...funny. dunoe wat other word to use to describe monday.. sat thru boring econs lecture 1st ting in the morning, den maths tutorial. got back gp paper. am super pleasantly surprised by the score i get for my essay. really thought i screwed it up big time but guessed the marker was impressed by the stuff i wrote. that n plus the 2 markers are probably very lenient. well i'll take whatever i can get ;-)

aft tt, day passed by without much uh, happening stuff la.. played bridge with gb, jz n zj in r1. den meant to go jogging with hy n ty. step one of my jian3 fei2 ji4 hua4. but it rained quite heavily so hy n ty went home. finished paper 1 of the maths specimen paper while waiting for the usual to finish their chem lesson. went home with the usual, played bridge on the bus again.


------ Sunday, September 28, 2003

there is some good in this world, and it's worth fighting for...

this is in the script of lotr: the two towers.. am kinda inspired by it. sam said this to frodo after frodo almost wore the darn ring under the influence of the black rider..

frodo: i can't do this, sam.
sam: i know. it's all wrong. by right, we shouldn't even be here. but we are. it's like in the great stories, mr frodo, the ones that really mattered. full of darkness and danger, they were. and sometimes you didn't want to know the ending because after the end, we'll never be happy. how could the world go back to the way it was when there's so much (cant catch, but it's smthg to the effect of 'evil', 'power struggle' etc)? but when they end, it's only a passing thing. the shadow, even darkness must pass. a new day will come and when the sun shines, it will shine all the clearer. those were the stories that stay with you and meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. but i think, mr frodo, i do understand. i know now. folks in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. they kept going, because they were holding on to something.
frodo: what are we holding on to, sam?
sam: that there is some good in this world, and it's worth fighting for.


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jay overdose

realised something.. todae is my blog's 3rd month birthday!! yay, happy bday bloggie.. hahaa =)

woke up at 11+ again todae..feels damn good to be able to wake up late. had brunch while watching some crappy taiwanese entertainment show on ch56.. the jolin show started the moment i finished brunch, looks like my timing quite accurate. todae's episode is just super crappy.. not as nice as the previous weeks' but guess it will do la. oh yeah, den during the adverts, they were showing the trailer for nian qing ba ba n guess wat? tmr's the last episoide! i don believe it.. the whole story looks as thou it's only halfway thru den they tell me it's wan2 jie2 pian1 already..

went to do the maths specimen paper 2 aft tt.. fnished paper 2 within 2 full runs of jay's 4th album. oh yeah i am fast todae. guess it's bcos i know i'm not under too much of a pressure to complete it. den later i went to watch disc 3 of lotr vcd. orlando bloom n viggo mortensen.. ooh. hahaa..
decided to watch the vcds to jay's 1st n 3rd album aft tt.. by the end of the 2 jay vcds, i can say i suffered frm a bit of jay overdose... decided i have had enough of jay so tuned to watch ch5 while eating dinner instead. nothing nice on tv la..

have been trying to fix the colour of the sidebar text for quite some time but to no avail.. shall keep on trying. oh yeah, i like the layout of this blog, dont u? erm, it's like a, bday present for my blog? go figure ;p


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turn left, turn right

woke up at 11+ todae after a v amusing dream.. dreamt tt i woke up on a bus den i was brushing my teeth on the bus. the person sitting in front of me was giving me like the super disgusted look, like "y is she brushing her teeth on the bus?" kinda look but i was tinking "it's normal to brush your teeth on the bus wat, everyone's doing it". n sure enough, when i looked around, everyone else were brushing their teeth on the bus.. hahaaa.. weird dream huh?

watched lotr vcd in the early aftnn.. nice! got viggo mortensen (aragon) n orlando bloom (legolas), both of whom made it into my 31 cutest guys list, wat more to expect rite? n the storyline is not bad too.. talking abt lotr, my book is still with my uncle.. tink i'll get it back next yr la. haiz.

met up with gb at 4+ n went to cine to watch turn left, turn right. finally get to watch it 2 weeks aft deciding tt i wanna watch tt show n wow, that show is very nice! funny n sweet.. takeshi kaneshiro is just super cute can..(if not he wont be top of my cutest guys list. hehee..) n edmund chen huh, totally no image liao.. the storyline is good, really follows the book mostly, plus lots of additional stuff tt made the movie v nice! oh n i must say this alrite: the movie doesn't show it but in the book, the female lead shares the same birthdate as me! 8 november.. so qiao rite..

had dinner at lucky plaza food court..food was okayy la. den walked around paragon n chatted for some time.. had to impart the art of people-watching to gb.. hahaa. shifu waiting for tea ok? *gRiNz* left for home aft tt..

MAN UTD WON 4-1 tonite.. keane scored the first goal while van nistelrooy scored a hat trick. oh yeah..

todae's been a fantastic day =) let's c.. viggo mortensen n orlando bloom in the early morn, Takeshi kaneshiro in the evening (ok la, thx gb for watchin tt show with me), man utd won at nite, van nistelrooy scored a hat trick.. *oH yEaH* *hUgE sMiLeZ*


------ Saturday, September 27, 2003

shopping part 3

got back phy paper todae.. *sMiLeZ* achieved my target.. enough said.. had 5 breaks todae thx to double pe n gp reading so i went to do some qns frm the maths specimen paper. okayy stop saying i'm a mugger cos wat u expect me to do with 5 dumb breaks? must make good use of time now..

went to meet yv, wx n kel in town to shop for prom dress.. metro paragon was disappointing.. so was tangs. the dresses there r simply not of standard.. cheap yes but nice, no. (oh i dont mean to offend any avid tangs fans).. rested outside tangs while waiting for the guys.. honestly speaking i'm surprised tt we'll be meeting them cos yv nv tell me.. i tot it's like a girls'-day-out-shopping-for-prom-dress tingy.. anw, we met up but they went to mike's hse soon after.. gb n jz came along with us gals.. went to wisma.. yv saw this black dress at phuture london but.. uh tink i shant go any further la.. i tried a halter at dy. not bad, i like the halter feel but the dress was way too long...was feeling a bit zi4 bei1 cos yr n her frens were standing outside den i feel fat with them arnd.. argh tink i must go tone up liao..

left wisma soon after n went to mike's hse.. played tetris on his xbox (gb, i'm just too good alrite). mike n alexis keep intentionally blocking my view. *bLeAh* den played bridge, watched holland v until i felt like slping, played bridge some more n finally left his hse at nearing 10. hafta say tt alexis n mike play on the xbox tt time is really super kb man, keep screaming n cursing the characters.

reached home at 10+, had dinner (food wasnt all tt bad aft all) n now i'm super tired.. nitez


