Saturday, November 29, 2003

ooh went shopping with my mummy today.. havent been out with her for a looonng time.. went to suntec, raffles city n den marina sq.. am looking for bags, shoes, accessories, everyting.. saw this pair of silver heels at daniel yam at suntec.. it was really very nice. the design's good. the price was $69 k.. dunoe to call it expensive or not.. cos all the other shops we went to sell heels at the $70+++ range.. but get this: the heels were 3.5 inch high. i felt so unstable when i walk.. like tip-toeing arnd like tt. but surprisingly, it wasn't tt difficult la. tink it's a matter of getting used to it. but damn, it felt good to be like, abt 9cm taller!! gosh i need the height! hahaa..

didnt buy anyting much in the end.. went to look at sofas at casa italy instead. saw this black one tt's super comfy but it's rather expensive.. daddy said must re-consider.. hahaa..

well, clocked abt 4.5 hrs of shopping today.. going to shop with yv n kel tmr.. let's see how long we can go.. n mon too.. n tues maybe.. n wed if still cannot settle everything..

anywayz, yv, if u're reading, me looking for very very part time job now too.. hafta pay off all the expenses incurred for prom.. any lobangs, anybody? i don mind working in starbucks, watever. just not fast food can liao.. best is if the job is like, ice-cream taster or pillow tester, or bed tester, or man utd fan club adminstrator.. hahaa.


------ Friday, November 28, 2003


You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


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Power Rangers Movie!


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hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


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f-r-e-e-d-o-m

this day has finally come!

yday's physics paper was so so only.. a lot of stuff i did not expect but since it's over.. yup, forget it la.

aft paper, went down to sj's mum's shop with yv n bain to collect prom dress.. ooh i like the colour a lot! but eh, i do have some comments abt myself but ah, shall not say them here la.. just tt i sure could do with lots more improvement..

met up with vanessa, celia, weiting n yy at orchard.. geez i was like, quite late.. 45 mins thereabt.. but ting was later than me. she just got a new hair-do but the colour's not very good.. hmmm wat colour shld i go for? anywayz, went to swenson's for dinner again.. dinner's not bad la. ooh den they brought me to the crepes shop at heeren, cos they say got a very cute eh, butch working there.. hahaaha. but she wasnt working yday..
aft dinner, we decided to go for the chalet in the end so we made our way to aranda cntry club at pasir ris.. reached there some time b4 midnite.. van's frens came. dunoe y also. they don even know us n i wasnt impressed with them.. let's just say.. we're frm 2 different worlds la. some funny stuff happened thru'out the nite. n some stuff tt i'm quite put off with, involving van's frens.. luckily they were considerate enough to go outside to smoke. if not, i might have done some stuff which will make tings rather ugly.. but still, they stink (frm the cigarette smoke) man.

had dinner at macs this morn, den we split for home aft breakfast.. reached home at abt 9.15am.. was damn tired cos i didnt slp a wink the whole nite.. we were playing bridge.. hahaa. slept frm 10.30 to abt 2, only interrupted by lilian's weird msg abt something at someone's hse.. or was it tt i was dreaming? hah, couldn't be la.. watched tv.. but nothing good on tv n i was tinking like, "y am i wasting my time here?" den immediately, another voice sounded: "u can afford to waste time now wat.." muahahaaha.. oh yeah, just remembered tt gary's "pirates of the carribean" vcd is still with me. oops. he's in usa now liao, tt lucky pig. went to slp again frm 5 till 7.. ya anw, just realised i typed one whole para abt how i spent my day at home slping.. hahaa..

realised i still havent watched matrix revolution. n quit telling me it's not a good show. it's got keanu reeves. full stop. n quit telling me he didnt appear much. he's keanu reeves. full stop.