------ Thursday, September 25, 2003

msg to 3 ppl

yeah anw, removed tagboard cos yv said it killed her comp. so to make my everdearest yv happy, i decided to take it off..touched, yv? anw, abt the ting we're talking abt over lunch, don get too stressed over it alrite? tings will turn out fine.. just "siam" la if tt's the last resort.. i know it's not v good advice but tt's the best way i know how to help u 'solve' ya problem.. sorrie it seems like i'm not a v good problem solver aft all.. anw, hope u get the C grades u want n get out of all ya Rs! =)

to jz: hey dude, read ur blog.. well don give up okayy. althou the results may not be to ur liking but don give up.. tink u hafta change ur studying methods maybe.. start practising more past yr papers.. as in like, just keep doing past yr papers.. u'll make it alrite? good luck for the rest of ya results too :)

to gb: congrats on ya first A! i'm truly happy for u ;) may the rest of ya results be as good as the maths one.. let's hope we all somehow manage to scrape a C for chem alrite? n rite, thx for keep updating all those songs in ur mp3 player to accomodate jay chou n bsb songs.. really appreciate it! uh, i promise u okayy, next time i'll just let the ayumi n tatu songs run by.. wont protest alrite? the most i go toilet.. hahaa.. rite, all ze best for the rest of ya results too =)


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post prelims day 1

had to go back to sch todae.. dumb vj. all the other jcs break until nxt mon can? y must they torture us like tt? early in the morn old chan was telling us abt post-prelims timetable.. damn chem r is really everyday.. so is econs r. but vincent (jnr class) said smthg which i found quite amusing.. he was saying like "oh eh is yr2 de problem mah, y ask us to sit down n listen to it?" okayy it doesnt sound funny now but the way he says it, like it is the most irritating thing in the world to sit down n listen to chan talk.. hahaa

had my 1st blow 1st lesson of the day.. chem. monica was giving out chem prac.. i did okayy.. good in fact by my standards.. but failed organic chem.. wat's new rite. but shucks, out of the 4 sections for essay, i tot org chem was the most okayy. oh dear this doesnt speak well for the rest of my papers does it? :(
phy next.. phang gave back paper 4 n 5.. it's good..but tt's only prac la.. at 1st i tot we did bad cos when phang saw us in the morn, his whole face was black. but later hy said she heard him blasting at jj.. wah nv c him blast at ppl b4.. tink is bcos he nv send him the personal statement.. anw, tink gary must b tinking wat a dao person i am.. he called me thrice but i nv pick up (unintentional la). but who cares, hy picked up his call in the end..
den came the best result of the day.. A for maths.. yeah, 1 down, 4 to go :)
econs mcq got 23 can? tt's like, how tyco rite? for the first time in my life, my score is actually above the class ave! hahaa.. really super tyco.. okayy la better don boast too much, later i fail econs den is really slapping myself in the face...

was wondering, will it be realistic for me to aim for AACC? a bit hard for chem n econs to get C la i know.. but if i'm damn tyco rite, it's not impossible.. was having lunch with yv den we started calculating how much we need to get C n get out of Rs.. if only i can be tyco.. but den rite, i rather don tyco now den tyco for As.. =)
anw, heard smthg frm both aaron n william.. but dunoe if tt's final.. well i'm keeping my fingers crossed.

rite, so aft lunch, me n yv went home.. walked in the rain.. was freezing on 13 but we wanted to go home n slp so just don bother la, just go home.. watched my tomoya when i reached home den went to slp.. woke up when i heard the strains of the opening song of holland v.. have been online frm 8 til now.. it feels good, not having to mug (for now)..



------ Wednesday, September 24, 2003

你听得到

"你听得到" ~ 周杰伦

有谁能比我知道 你的温柔像羽毛
秘密躺在我怀抱 只有你能听得到
还有没有人知道 你的微笑像拥抱
多想藏着你的好 只有我看得到
站在屋顶只对风说 不想被左右
本来讨厌下雨的天空 直到听见有人说爱我
坐在电影院的二楼 看人群走过
怎么那一天的我们 都默默的微笑很久
我想我是太过依赖 在挂电话的刚才
坚持学单纯的小孩 静静看守这份爱
知道不能太依赖 怕你会把我宠坏
你的香味一直徘徊 我舍不得离开




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retail therapy, part 2

had post prelims chem prac todae.. okayy fine i found it damn easy.. coming frm a girl who;s gonna fail chem.. it IS easy okayy.. i finished it like one darn hr in advance.. cos i tot it'll be v tedious so i rushed thru the pracs.. but wateva, the results of this test isnt gonna bother me.. got much more other stuff to be bothered abt.. like prelims results ya know..

aft chem prac, went to have lunch with the gals.. there's me, cheng, joyce, hy n lil.. genia bailed out on us last min.. met up with ling at taka.. went to mos burger to eat lunch.. had ebi rice again.. fantastic.. den went shopping in taka.. acty i was comtemplating going home to watch all the tv shows tt i recorded but like v no life like tt so i went shopping instead.. was super tired initially but strange u know, the longer we shopped, the more energetic i became... hahaa.. saw a nice top at zara but quite ex.. saw another nice one at tcp but tink it wasnt worth it.. but destiny was calling.. saw this nice tank top at topshop at wisma.. it's just a simple black top but it's quite nice.. only $16.. tt's cheap coming frm topshop.. couldnt resist it so i bought it la :)

left for home at 6+..managed to watch mon's episode of nian qing ba ba.. hafta say tomoya nagase is really smthg.. oh genia likes him too.. she remembers his role in nü3 xu4 da4 ren2 (literally meaning "dear son-in-law").. she tinks he's super cute too.. oh yeah, great minds tink alike :)


------ Tuesday, September 23, 2003

52 most hunky guys

was walking arnd far east when jz showed us a deck of cards at some shop.. it's the deck tt has iraq's 52 most wanted printed on them.. so i tried to come up with my version.. 52 most hunky guys.. give me suggestions okayy.. btw, only top 5 r in order.. the rest r not in order.. decide to post it on the sidebar so tt it will get pushed down by other entries...


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prelim's over!!

YEAH prelims is finally over!!!!!! i have been waiting for a long time for this..
yesterday's phy p1 is just super tough.. wah man, don even know if i can pass p1.. luckily p2 is quite okayy.. do-able.. todae's chem is tough too.. but my chem is has always been weak.. hope i can at least pass.. but since prelims is over, let's not give it too much "air space" la hor..

went to play pool with gb, yv jz aft chem paper.. me n yv beat the guys can? hahaa.. i't's a bit tyco la cos they got the black ball in.. oh no, u didnt see tt.. ME N YV WON!! yay, can ya ya now.. shall not have a battle of the sexes during pool liao, gotta keep the record of winning them intact.. hahaa.
later we went to pizza hut for lunch.. am super super full aft lunch.. but food was not bad la.. reasonable price also.. later went mph.. read this book abt qns abt harry potter n the magical world.. quite interesting.. harry potter rox :)

went to town to shop.. played bridge on the bus.. den they got so hooked onto it tt they decided to continue the game at youth park.. so low class.. like some delinquents like tt.. hahaa..
went to cineleisure, den to heeren annex den down to far east.. it was quite tiring.. but got achievements todae.. bought a denim skirt.. tink the shop keeper was cursing me when i said i'll walk arnd some more.. but in the end i went back to buy it.. no la it's not rust-coloured again.. this time is like greenish-bluish-rusty-ish.. how to say leh.. aiyah it's nice :) felt good, like my "treat" for surviving the prelims.. gb n jz both bought a t-shirt each.. jz bought white n gb bought red.. tink gb looks good in brighter colours too.. see, must thank me rite, i tell u to try red one okayy.. help u to improve ur taste :) yv didnt buy anyting. anw, hafta say tt retail therapy rox big time.. we de-stress, have fun, be happy n at the same time help to boost consumer spending n improve the economy.. yeah =)

headed for home aft trying to decide wat to do tmr.. most prob mj again.. bus ride home was super nice.. very comfy n lazy.. felt good :)

am feeling a bit light headed now.. bcos i'm drinking the 12% alc burgundy red wine as i'm typing this.. ya thx, i know i'm high class.. hahaa.. decided to watch all me recorded tv programmes tmr.. my vcr is recording episode 9 of nian qing ba ba..


------ Sunday, September 21, 2003

out of body

woke up at 11+ todae with a huge headache.. had a sorta weird exp this morning.. i dunoe whether it was a dream or not.. i only remembered tt i heard a voice telling me it was past noon, den i found myself somehow knowing that the time is 12.50pm liao, den i was tinking "i gotta wake up! i wanna watch the jolin show.." so i forced myself to wake up.. i remembered pratically peeling my eye lids open but it was very difficult to wake up.. den all of a sudden i just woke up.. just like tt.. den i checked my bedside block n found tt it was 10+ but the weird ting was, the time was 10.50am n the second hand was in exactly the same place.. weird rite.. it sounds like a dream rite? but i felt as thou i was awake like it wasnt a dream.. freaky..

anw, yeah, watched the jolin show while having brunch.. todae's episode is good.. funny n good.. yeah den aft the show i went to mug phy la.. did the tuition hwk.. tt idiot gary still havent send me the ans yet.. idiot! argh... had dinner at 7+ den slacked until now.. shit i'm really slacking..

oh yeah, later got man utd vs arsenal.. at 11pm of all times.. it will end arnd 1am n wat do i have tmr morn? phy paper 1 n 2!! argh.. acty i'm oredi kinda tired now.. die tink i'll be darn seh tmr... but still, i tink man utd will win :)

oh anw i got my tracker ting up liao.. it's working fine... gb, the netscape 3 user visits my site too so it must be someone we all know.. n this is a list of the stuff ppl search for n kenna directed to my blog (remember my tracker is only 1 day old).. it's quite amusing:

21 Sep, Sun, 03:22:23 Yahoo: christiano ronaldo sexy photos
21 Sep, Sun, 05:38:31 Google: mufc christiano ronaldo player photos
21 Sep, Sun, 06:01:23 Yahoo: justin guarini tagboard



------ Saturday, September 20, 2003

back to mugging

woke up todae at 9.30... it was drizzling this morn.. such a fantastic weather to slp in n i hafta wake up early.. left my hse late n got on the bus late.. reached pkway late but he's as late as me.. todae did ac paper 1 n 2.. was quite okayy.. surprised tt only 10% of the ac cohort passed phy... told ed abt my dream abt him tt i had last nite.. it was a weird dream.. i had tt same dream b4 but last nite's was an extension of tt dream.. weird..

went to ymca mac to mug.. supposed to meet at 1.30 but i reached at 2 due to tuition n guess wat? i'm still the earliest.. gb came soon after.. was quite tired, didnt feel like starting to mug so soon so we gossiped while he ate lunch.. quite funny.. yv n jz.. arrived abt an hr later..
wasnt v productive todae.. did hc 2000 phy prelims mcq.. got 6 out of 29 qns wrong.. wah lao n i was aiming for at least 25/30 for mcq.. den did vj 2002 chem prelims mcq.. can only get a few qns correct.. i'm dead meat la.. chem gonna die liao.. sigh.

went to the ps food court to have dinner.. had some thai soup ramen.. turns out it's just tom yam la.. was not v nice la.. went home aft dinner.. talked some more on the bus.. hey gb the offer to do a thesis on the benefits of the human eyeball is on okayy.. just give ur consent n we can start.. i'll remember to credit u too :) hahaaha............

anw, qh msged me 2 nites ago out of the blue.. was surprised to receive his msg.. he said he cannot tahan ns.. cant wait to get out.. cant stand the stupid army discipline.. well wat can i say? who ask u to be a guy.. hahaa.. den he asked how's my prelims, my life, the usual.. was really kinda pleasantly surprised to receive a msg frm him.. it was quite nice.. i can imagine him talking..

tink i'm not mugging tonite.. super tired.. shall do the hc paper tmr den wait for gary to fax me the ans la..


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yay yay i got blossom... tt's the next best ting aft bubbles.. ohh blossom is so cute too :)


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long time coming...

havent blogged in 5 days... was super busy with prelims.. okayy so here's a lowdown:

mon: maths 1 n econs 3
maths was okayy.. in fact it was quite good la.. nth really killer but got some stuff tt were really tricky.. am surprised tt the AP GP stuff tt came up for the either/or qn was simple.. much better than asking me to draw graphs.. but darn, i couldnt do the numerical methods qn.. as in, i know wat to do but i just couldnt recall the formula for the darn newton-raphson method.. but otherwise it was okayy..
econs... so so la.. expected a killer so i'm quite glad i can at least crap my way thru the essays.. just totally zoom str to the 3 macro qns.. kinda regretted not doing the dd/ss qn but it's okayy.. my macro is stronger..

tues: chem 3
chem r is re-opened for me.. must note it in my handbook once more. enuff said. juz hope tt the crap tt i wrote was of better quality than last yr's promos' crap.
went to mlb to mug for maths with the usual ppl.. saw someone who looked like my pri sch fren sy but i wasnt sure.. he looked older than 18.. tot i saw a flash of recognition in his eyes but ya, not sure.. didnt say hi cos in the 1st place, i wasnt close to sy..