------ Wednesday, November 26, 2003

well this week has been a long time coming.. been waiting for it since b4 prelims.. hmmm acty i was like "there's so many tings i want to do!" but now to tink of it, it's always the same ting.. shopping, meeting up with frens, shopping, talking, shopping, look for job, shopping.. but this week has been one that has got me thinking quite a fair bit.. it's smthg like, a sorta reflective week.

i realised i've grown up quite a lot this yr. i've learnt the meaning of a lot of things. fun.. hard work.. disappointment.. helplessness.. frustration at myself.. frustration at others.. passion.. anger.. love.. hard work.. hopes.. hard work.. coming to terms.. hard work.. letting go.. hard work.. reality.. hard work and hopefully now, accomplishment.. fulfillment.. fun.. n yes, happiness. i tink i've grasp a fair bit of stuff now and i know that letting go, althou hard, is necessary..

well yesh, i was in my own world a little.. yup, tmr is a long time coming..

to all my frens: thx for accompanying me thru my 2 yrs in vj..

p.s. darren, thx for ya smallville season 3, episode 1..


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happy cambo anniversary

happy cambo anniversary!!
heh heh actually i almost forgot it liao until i met xing yun and daniel on the bus! is daniel remember one..

remember wat we were doing this time last yr? we shld be at sok sabay.. man i miss those times! i miss the nites especially! walking back to our guesthouse in the mud and dark, the trucks we sat on, with everyone clambering for the stand-up seats.. at nite, just lying on our backs gazing at the stars, talking about everything, singing songs, bullying lik sin.. and that's when i officially ren4 shalynn mummy, found my long-lost "uncle", had a 'sister', who's this small-sized 7-yr-old called tiphane.. she's so cute and when she hugged me, she just wouldn't let go! she was adorable! ahh and my cambodian crush too! i dunoe how to spell his name but i still remember it's pronounced as vish-na. he is so so yan dao.. he will grow up to be a super cute guy.. too bad he's only 7 too.. and lik sin's 'brother' david! arrghh i miss them..

acty i still remember a lot frm stuff frm last yr.. i remembered we got locked out of our room once. there's no spare key la den we were tinking of all kinds of ways to get our key but we don want mrs chia to know so we were like, waiting for her to go to slp den we got mr teo to come and pick our lock.. didnt succeed so in the end we found this looonngg broom, modified a hairpin into a hook and attached it to the broom den used it to hook our key out! hahaa.. it was damn comical then..

still got.. i remember got one nite me n sha wanted to go see stars so went to the open balcony.. den later ben and lik came.. den the 4 of us were just lying on our backs den lik was telling us how to identify the pink n blue stars nxt to orion's belt, the big n small dipper n the north star.. den aft some time, me and sha almost fell aslp liao den lik suddenly say he saw a shooting star! but all of us didnt see it so we say must be he saw a shao4 ba3 xin1!! hahaa..

and got one nite, me, sha n yining couldnt slp so we went to the ladder n saw lik again.. tt guy is always on the balcony at nite.. den we just talked and talked and we used lik as a pillow.. heehee.. den again, i almost fell aslp until i heard sha say "cockroach" den i jerked awake n began grabbing lik's arm and almost screamed.. WAHAHAAHA.. i can remember it so clearly.. den aft tt i made everyone go back inside the hse..

i can go on for miles.. but i think i shall stop..


------ Tuesday, November 25, 2003

went for tuition today.. it started out well enough. we were having a great time bullying gary cos it was our last lesson with him.. it's the IRAS again.. a lot of marker-throwing too.. but i was unfortunate enough to get a gastric attack halfway thru the lesson. at first i thought is cramps but then i dont usually suffer frm severe cramps. until i started to feel like puking then i realise it's gastric. *sHuDdErS* it was horrible man.. damn painful and it felt like someone was dissecting my stomach bit by bit.. left tuition early.. went home and took the panadol extra den basically just lie on the sofa and watch tv.. hahaa. but i'm okayy now after forcing some food down.. but luckily is today gastric not tmr gastric man..

well yupz anw, CAN U BELIEVE FREEDOM IS ONLY 2 DAYS AWAY???!! i can't wait for thurs aftnn to be over! then it's f-r-e-e-d-o-m!! gosh i can tink of the stuff i wanna do! but first up i gotta meet up with my (ex) team mates! yay.. yy, just go lar.. it'll be different w/o u.. celia, cant wait to see u! vanessa darling.. i miss u a lot ya know.. and weiting! hahaa i reserve the exclamation mark for u k.. see ya'll on thurs! i'm quite excited now..

okayy earth calling jiahui.. erm yeah, oh u know what gary said just now? he said tonite shld study for paper 3. paper 5 tmr wake up den study. den he also say wake up at 12 also nvm. hahaa damn zhuai rite.. yupz well okayy, i'm going to mug for paper 3 liao..