wed: maths 2
demoralising in a way la.. can do is can do but a bit tyco.. almost couldnt do the DE qn but last min, i recalled how to integrate the darn DE.. complex no v dui, cos i know the ans (frm sheer guessing n working backwards) but i couldnt present my ans cos i didnt know how to "work 4wd".. stats is quite tough.. stupid katik primary.. stats confirmed set by lee ba. juz hafta look at "singone, startel n mhub" to know it.. seems like every maths paper has smthg for ppl to curse.. anyone remember the hamsters who have memory? oh n wat abt SAM?

thurs: physics 3
tot it was quite okayy cos in the 1st place, i didnt expect a really easy paper to come out.. couldnt do some parts but tt's quite normal for me.. my yr 1 phy concepts not strong.. cannot expect too much.. did fluids first n i must say it calmed me down a little.. in the end i really did dc, superposn + shm, nuclear + radio, ideal gases.. saw some funny pyramidal stuff for the emi qn tt spanned 3 pages.. so scary.
wemt to mlb again to mug for econs 1 n 2.. saw tt sy-lookalike again..

fri: econs 1 n 2
bad bad bad... mcq was a semi-disaster.. n case study is the full fledged one.. funny, i tot typhoon isabelle is only affecting usa... case study was some monkey crap on fish farming.. forget it la... econs die, chem die, how i wish i'm taking only 2 subjs..
went to eat at mos burger (oooh yeah, my ebi rice burger rox as usual) with jz n yv.. went to mph aft tt.. saw the "my story" autobio written by becks.. cost $46.80 can? so ex.. got 20% discount thou.. wondered how come my aunt she2 de2 buy tt "there's only 1 david beckham" book for me for my bday last yr.. it cost like almost 20pounds ok..S$50+ i tink.. whao..
later jz n yv came to my hse.. den gb came aft his pool rendezvous with ed.. played mj n bridge.. ya la i know it's a bit sinful to play now but we need to relax too.. luck wasnt with me today.. lost in mj... bridge was so so.. always lose when i pair with jz.. but 2wds the end, keep pairing with gb.. den keep playing diamonds.. practically have the whole set of diamonds btwn us.. day (aft the dumb econs paper) was nice today.. thx for the fun, ppl.. didnt mug for 1 day n man, did it feel good or wat?

k la, gotta go liao.. so late liao.. tmr got tuition at 11.. heng it's not at 8...

p.s. 2 more papers to go, ppl.. work hard n don give up! :)


------ Sunday, September 14, 2003

counting down to prelims ... aka my death day la

seriously, i tink i'm so going to die for this prelims... up til now, i still havent finish studying perm n comb okayy.. n for econs evern worse.. halfway thru macro part 3, still left macro 4 to go... sounds good rite? but i nv touch trade n nia... n not forgetting i have forgotten most of the stuff i studied for microecons liao.. shit man.. den havent study biochem too.. n chem's on tues.. not much time to study on mon.. havent do gary chan's pre-prelim tuition test.. no time to do it too cos tues hafta study maths, den tuition most prob on tues or wed.. like how am i going to find the time? i'm screwed la... this prelims... better not get my hopes up too high.. econs can get D i'll be v happy liao....

anw, dragged myself up frm bed at 9+ todae to mug.. my family was surprised to see me up so "early" on a sunday morning.. yeah hahaa... mugged until 12 n managed to finish money n bop forex.. progress was good.. den went to eat brunch n watch tt jolin show... yeah todae's episode is quite amusing.. abt this erm, girl who is not thin who's trying to slim down.. hmm i can sure get a few tips frm there :) aft tt, just couldn't concentrate on studying any more.. whole aftnn frm abt 3+ til now, i onli finish macro 1,2 n a bit of 3.. n it's not detailed studying lor.. shit...

was reading my list of tings to do after prelims.. cant wait til prelims is over.. i'm gonna play mahjong until my fingers swell or something.. must make up for the lost of leisure tt i'm incurring now.. hahaa.. cya.. gotta resume mugging.. slp early tonite, frens.. n gd luck for ya prelims :)


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man utd 2 - 0 charlton

oh yeah oh yeah the score line speaks for itself..... first goal a bit tyco thou.. n the charlton players were playing super dirty... esp on ronaldo.. got one foul tackle quite amusing.. ronaldo was practically like floating on air while dribbling past this charlton defender den this defender couldnt keep up with ro so he just fouled him.. practically just stick out his leg n hope to catch whatever part of ro tt he can.. the actual situation actually looked quite amusing.. but yeah, man utd won... n arsenal is held 1-1 by portsmouth... oh yeah, now i can study in peace :)


------ Saturday, September 13, 2003

things to do after prelims

1. shopping!!!!
2. vcd fest (no cheng, i havent forgotten tt)
3. play pool!
4. watch 向左走﹐向右走!
5. go sentosa (no hy, i havent forgotten tt either)
6. slack
7. watch tv until my butt gets stuck on the seat
8. go online until comp explode
9. mahjong!!
10. (buy ayu cd)
11. (study for 'A's)

compiled this list while studying at mac todae.. cant wait for prelims to end!

p.s. the last 3 is contributed by guobin la.. only number 9 makes sense.. number 11 is his mugger characteristic SHINING thru... CONDEMNED man!!


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crisis!!

well well.. just reminded myself early this morn (late last nite, wateva u call it) tt econs paper 3 is effectively 1 day++ away n i havent studied macroecons!! i'm SO going to die!!!! managed to barely finish keynesian notes in the aftnn, together with cramming lots of maths topics.. so effectively, i have to finish mugging money, bop forex, macro p&p 1,2,3,4 tonite n tmr.. like how is tt possible? just hope i can remember most of the stuff frm marco part 1 n 2.. spent a lot of time mugging them for block tests.. i'm going to die la.....

went to mug at mac with gb in the aftnn.. did the vj maths prelims paper together.. it's super tough la.. got quite some qns tt we classify as "prc qns".. meaning, most prob only the prc scholars can do them.. hahaa.. did 2001 paper n half of 2000 paper.. ran out of steam tt's y we only did half.. was mentally straining lor.. shit i don c how i am going to do well for prelims at the way i stared at the qns..
went to eat dinner at the stuff coffeeshop.. don have dinner at home cos dad n mum went to some place to eat the bak kut teh (they were going on abt how nice the bak kut teh was when i reached home at 8+).. had ban mian which was pretty bland.. the fishballs were nice thou.. got tan2 xing4... hahaa.. went 7-11 to buy drinks n someone was looking interestedly at the magazine rack... haiz..... hey don be too disappointed okayy.. althou they don have the mag u r most interested in.. hahaa...

anw aft i bathed, my dad was pouring some burgundy red wine.. he offered me a (small) glass full.. wow just wat i need to unwind aft one draining day.. wine was so so i tink.. not fantastic but will do la.. it's 12.5% alc.. quite normal.. feeling good now, just a bit tired n light headed.. hahaa...

oh yeah, just got man utd's linesup for the day against charlton: howard; p neville, ferdinand, o' shea, g neville; fortune, butt, keane, ronaldo; giggs, van nistelrooy... yeah gotta go liao... match starting soon...

mug hard, everyone.. one and a half more weeks to go!


------ Friday, September 12, 2003


Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!


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soap opera scenario

went to take a "wat's ur soap opera scenario" quiz on emode.. this is my result:

hui, in your soap opera scenario, you're The Double-Crosser

The Double-Crosser's that wily character who works their way into everyone's lives, good graces, and beds. That's because on the surface, they're so appealing that many people can't even see the Double-Crosser's secret agenda.
While you might not share all those traits with The Double-Crosser, there's no denying you're a genial type who makes a good first impression and has no trouble making friends. People like to be around your good-natured, good-humored personality. Whether you've got your own agenda, or someone else's in your sights, is anyone's guess.
You and The Double-Crosser are probably playing for different sides of good and evil (we hope!). Should we ever find out otherwise, we suspect you'll already be long gone, sipping fruity drinks on a tropical beach while Interpol desperately searches for your trail. Unless of course you went for plastic surgery and have already inserted yourself into a new city. Who says the good guy always wins?

hahaa i'm pretty amused... the other probable scenarios are "the evil twin", "the new girl in town", "the wise benefactor" n "the person in a coma"... hahaaa



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Belgian: You lead a life of quality, but you never
know what is going to happen next. There are so
many possibilities to the outcome of your
actions: some may be sweet and rewarding, yet
others may prove bitterful, it sometimes just
depends on what you think of it. You may like
the thrill of this sort of surprises, which
would suggest why your life is just as unique
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油條荳漿

well finally had my you tiao dou jiang todae.. have been craving it since last friday.. the food is good but oily.. not as nice as when we 1st went there to eat thou.. but it's still better than those near my house.. went to meet up with yv n jz at mlb to mug.. lots of ppl todae.. so many tt the librarians keep making routine checks ard the library to ask ppl to refrain frm studying in the library.. wow she was quite kb... yv even called her a b****.. oops.. yeah so later we went to the 1st level at the starbucks there.. it's quite good there.. comfy.. and can talk n eat.. finished organic chem todae..

left the library at 6+, played bridge on the bus.. me n yv r just too good for the guys.. they cant make it la.. try harder okayy...i'm v tired liao... have been feeling tired for the whole day.. slept in the aftnn but the position was a bit uncomfy (we were sitting on the floor).. butt ache la.. yeah but i hafta finish maths todae so tt i can do past yr papers tmr.. shit still got econs.. i'm so going to die liao la....

yupz anw, i just discovered tyco-lly tt if u type www.(anything).blogpsot.com, u'll end up at some website promoting bible studies.. good way to "preach" huh..


------ Thursday, September 11, 2003

You're the super-slacker!!
Homework?
What's that? Studying? Not in your vocabulary.
You hardly study and almost never do your work
and yet, by some divine intervention, you're
still surviving. And you come to school so un-
often, your teachers have pratically forgotten
that you even exist. Go, you slacker, you!!


Which Stereotypical Singaporean Student Are You?
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hahaa.. this is my ben3 xing4.. onli ting is tt come vj den no choice hafta mug like siao.. well i'm a slacker at heart aft all.. mugging... is an acquired skill.. hahaa but hey, i got do my work okayy.. with tutors like ah moi n monica, u will dare to not do work meh?


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elle woods..oh yeah!

woke up at 6.50 todae cos of tuition.. tt's like freaking early rite.. tuition todae was fine.. went thru superposition n ac paper 3.. okayy tink i m going to do superposition, nuclear phy + radioactivity, dc circuits + current of electricity n either ideal gases or gravitational field.. emi forget it la.. yeah a tip frm gary tt i'd like to share: do phy of fluids first.. gain confidence.. hahaa.. yeah ed said he also left whole of yr2 econs syllabus havent study.. *hIgH fIvE* but hey dude, we gotta buck up liao.. econs die die also must do well okayy.. jia you......

oh yeah, the moment tuition ended, i received a msg frm someone.. said he needs help, cannot put in the contacts.. hahaa i started laughing.. showed ed the msg n he laughed too.. hahaa.. hey pal relax okayy, first time is like tt one.. xi2 guan4 jiu4 hao3..

studied with gb at mac aft tuition.. saw xy n kk (surprise surprise).. turns out kk is staying at his fren's hse n his tt fren, i often c him at mac too.. tink they're all frm the same sec sch.. xy as usual is quite scary.. she's doing past yr papers liao.. whao tt's like how fast.. i havent even finish studying yet.. anw, todae was so so la.. really no mood to study econs so mugged chem instead.. realised acty organic chem is quite okayy, in fact, alkanes, alkenes n benzene is easy.. shit i mustn't tink like tt or else i may get over confident..

went PS to watch legally blonde 2.. oh yeah.. been wanting to watch tt for some time liao.. it's nice.. funny, but like got certain values tt r being portrayed.. elle's success story quite tyco thou.. but i tot the delta nu dance routine is super super funny.. hahaa... ya but i tink the first one is nicer, more original.. this 2nd part is really v similar to the first one.. n tt elle woods ah, super mugger man.. even more hiong than me... yeah n someone is so nice todae.. treated me to the movie.. will return the favour someday okayy..
went spotlight aft tt, pretty impressed by the variety of tings available there.. saw a teddy bear photo holder.. the kind where u hafta decorate tt bear urself.. n saw a lot of eh, interesting x'mas prezzies ideas too.. some pink fluffy stuff.. oooh.. hahaa..

OH YEAH, i vowed to say this online.. hahaa.. eh the ΔHGA tingy rite (aka gay affinity la).. i got a super suggestion.. since someone was so fascinated by a super short person at mac.. snow white n the SEVEN DWARFS!! hahaa, who knows, the dwarfs may be gay too.. ahahaaha.. (for those who know the whole gay affinity story, if ya wanna know wat i meant, all u hafta do is ask me, i'll be super willing to tell u....hahaa)..

super tired now but my plan is to finish organic chem todae.. got this feeling i'll fall aslp real soon.. well i have been up since 6+ remember? yupz, tt's all for todae...... back to sighz, mugging..

p.s. too tired to look for tomoya nagase pix to post todae.. btw, wat do u all tink of this name: AYUMI NAGASE? *sIGhZ* someone just refuses to face up to reality.......


------ Wednesday, September 10, 2003

riaa hit list

check out the riaa hit list here.. seems like it's back to irc liao..