------ Sunday, November 23, 2003

all hail Ruud

saw this in today's New Paper:

"when Ruud van Nistelrooy runs at you, imagine a windmill hurling itself at you. that may require a few seconds of imagination, but it's essentially the style of Manchester United's Dutch hitman. .....

When a man has scored 92 goals in 119 games, you don't question the phenomenal strike-rate. you just lap it up while it lasts, as Ferguson is doing. arsenal manager Arsene Wenger always says that his striker Thierry Henry provides more for his team than just scoring goals. he said that in comparison with van Nistelrooy, who has the reputation for being more of a striker who's single minded in his approach to only scoring goals. but that is simply prejudiced thinking about one of the finest strikers in Europe, especially when Van Nistelrooy hails from the multi-tasking land of Total Football - Holland. in the 38th minute, van Nistelrooy cast that stereotype away in perfect manner when he started a one-two move with Roy Keane from just behind the halfway line, along the touchline. what happened next left Blackburn dizzy. the Dutch windmill picked up speed and hurtled down the right flank, beating two defenders to the bye-line before smartly cutting the ball low across the box to an unmarked Fortune. Fortune calmly tapped the ball first-time back for an unmarked Kleberson to slot home a grounder. ......

if you're a betting man, a startling statistic has to be that Man Utd have now won the last 48 games when they scored the first goal. the last time a team came from behind to beat them was Arsenal, two years ago. remember that for Man U's showdown against Chelsea next Sunday. And remember that they now have a red-hot Dutch windmill in van Nistelrooy."

p.s. i'm sorry to have bored those not into soccer, of those who hold a particular grudge against man utd. (meaning, liverpool, leeds united, arsenal and of cos, man city fans)


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a 'lil story

And those intense and unwavering eyes gazed at her, willing her to reveal her thoughts.

"So what do you really want in life?"

The plain simplicity and stark reality of his question struck her deeply. Her twinkling smile faded slowly, to be replaced by that of profound emotion, the look she had when she's thinking very deeply about something. Her life flashed past like a black and white movie in her mind. The times she felt so lost and uncertain, the times when she tried so hard to please her friends, the times when she thought her life was something of a façade, putting on a brave front to hide the hurt she's feeling inside. And of course, the times she felt truly happy, when it seems as though her life was perfect and she was surrounded with a loving family and wonderful friends.

And it hit her. All her life she has been trying to seek acceptance, to seek love and companionship. She has been through her share of rough periods and now, she has come to realise that a lot of things in life, like money and even sometimes, friends, are transient.

Gazing back into those dark eyes that held so much wisdom, she showed a tiny smile.

"I just want to be happy everyday. Even if everything goes wrong in a day, I want to be able to be thankful for each day, and find something to be happy about. Cos no matter what happens, life goes on. And if I can be happy, I will move on too, and help others be happy too. It is not easy to be happy everyday, but I will try, because I know there are so many things in my life that I ought to be grateful for.I don't ever want to take happiness for granted."

"I just want to be happy everyday." she whispered. And the twinkle returned to her smile.


------ Saturday, November 22, 2003

shucks.. bummed around for the whole day, doing nothing at all.. zilch. nought. nil. aargghh..

watched rugby world cup final btwn england and australia. it's a damn exciting match man! scores tied at 17-17 nearing the end of 2nd half of extra time. den the hero jonny wilkinson scored a last min drop goal to put england 20-17 ahead! so damn exciting can..

yeah man utd beat blackburn 2-1, with a clinical goal by ruud van nistelrooy n a superb team effort that was ended off with a piece of classic finishing by kleberson.. oh yeah, so now man utd is top of the table, if only for 2 hrs.. this shows the hallmark of a great team. even though man utd didnt play at their best tonight, (in fact, 2nd half wasnt anything to boast abt) they can still scrape a win.. oh yeah, so now if we win panathinaikos in greece in the champions league on thurs morn, not only will we guarantee our place in the 2nd stage of champions league, confidence will soar. so i say, bring on chelsea next saturday!!


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pSsSs

oh i forgot to add this yesterday.. sj told me my prom dress is ready! yay... cant wait for the As to end den i can go see my dress.. *cHeErS*

yup anw, saw this on friendster, seems like everyone's taking this test..

Lim Jiahui was a Rich Pool Shark in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

ooh i love sharks.. anyone remember bruce in finding nemo? and yeah, i was damn rich can? could that "shark" mean "loanshark"? ahahaahaa..



The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz



------ Friday, November 21, 2003


You are The Twins, from "The Matrix."
Bad, but with a sexy streak- surprisingly
refreshing. You know what you want, when you
want it.


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You are a pheromone. You are seductive and you know
what you want. You have something about you
that permeates the air and draws people to you.
You can get what you want almost without fail,
like some of the sexiest moths out there.


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YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!


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hahaa.. i'm very amused at the 3rd one..


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n then there was..darkness

well chem's finally over! that's smthg.. think i'll feel very disappointed if i didnt do well for chem this time arnd cos i really do think it's rather manageable. didn't really study after i got home frm tuition yesterday.. just wasn't in the mood, felt tired n groggy..... and paid the price at nite when i was busy cramming everything.. realised how much i've lost touch with physics.. went to watch my fave all blacks go on a second-half rampage to emerge victorious over france.. yay at least they are 3rd! well tmr i will be more on england's side.. heard that jonny wilkinson, england's fly half, is david beckham's good pal. heehee..

anw, i thought that today's phy paper 2 was an absolute disaster.. AARGGHH! called gary after the paper abt collecting the specimen paper 3 ting n the 1st thing he asked was "how's the paper?" den like me, hy, joyce, lilian n ling all screamed "disastrous" into the phone n i tink he nearly went deaf.. den he just pratically blast on that it's okayy wat, how come we cannot do? *sHuDdErS*

hmmm i wonder when then i can watch matrix revolution? bain also havent watch.. so we may be watching 2gthr ya? well, let us 2 keanu chi1 watch together la.. anyone wanna watch just give a shout out ya? tink only keanu can make me feel better now.. acty not really, if man utd whip blackburn tmr, i will feel better too (sorrie ah, tianhao!). oohh or takeshi kaneshiro.. or david beckham... or tom welling.. or won bin.. or tomoya.. or...................



------ Wednesday, November 19, 2003

teeth again

i dreamt abt my tooth dropping again! this time the setting is in vj.. i remembered i went to the gals' toilet at the canteen.. but this time arnd, my tooth dropped out with less force. in fact, i was kinda calm abt it, althou i remembered saying "oh no, not again?" in my dream.. n oh yeah, i remembered saying to someone (i dont know who) "this time it's for real" then my tooth dropped out, n it was followed by a lot more teeth dropping out.. it's really quite freaky to dream abt teeth dropping out. it's either very very painful, or else just plain disturbing. but this time my teeth dropped out with less force.. hmm i wonder if this is the so-called evolution of my dream?


------ Tuesday, November 18, 2003

like how long haven't i done these quizzes? ;>


discover what candy you are @ quiz me


------

zhen de

had chem paper 3 today, which i thought was rather okayy. it was a paper i expected, cant do abt a quarter of the paper ba. acty i tink this kinda paper is better cos if it's a damn easy paper den A grade will be very high. n the thing is, maths i can afford for the A grade to be moderated up but chem cannot! so yeah, in a way, i'm thankful that chem paper is not too easy. hmmm tink all the other jc prelims paper tt i do really did help quite a bit.. looks like i got the tactic rite by not re-mugging all the lec notes but do papers instead.. *wHeW*
went home with yv aft the paper.. told her some rather funny stuff abt gary chan's cat.. heehee. anw, tuition tmr's cancelled. which i'm glad cos i havent finish the humungous load of hwk tt gary chan gave us..

ooohh now the more i listen to stefanie sun's songs, the more i like them. i think she's really not bad.. i like yong yuan n zhen de a lot! ya la i know it's a bit slow cos now ppl stop for one yr den i begin to like her. well better late than never la hor.. hehee.

anw, came across this rather amusing email that was sent to me by celia..