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new crush

stayed at home to mug for the past 2 days.. acty i realised home is a good place la.. provided the mugging mood strikes me in the 1st place la.. yesterday was esp productive.. but again, nothing interesting to report la.. got lotsa msgs asking me abt tuition this week.. okayy fine so i asked gary n tt idiot actually called me at 11++ last nite, when i was watching my tomoya nagase.. wah lao he chose a fantastic time to call.. yesterday's episode is super nice! so touching.. really lor.. okayy it's official.. my new crush is tomoya nagase! hee hee..

anywayz, gb got his contacts todae.. he said the 1st time putting it in was terrible.. reminds me of my own experiences.. mine was not only terrible, it was a nightmare.. i still remember wat my optician said man.. she said my eyes very small (huh?!) den my eyeballs very sensitive.. keep moving, cannot stay still.. much like myself..(she was a fren of my uncle).. (HUH?!) hence i have such a hard time putting it in.. den cos i started out using hard lens initially tt makes it 10 times harder.. well later i changed to soft lens due to eye infection den it was much better.. hahaa tt was more than a yr ago liao..

oh yeah, was watching the vcd tt came along with jay's 4th cd.. super impressed.. but realised i made a mistake when i read jz's blog.. i tot the foreign stuff jay was mumbling was the lord's prayer in italian.. but i just realised it was "ave maria" n it's in latin.. AVE Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum. Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Iesus. Sancta Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc, et in hora mortis nostrae. Amen. (translation: HAIL Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now, and in the hour of our death. Amen.) btw, the mtv's just fantastic.. the vcd also showed some behind-the-scenes footages.. quite funny at times.. a bit like the 最後的戰役 footages like tt.. informal but funny n organised. but since 以父之名 is shot in italy.. n well, u all know my affinity for italy.. 以父之名 wins! hahaa......

yupz okayy gotta go study liao.. realised i wont have time to finish everything liao.. tinking of giving up some topics for essay.. namely wage theory, international trade n nia.. but tink giving up trade is super risky.. tink i just study the protectionism part.. i have already decided to attack macro p&p, keynesian, money n of cos mkt structures topics.. the rest forget it la.. no time liao.. yeah.. hafta slp early tonite.. tmr got tuition at 8am.. so darn early rite.. but usual, i'd like to end the day on a super bright note:



yeah wat else did u expect? =)



------ Monday, September 08, 2003

nth much

well todae also got nth much to blog.. how interesting can my life get when all i do is stay at home to mug? so sian can? n i keep losing concentration todae.. too bad someone kenna confined to home.. i got no mugging kaki as a result cos i didnt wanna go sch.. anywayz, i went to watch tt nian qing ba ba show in the aftnn.. the one by ayumi's boyfren.. he is like, so cute! contrary to wat the super ayu fan says.. his name is tomoya nagase, he's 24 going on 25 n is born on 7 november 1978... hahaa.. i went to check it out liao.. so qiao rite, his bday is only one day b4 mine.. yet another scorpion.. all scorpions r like, how cute rite..heh heh.. (bet someone's shaking his head in violent protest now) yeah anw, just wanna end todae's post on a bright note:




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is this good?

okayy was surfing around when i came across this dress..give me ya honest opinions okayy.. suggestions n comments r welcome but constructive comments pls... don tell me the model v chio or she has a good figure or her hair v nice.. i know all tt liao.. :)




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3 in 1

takeshi kaneshiro!
david beckham!
tom welling!



------ Sunday, September 07, 2003

stayed at home to study todae.. stomach wasnt feeling too good.. sighz.. could be pms la.. wateva..
didnt do much todae.. only finished periodic table, grp 2 n grp 7..

oh yeah, watched the jolin show on ch56.. super funny.. even my daddy says it's funny.. like how cool is tt? my daddy is watching ou3 xiang4 ju4 with me.. hahaa..

anywayz, was watching "ok no problem" on ch u last nite.. they were interviewing tt actor who acted as ah cheng.. the topic was abt if it's right to date other ppl when u're married or attached.. seems like tt ah cheng dude is a very committed person.. but den again, it could be just a front he puts on.. but he says he wont do it.. tt if he's attached (he's already married la) den it wouldnt be right to go on dates with other girls (as in, alone la).. den there was this other actress who was also interviewed.. she said she wont go on a date alone with another guy unless she is interested in tt guy.. hmmm.. i hafta say i kinda agree with tt ah cheng dude to some extent la.. i min, i tink it's okayy to have ya own frens, ya own privacy even when u r attached..i tink it's okayy to go out with other ppl occasionally but cannot go overboard.. like u r committed to a person therefore u hafta watch ur own behaviour.. even if the other person is really only "a fren" bcos ya, u hafta consider the feelings of the one u r attached to.. u r responsible for tt.. den again, wat everyone deem as "overboard" may be different but the bottom line is, if there r quite some ppl who begin to get the wrong impression den it's definitely a sign tt it's getting a little too close for comfort with "the fren"... ya i tink since if u r attached, den u really have gotta watch ur behaviour.. if not tings may end up a little awkward n complicated not only for u, but also for the ppl around u...

aiyah but tt's only how i feel la.. i tink a lot these days.. who knows, i may end up being some crackpot psychologist some day.. hahaa..

anywayz, went to get my name translated..
my elven name: Uruviel Inglorion
my hobbit name: Lily Chubb-Baggins of Pincup
eh, i like my elven name better...


ya, read the newspaper commentary for tt "look left look right" show.. it got like FIVE stars.. me tempted! especially the male lead is the hunk of the century takeshi kaneshiro!! tt dude islike wat? cuter than tom welling okayy!!hahaa..cuter than becks too... he's really the hunk of the century man... haiz..