If you were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
If you were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
If you were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
If you were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
If you were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
If you were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
If you were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
If you were born on the 8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
If you were born on the 9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 8

You are a very strong personality, there's no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing!!! You are more likely to suffer from the early age poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parents and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life. The problems will not allow you to study further, but you will learn the life in a very practical way!!!
You are the one will fight for justice and may die in the war too!!! You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time, live life lonely and always prepared to help. Well, once you get marry (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit, then you become safe. Beware of un-expected problems from the terror, government, poisonous animals & accidents. You are someone with discipline, persistence, courage which will take you to the Success! ! You are a Great part of a team, family and a fighter!!!
Your Best matches are 1, 4, 8. Good match is 5.

WOAH.. i didnt know my future is so bleak.. deaths all arnd, early-age poverty, hafta stop schooling, lonely life, beware of terror, n best, poisonous animals! hahaahaaa... n yeah, anyone notice the extraordinary amt of exclamation marks?? geez.... but it's rather amusing reading abt my own bleak future..


------ Sunday, November 16, 2003

woke up yesterday feeling quite guilty cos i slacked the whole friday away..had wanted to watch 24 on axn but den i realised it's a repeat episode.. channel surfed and came to watch nba.. 76ers vs sa spurs.. super game man.. rem i used to like 76ers cos i liked the name "Philadelphia" n i tink tt iverson is damn zai.. realised i lost touch with bball a lot.. used to play it in cedar.. haiz.
went for tuition at 2pm.. got totally drenched in the rain on my way to gary's hse. n i was wearing a tank top so i was practically freezing.. have LOTS of hwk tt i have to finish by wed! june 03 whole paper, aj 2, nj 2, june & nov 96, 97, 98 mcq, nov 2000, 01 & 02 paper 2.. not to forget the tys mcqs tt he asked us to practise at OTOT, which came up to abt 450 qns thereabout (according to joyce). someone pls help me..
reached home at abt 5.30.. watched rugby world cup btwn my fave all blacks n the wallabies.. so disappointing that the all blacks lost.. see, no more jonah lomu, the whole all blacks team like lose smthg like that..
went to do hc chem paper at night, my score like vj prelims p3 score like that.. O grade. shit now i'm damn scared.

had a horrible dream last nite. it's another recurring dream again! this time it is about my teeth again. i know very well i have this dream before loads of times, it's always the same things happening but it happens in different settings. it's always this tooth in the upper left corner of my mouth. it's just very painful n then it just broke off with the force of a mini explosion.. it's so real that i can feel the pain in my dream. den i just shot awake, just like that. OUCH!

"My most popular requests for dream interpretation are by far, dreams about teeth falling out. Apparently this is quite disturbing to people who have this dream...they simply MUST know what it means! In my experience, a dream about one's teeth falling out usually symbolizes that the dreamer is having a challenge getting their voice heard, or feelings acknowledged. This may be referring to their conversations with a particular person such as their significant other, boss, or friend; or can be generalized for people who are shy, to include almost everyone they come in contact with. The dreamer needs to brush up on conversational skills, believe in the value of their own opinion, learn how to be less intimidated by aggressive people, and become more assertive and make their voice heard. Once they do that, this dream (which is a common recurring dream) should evolve & show improvement...or disappear altogether. "

there u have it.. well i'm going to continue my hc paper now.. den move on to rj, tj n aj (hopefully).. ciao.




------ Friday, November 14, 2003

just took a chi quiz on ur inner personality...

各位﹐像這一類的人﹐如果是女性的話﹐就一定是女強人了。這種人在外就會很活躍﹐
通常是做領袖的人﹐但一到回到家中﹐便露出他那種象對小狗的溫柔。這一類型的
人通常是對最親的人才會露出本來面目﹐如﹕女兒﹐丈夫﹐妻子等。但是在外的人
卻會因為你的挑剔而對你反感﹐也會有人因你的成功而妒忌。對你來說﹐這可能微
不足道﹐但你的得力幫手也會慢慢的少下去。因此﹐請你試一試用你那充滿溫柔的
一面外露吧﹗


------

thurs

happy birthday, yvonne!

had econs paper today (yesterday liao), which was quite a disaster.. btw, yang wei was irritating me as usual. i tink my ba1 zi4 really clash with his, cant stand him. then he n that eric had to act so gay after paper 1. eeks. anw, went to pkway to eat lunch with wx aft the paper.. wed's "event" came back to mind.. uurggh. went home aft lunch.. bathed, den watched tt huan ju ge ge while i was waiting for my hair to dry.. quite amusing cos got elephants in the show (smthg abt elephant's eyes just totally tickles me).. fell asleep at abt 3.. kept waking up in intervals of 15 mins.. but just so tired tt i fell back to slp almost as soon as i woke up.. woke up at abt 5.30, bathed n den went to meet yv at bk station.. went to brewerkz restaurant and eh, microbrewery at clark quay for dinner.. food was nice. very huge portions.. was very full aft dinner.. not bad, i like that place. tinking of going there on a weekend when they show man utd matches. heard that the owner is a man utd fan.. dunoe if the owner is still the same person or not la..

left clark quay at abt 9.30 n went to town to do nth.. met wing yee at the station.. walked down to tanglin but the man utd store has already closed.. can u bliv i havent went there b4.. left for home soon after.. n yv has to go and tell them my malu incident on wed.. thx ah! forget it la everyone.. it's quite malu u know.. the way we just ran n they just laughed.. oh in town, me n bain came up with our own x'mas song! i shall post it here.. everyone learn to sing it okayy, den we will have a nice time singing it this x'mas! it's very easy, to the tune of 10 little red indians:

"1 little, 2 little, 3 little reindeers
4 little, 5 little, 6 little santa claus
7 little, 8 little, 9 little angels
10 little x'mas pies!"

oh rite, talking about x'mas songs, this is one of my fave man utd song and also, one of the most commonly sung songs by the man utd fans. it's to the tune of "12 days of x'mas"..

Since city beat United, my true love sent to me:
European Champions,
Eleven years of glory,
Ten years in Europe,
Nine goals past Ipswich,
Eight-one at Forest,
Seven past the Cockneys,
Six title trophies,
Five-nil wins!
Four FA Cups,
Treble Ninety-Nine,
Two Doubles,
And an Eric Cantona....

yeah, any true man utd fan will know the meaning of the song.. another of my fave is "thank your for the dave" , a song for david beckham when he's still at man utd.. it's to the tune of "thank you for the days", thou i still dont know how to sing it. but i shall save that for another time ya...


------ Wednesday, November 12, 2003

smthg amusing happened today.. it happened after lunch, when yv and me were heading towards the bus stop. involving a guy from a group of ITE students.. dont think i want to elaborate here. but just thought i want to put this down cos it's smthg interesting and rare.. hahaa. if i had reacted differently, i wondered what would have happened........


------ Tuesday, November 11, 2003

Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies had made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
But tonight girl it's only you and me

"Here Without You" ~ 3 Doors Down


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sometimes love just aint enough

Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

(Chorus)

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.

"Somtimes Love Just Ain't Enough" ~ Patty Smith


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thoughts

okayy i know i shld be studying now but i just cant concentrate.. for once my bro is not hogging the comp (cos tt lucky fella's out la) so i've decided to come here la.. don wish to talk abt the As papers cos ya, no use crying over spilt milk.. just hope wateva i wrote for chem n econs is not too much rubbish..

yupz, firstly, i wanna thank selene, ningxia, hian yi n tse tiann who gave me my bday present.. hehee.. really appreciates all of ya efforts to buy it n thx for the hand made card too.. i love the card! n i'm sure i will have the time of my life trying to do the 1000-piece jigsaw puzzle with so many similar stuff in the picture.. hahaa luckily i saw that it's a numbered puzzle.. at least not tt bad.. cos seriously all the kittens look the same! but nonetheless, i like the picture a lot!

yeah anw, recently, i have been bogged down by smthg.. i had the split second desire to write it out (tt's the 2nd reason i came online) but now tt i'm online inside blogger, i lost that desire to write it out liao.. i tink it's partly bcos i don really want the whole world to know abt it.. some things are better left private huh.. cos i tink wat i write will confirm generate responses n i'm not really looking forward to hearing comments abt it. on the other hand, it's kinda suffocating not to write it out. hence, comes my diary.. my trusty diary tt never fails to let me down.. just now i was reading thru some entries i wrote earlier in the year n i realised my diary is definitely much much more "juicy" than my blog.. d'uh rite.. somehow writing it out in my own familiar handwriting (however messy it is) adds to the authenticity of the event.. hmmm..

rite, shall get back to mugging for paper 2..