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scorpio

Scorpio (October 23- November 21):
symbol: the scorpion
element: water
group: intellectual
polarity: negative
favourable colors: dark reds & black
ruling planet: pluto & mars
cross/quality: fixed
house ruled: eight
opposite sign: taurus
lucky gem: topaz

basic profile: passionate, vibrant, magnetic, perceptive, emotional, sensual, alert, willful, determined, resourceful, purposeful, directed, dominant, ambitious, fearless, committed, intense, but can be obsessive, extreme, vengeful, jealous, spiteful, unforgiving, bully, menacing, possessive, arrogant

famous scorpions: ted turner, bill gates, theodore roosevelt, charles manson, billy graham, pablo picasso, jonas salk, martin luther, marie curie, roseanne, richard burton, price charles, hillary rodham clinton,calista flockhart, george elliot, kd lang, leonardo dicaprio, jodie foster, larry flynt, jane pauley, dan rather, bonnie raitt, demi moore, ryan giggs, lim jiahui

okayy... i added the last name myself.. :)


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ah..saturday once again

meant to go mug with yv n gb in some mac in the west todae but in the end, the plan was cancelled.. so mugged at home todae.. tot i'd do some new uh, "scenery" so i went to my bro's room to mug.. tot it was quite okayy but come to tink of it, it was a big mistake.. i was v much less productive todae.. sux.. spent the whole day trying to do ac paper.. needless to say, tt included lots of slacking around.. klkk.. (meaning, kia lai kia ke.. walk here walk there la), keep going to kitchen, living room, toilet.. keep drinking water.. tink the ac paper is quite hard.. needed help frm nelkon n parker.. i nv seem to be able to remember the definitions of anyting..

anywayz, watched this show called kuai le xing qi tian (happy sunday) on ch8.. the one hosted by SHE.. super funny! the way they imitated f4.. i laughed until i choked on my dinner.. super.. if onli local entertainment shows r this good.. instead wat we get? some crap screwed up show hosted by jack neo.. absolute lc n rubbish..

yupz anywayz, cant seem to download "south side" by moby n gwen stefani.. yeah gb, i d/led tt french song liao.. hafta say it's a bit catchy but all the same, i tink u have weird taste.. hahaa.. oh yeah jz, the local acapella grp tt u made me listen in tplb rite.. i saw their album.. actually my fren has it.. i saw her at the bus stop some days ago den we were talking n i saw tt album she was holding.. seems like they're quite well-known in the local arts scene (meaning, little known la, since the local arts scene is well, pretty small)..

stumbled into bain's, hongyi's n weizhi's blogs todae.. i didnt know des linked them.. den just now i accidentally clicked some link n there i was looking at excerpts frm their blogs.. hahaa.. oh well..
n i finally remembered my password for my webshots tingy.. a bit tyco la but i'm now trying to upload more photos into my album.. maybe soon it'll be ready for viewing.. soon = aft prelims k.. hahaa..
gtg now.. stomach's feeling a bit funny..must be the dinner.....


------ Friday, September 05, 2003

running

me
i'm the one you chose out of all the people
you wanted me the most
i'm so sorry that i'm falling
help me up let's keep on running
don't let me fall out of love

running running
as fast as we can
i really hope you make it
we're running
keep holding my hand
it's so we don't get separated

be
be the one i need
be the one i trust most
don't stop inspiring me
sometimes it's hard to keep on running
we work so much to keep it going
don't make me want to give up

running running
as fast as we can
i really hope you make it
we're running
keep holding my hand
it's so we don't get separated

"Running" ~ No Doubt


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running running the best tt i can...

had design expt todae.. didnt know how to do the 2nd qn..hafta say gary was quite nice today.. he called in the aftnn to ask me abt the paper n den said "dunoe how to do ah? den can do qn 1 or not? yesterday's prac leh? can rite? den okayy la.. okayy don tink abt the paper liao..it's over.. ya, remember to do hwk ah.."

went to mlb to mug with yv, jz n wz.. didnt feel like mugging in the morn so i went to read this book abt understanding dreams..did u all know tt kekule guy who came up with the benzene ring structure was inspired by his dream in which he saw a snake with a tail in its mouth.. n the guy who came up with the periodic table was also inspired by his dream.. julius caesar's wife dreamed of his assasination the day b4 it happened.. thus when augutus became emperor, he ordered tt anyone who dreamt abt the emperor has to report it.. hahaa..

had nasi bryani for lunch.. nice.. yummy.. continued to mug but not in the mugging mood todae.. gb came.. talked.. slacked.. studied a bit.. left the library at 6.. took 13 home.. the bus driver was v kayu.. knocked into a stationary car.. stuck in the bus for some time.. reached home at 7+.. remembered tt i recorded "bend it like beckham" last nite.. went to watch it aft tt "okayy no problem" show on ch u.. the movie was quite funny... didnt hurt tt the actor who acted as the coach of the girls' soccer team was quite cute.. a bit short but still cute.. hehee..

ya tink i know y i cant stand needles liao.. was talking to my daddy last nite when the news on ch8 was showing someone getting jabs n my dad went "errrrr" n i was like "aey daddy u also don like needles ah?" n he was like "ya, i min, if i hafta take the jab den ok, no choice la.. if not, i wont want to look at needles.." SEE, it's in the genes! jiahui's daddy don like needles = jiahui don like needles! simple as ABC! so quit asking me to get my ears pierced la (u 2 know who u r..) cos.. IT'S IN THE GENES!

anw, tink i got my family members (tentatively) persuaded to go geylang n eat the you tiao with dou jiang on sun morn.. just hope tt everyone can manage to get up early.. OKAYY.. hope tt I can manage to wake up early.. happy?


------ Thursday, September 04, 2003

2 in 1

didnt blog yesterday cos i was dead tired.. gp yesterday was quite a disaster actually... all the qns not to my liking at all.. in the end wrote on "economic progress brings out the worst in people. is this true?" crap.. i said no its not true.. cos it brings out the good too n also, u don need economic progress to bring out the worst in ppl.. well hope i can get a decent grade.. luckily it's not gonna be marked by kan.. i tink he will fail me.. compre was quite bad too.. didnt understand passage b.. but hafta say at least it's better than the darn weeds compre tt we did eons ago..
yepz anw, i told zj abt my 5566 dream b4 morn assembly n she totally went ga ga... later aft the paper, she said she tot of 5566 when she saw the word Rio (as in rio de janerio) cos it's the name of one of the guys frm 5566.. sighz she's hopeless.. den she made me tell her my dream again..
had lunch at treats den went to gb's hse to study.. was initially quite okayy until yv n jz came n they started playing with gb's videocam.. den it's just a lot of fooling arnd.. took a lot of pics n videos.. gb u must upload them okayy.. esp the one with me n yv.. tt pic is definitely the nicest of the lot.. the rest u don wan to upload also nvm.. hehee... ya anw, left gb's hse at 6+ to go for tuition.. was wearing an sa shirt.. got a lot of flak for it during tuition, which i shall not mention....... yupz, tution ended some time aft 9.30 yesterday.. was so darn tired i just fell aslp as soon as my butt touch the bus seat.. reached home at abt 10.30.. had a half an hr eh, beauty bath.. hehee.. ya sounds a bit like elle woods rite? but must say it's super effective.. ya den as i was the last person home last nite, i had to do the laundry, the whole lot.. was totally exhausted aft tt.. didnt even wait for my hair to dry completely den i plonk onto the bed to slp liao...