------ Sunday, November 09, 2003

didnt blog yesterday cos my bro was hogging the comp as usual.. well, went to sch at abt 9 to mug.. mugged with bain n jz at the scrabble board.. yv came to join us later.. had lunch courtesy of the G.O.. continued to mug den shifted to r2 to mug when the mosquitoes got too irritating.. went to walk arnd the sch n ran into jason chiong at the pull-up bars.. tt guy is turning 18 2 months aft me.. haiz.. continued mugging for a while den left sch at 7.45 to go town for dinner..

met up with gb on the bus to town.. hey dude, thx for calling abt the reservations ting.. *aPpReCiAtEs iT* went to swenson's for dinner.. had the crispy combo ting.. just nice for 4 ppl.. had a free firehouse ice cream n the kodak fun-print tingy.. thx to me rite... hahaa.. the bill n the photo are with me in my room now.. aft dinner, went to 7-11 to buy vodka as usual.. gb bought it since i cant buy cos i was in half sch u.. haiz. drank it at a place near somerset mrt station..

left town at abt 10.50pm like tt.. eh, a bit sinful rite, go town 2 days b4 As.. but we mugged the whole day liao... hahaa.. took 106 but tt bus is re-directed to n terminated at suntec.. waited for quite some time for 133.. oh yeah, i know how the gb b. day came abt.. (see i so nice, nv specify the b word..)

reached home abt 10 mins b4 midnite.. spent the last few seconds of my birthday bathing.. hahaa..

okayy gotta mug now..good luck for As, everyone...


------ Saturday, November 08, 2003

happy birthday to me!!!

yay it's finally 8th november!! i've waited one year since 8 november 2002 for today man!!
now it's finally here: sweet sweet 18.. the legal age for driving, clubbing n very importantly, drinking! yeah, wat would life be without the occasional drink? hahaa... okayy quit calling me an alcoholic... i'm not la.

firstly, gotta thank my dad n mum for the wonderful present.
secondly, my bro, for being the first to wish me a happy birthday..
next, guobin n lilian who tied in sending the first birthday sms! gb, thx for the cute pic msg.. lil, thx for ur msg too.. cos gb's a pic msg, so there was no time indication n thus, i dunoe who send the msg first! hahaa
next, li cheng, for sending me the wonderful flash ting which featured wu yue tian's "wen rou"!
next, all others whose msgs came in one after another... thx a lot!

okie me going to slp now.. tmr going to sch to mug as usual.. haiz. but i'm sure tmr's mugging will at least be enjoyable :)


p.s. yv, it's gonna be ur turn 5 days later okie.. look forward to it den!!


------ Friday, November 07, 2003

OOHH YAYYYYY

oohhh yayyyy i just got my brithday present frm my daddy n my mummy!! it's a discman! hahaa.. it's very slim n light for a discman tt has fm radio functions too.. tink it cost abt $200 can.... hahaaa....damn zai!!!!!!!!!
feeling super happy now! it's so exciting to receive a present!! tink this'll be the only present i'll receive on time this yr, considering the As are like, 2 days away... watever, i'm very contented! *hUgE siLLy gRiNz* *HUUUGGGEEEE gRiNZ*


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la la la

happy birthday, ningxia!! my dear fellow san ge ban too..sad rite, our birthdays fall on this mugging period.. hahaa.. hope u had a nice day!

didnt blog yesterday cos i was tired.. went to sch to study with gb, ed, yv n jz.. went to mos to eat lunch.. hahaa yv ate ebi rice burger too. now she cant suan me when i eat ebi.. stayed back in sch to study till 9 with yv n jz.. the chicken rice was nice.. but couldnt really concentrate cos i was damn dizzy.. all bcos of the dumb garden swing..

went to sch with gb to mug today.. everyone else were not in school today.. day was so so.. did aj econs mcq, finished externalities n did hcjc maths.. tt paper is actually quite okayy la. left sch at abt 5.30 cos we were just feeling too seh..

p.s. to anyone who has been leaving msgs on my tagboard, i'm so sorry, i cant see my tagboard now. browser problems.. i'm gonna take it off soon.. pls leave watever u wanna say to me in my guestbook instead.. thanx!