woke up todae at 9.30.. gb, thx for the morn call.. if not i would have slept on 4ever... sooo tired.. managed to drag myself out of the hse to get to pkway for lunch.. ate at yoshi.. love the salmon bowl.. oh yeah den yv n ed v ke3 ai4.. they were sitting opp each other den they like bu4 yue1 er2 tong2 started to pick out all the onions.. was quite amusing.. ya, got back to sch just in time.. fell aslp during the lock up.. woke up feeling a teeny bit more refreshed.. phy prac was okayy i guess.. i min, aft the disastrous chem prac, this is quite okayy.. was in the 1st row so i had to rely a lot on myself.. no reference point.. u get wat i min la huh.. the oscillation one was v tedious but at least it's quite idiot-proof.. oh smthg interesting happened when i was doing the electrical expt.. dunoe how i did it but managed to get my circuit to get short circuited.. there was smoke, heat n the smell of burning rubber.. hahaa.. tink ms tay was quite amazed by me too.. luckily by tt time i already finished taking all the values tt i need to take.. ya, i had abt 10 mins worth of spare time aft the prac.. perhaps even more.. but the whole world was complaining abt having not enough time so i just kept quiet when ling, cheng, hy they all went on abt how unfair it is tt they did the electrical expt first.. haiz..
saw zj aft the prac when i was walking out of sch... n yup, she asked me to tell her my dream again.. it's like the 3rd or 4th time liao.. den she told me her uh, dream... grow up la, girl.. don chen2 zui4 in ur fantasy la... ya must say tt i nv fail to be amazed by her ability to watch so many drama serials n yet know each one of them so well.. pei4 fu2 pei4 fu2.....
yup, took 13 with gb.. reached home at 4+ n i have been slacking until now.. tried to d/l songs frm irc but it's 4ever lagging like siao.. tink i go back to using kazaa la.. wont be so suay one rite? hahaa.. tinking of studying design expt but smthg sandy said at the bus stop when i saw her this morn makes sense.. she said fel said tt DE only takes up like 5% of the paper, as long as u don fail den can liao.. quite true.. but for me who's aiming for a good grade in phy (meaning at least B), every mark counts.. aft all, my yr 1 phy sux.. it will definitely pull me down.. well yeah, gotta go study now.. tt is, if i can tahan reading kwek's notes.....cheers :)


------ Tuesday, September 02, 2003

such a weird dream

had a super super weird dream last nite.. tink i shld start by saying the events leading up to the dream den the dream will make A BIT sense.. 1stly, on sun, i changed the photo in my rocking chair photo holder frm my sec 2 class photo to the one of us vesta ogls at the erra bbq.. den i was telling gb actually energy is not tt bad.. okayy den on mon, yv called to tell me cannot go nlb, going tplb instead.. den when i was walking to the bus stop to meet gb, he called cos he tot i fell aslp.. den while i was lazing on the sofa last nite, i began channel surfing n came across tt show hosted by 5566 so i watched it for a while.. n all these led to a very er, interesting dream......don say u haven't been warned........

i dreamt tt i was back in a t-block classroom but the weird ting was, i was with my sec 2 class.. i remembered seeing my desk mate azura.. n i saw eeshi n emma in the dream.. den it was break time, n they all say like "eh let's go n eat" n i was tinking "wah so shuang, really long time don have the feeling of going for breaks as a class liao" hahaa.. den on the way to the (vj) canteen, i met weiting n i said "aey hi.. eating with ur class ah?" n she said "ya".. (ya when i woke up, i realised tt weiting n i r in the same class in sec2....) so weird.. den aft sch, emma say wanna go town since we v long nv go out liao so we all agreed.. den when we were on the bus, yv called me n it was like
yv: "aey we will be in the library"
me:"huh i'm going to town with emma they all lei, it's supposed to be a class outing. u don know abt it meh?"
yv:"dunoe.. huh but chengsi is also here with me leh"
me:"really ah? seems like the info not v gd hor? nvm, we have outing again on fri"
yv:"okayy!"
den when i hang up, i realised yv is not in the same class as me in sec 2 n cheng.. needless to say.. we werent even in the same sch.. (btw, cheng is my class's - 02s64 ct rep).. den gb called.. n it went
gb:"aey where r u?"
me:"on the bus to town.."
gb:"tot we're studying in the library?"
me:"ya but emma they all wanna go town"
gb:"okayy lor, i tot u fell alsp cos u didnt reply my msg."
den when i hang up, i realised gb don even know who emma is... den the weirdest part of my dream occured.. i was on the bus rite, den suddenly emma they all "disappeared".. i saw these 3 somewat familiar faces behind her.. n i realised it was sun xie zhi, xu meng zhe n one other guy frm 5566.. i recognised sun xie zhi instantly den i also dunoe wat happened but i was saying me:"sun xie zhi!"
xz:"yes?"
me:"aey i have a photo of one of the guys frm energy leh (in chi)"
xz:"really? let me see!(in chi)"
so darn weird rite? den we started talking n i was tinking "zijun must be darn jealous of me" when suddenly.. xz:"u r frm vj rite? can u help me pass this present to zijun? i know she is our biggest fan!(in chi)"
WAHHH... hahaahaaaa.. oh den i woke up... i was laughing when i woke up la! the whole dream is so weird tt i remembered it so clearly..... hahaa..

ya, woke up earlier than usual todae.. watched tv while eating breakfast.. was happily eating when tt jerk gary msged to say he cannot make it in the aftnn tmr, can we see him at 2.30pm todae instead? well to make a long story short, i had to spend a lot of time n sms asking everyone n tt bastard was so... bastard-ish.. den i finally told him "okay i ask everyone liao n we all prefer tmr" so he said "okayy tmr 7".. got a feeling he purposely put so late one cos he buay song.. well i was super pissed with him so i attitude him la.. he's the ultimate jerk man..

went to mac to mug cos i keep losing concentration at home.. mugged for abt 8 solid hrs n managed to finish wat i set out to complete todae.. felt a teeny weeny bit of accomplishment.. i'm super tired now but i tink i shld go n look thru the darn kaleidoscope for essay ideas... tataz.


------ Monday, September 01, 2003

zzzzzzzzz

tink my day todae really not v productive.. aft i woke up, i just slack arnd the hse.. watched tv, stone, everyting but study.. had lunch while watching chu1 lian4..not bad, the male lead quite shuai4..fell aslp waiting for gb's msg.. left hse at abt 3, met up with the usual ppl at toa payoh library cos jz said not possible to studyat nlb.. mugged until 7 like tt den left for home.. didnt join jz n yv to watch home run cos honestly,i'm super put off by jack neo.. plus i only feel like watching legally blonde.. sigh

feeling super tired now.. didnt do anyting at all since i reached home..just lie on the sofa..really can feel like the whole body no strength n no energy to do anyting else.. yeah okayy la, gotta go mug liao..


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