------ Wednesday, November 05, 2003

first things first: today is my bro's birthday.. happy birthday lil bro... but he was moaning abt how boring his bday has been.. wah lao he complain wat?? he got this giant card n this uh, duck soft toy frm his classmates, some other stuff frm his frenz n my dad gave him shin pads okayy.. lucky dude..

anw, woke up at 3.40am to watch man utd vs glasgow rangers n was rewarded with a fantastic display by man utd.. superb play at times.. totally different frm the damn fulham match.. man utd won 3-0 thx to a superbly taken goal by diego forlan n 2 frm van nistelrooy.. finally forlan has shown wat he's made of, after wat? 2 seasons of frustration.. he scored the first, den hit the bar, which rebounded to van nistelrooy for him to score his first goal of the match n break his goal-scoring "drought".. yay.. oh yeah, ronaldo played really well in the match.. he got tackled a lot n fell over a lot but now, he's getting back to his feet real quickly which is a good thing cos a lot of ppl have been calling him a pro diver... den when man utd were 3-0 up, the subs were made n darren fletcher, kleberson n david bellion all got into the action.. the subs did their jobs well.. seeing the younger players like djemba-djemba, fletcher, kleberson, ronaldo, bellion, kieran richardson, chris eagles, john o'shea... lots of hope for the future! (unlike a certain london club called chelsea who buys success.. fat hope, u wont get david beckham)

anw, went to have lunch at pkway with gb den went to sch to mug as usual.. mugged at t2-smthg with ed, bain, jz n hongyi.. left the classroom when leong came to lock it n went to mug in the concourse.. had dinner den continued mugging with gb at the tables outside the staff room.. nice place to mug at nite.. did hc econs mcq.. quite okayy i tink.. den was completely demoralised by rj maths paper.. so damn tough.. n i still havent complete it okayy.. arrgghh..
it's been raining for most of the day today.. weather's really cooling...
left sch at 10pm.. had to climb the sch gate (like how long has it been since i did tt?) which was quite bad cos it was raining, the gate was slippery, wall was wet etc etc.. not to mention i was wearing sch skirt.. urgh.. took 13 home.. some rather interesting stuff happened on the bus, which i'm too lazy to write abt..

feeling tired now finally.. been feeling hyper even at 10 odd just now.. now the late nite soccer has caught up with me.. tataz.

P.S. IT IS 3 MORE DAYS TO 8 NOVEMBER......................................


------ Tuesday, November 04, 2003

finally

yay finally managed to fix this problem.. the blogger support is really good and efficient! hahaa.. anw, life's been pretty routine these past few days..

sat:
went for tuition on electric field n eqm of forces.. went home aft tuition.. slacked n studied a bit here n there.. watched man utd at nite..

sun:
woke up, watched tv, slack arnd, mug a bit.. den couldnt resist watching the matrix again.. ooh keanu reeves!! hehee.. wanna watch matrix reloaded again before going to watch matrix revolution... KeAnU rEeVeS!!!! hahaa...

mon:
went pkway with gb to eat lunch, den went to sch lib to mug.. quite productive. left at 6+..

today:
went to sch lib to mug as usual.. did sampling for a while den it's econs all the way.. finished mkt structures, reviewed my own prelims essay den went to the couches n attempted to read the best prelims essays.. got thru issac's with some difficulty. the next essay was by benjamin choo... horrible handwriting. gave up aft reading part a.. tot there couldnt be a worse handwriting when surprise surprise.. cheng wei han.. someone give him an award for most horrendous handwriting pls.. hahaa.. gave up reading.. went to do rj econs mcq.. didnt do very well.. left sch at 6+ with gb... am feeling kinda tired now.. later got man utd vs rangers at 3.40am.. hehee...... gonna find my late nite soccer kakis again!

p.s. the entries r kinda rushed cos me daddy wants to use the comp... shall blog more when i have more time..


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