Thursday, April 27, 2006

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can


You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why


So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same


You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cos everybody's changing
And I don't feel right


So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same


there's something i need to do but i don't know what.
there's something i need to cross but i don't know where.
there's something i need to say but i don't know how.


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for the record, i am not angry/buay song/pissed off at anyone at all. not now.
whatever i have, i say it out once in a goddamningly torturously sickeningly blue moon, and i get it out of me. whatever happened then stays then.


i'm truly, truly sorry if i misrepresented myself and caused u to think otherwise. please accept my apologies and do not be negative towards me.


and here i am, choking back another series of silent tears


------ Sunday, April 23, 2006

hmmmm jem soh said the post is a bit obvious? haha. u know more la, u self-proclaimed no weakness intuitive person..


anws i also dunoe why i'm here today..


hols is boring, there's no aim and purpose.. maybe i shd really get down to study my FA??
NAH im too lazy.


and i need to get started on doing something but i dont know how.



pool kicked chelsea out of FA cup last nite btw.. im happy.


alrights i'm off. nites.


how boring.


------ Friday, April 21, 2006

on a bright note though, edwin's back from japan =)


------ Thursday, April 20, 2006

" and sometimes i do feel i am an anti-social. but i can't be bothered to do anything about it. how anti social-ish. how stupid. but i just can't be bothered. how typical."

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long long holidays with long long days and nights to kill. as daryl said it, sleep is in abundance. indeed.


had a shopping trip yday with yvonne n huiying.. supposed to watch 'take the lead' but couldn't get the timing we wanted so we continued shopping..
finally went to cut my hair today. it's much shorter now. i feel lighter already.
tmr going to helene's place for mktg gathering.. according to plan, we are gonna stuff ourselves silly with kfc lunch, play taboo (a board game), eat ice cream and watch tv. how sinful. but how fun it sounds. at night going to pink party at mos with jasmine, ethan, jem, xiaomin..
friday attending mktg workshop by ethan who's gonna teach adobe and dreamweaver in a marathon 6hour session! woot!
sat... eh no plans
sunday.. probably dim sum lunch with family..


ahhh summer is here, is it not?


anyways. i'm not doing convoc.. they don want me cos im doing intern! haha!
see arts fest want me or not lor...


yes the summer is here!


------ Sunday, April 16, 2006

sophomore year is over. just like that.


my comp law paper is finally, finally over, after what feels like 6 months of studying it. (yeah yeah i spend 6 hours studying winding up of company yes i'm that slow)
IT'S OVER!!
i just needed to shout that out.


went to watch 7 till dawn at esplanade with ray n ln just now.. they are FANTASTIC. i thoroughly enjoyed both their sets. i've always been a fan of jamiel and 7 till dawn and tonight they absolutely rocked.
anthony was madness on the guitar and jason's vocals rocked too.
and of cos ah fu on the bass, fifi on the drums and xiaohui on the keyboards..



woot 4 months of wilderness staring at me.. intern, convoc, arts fest??? i wanna be busy again. =)


------ Wednesday, April 12, 2006

I AM ULTIMATELY PISSED BY THE INTERMITTENT BEEPING SOUND FROM THE GSRs!!


can't u just shut your bloody door properly?! sucky thing is that i don't know which room is this beeping sound coming from!


that being said, this beeping sound thing has got to be one of the worst features in place here. mightily irritating!


------ Tuesday, April 11, 2006

was doing a liiiiitle bit of blog surfing and read some interesting stuff, of which i quote wanida (hope u don't mind), who in turn, quoted her friend:

"It's weird when people think they are so close to you, when they have no idea what you're really going through."

story of our lives, innit? nobody really knows who someone really is. u think u know me well? i think not. and that's why i dont purport to know u very well too.
if i were to tell u i harbour a secret so horrible, even the so-called "immoral" people will scorn at me and feel scandalised, will you believe me?
if i were to tell u i know so many more things than you think i know, will you believe me?
if i were to tell you i'm really a kind soul deep down, will you believe me too?
SEE... u don't know for sure right? no one knows anyone.


to think of it actually... i think i wouldn't want anyone to know too much of me.
yes so i'm an intensely odd person who writes in a blog, but yet choose to keep everything so secretively..


ahhh let's marvel at the wonders of cryptic language.


------ Monday, April 10, 2006

man utd beat arsenal 2-0!!
and toure's was a BLATANT HAND BALL.
nonetheless, a fantastic victory..
and i found this article which made me laugh with its acerbic humour:

"And yet the abiding image of Rooney came in the closing minutes when, with United's two-goal lead looking safe, he appeared in the left-back position, covering for Silvestre, jostling with substitute Freddie Ljungberg and ultimately earning his side a goal kick.


Pele's competence as a left back is unknown [the article commented abt the hailing of Wayne Rooney as the 'white Pele']. Rooney, however, did establish that Kolo Toure's talents extend to goalkeeping. Such is the Ivorian's versatility that, during his first 18 months at Highbury, he appeared in almost every outfield position. He appeared an able deputy for Jens Lehmann, too, when Rooney sprung the offside trap, rounded the German - though the goalkeeper's touch on the ball forced him wider - and struck a shot that appeared headed for Senderos, stood on the goal line.


Instead, Toure, recovering after slipping to the ground, managed a double-handed save that, via the post, deflected the ball to safety. Graham Poll, often praised by Sir Alex Ferguson, missed it completely; no penalty, no red card and, in a fixture where the hatred has bordered on the visceral, no reprisals, surprisingly."

full article here


i dunoe abt you but i sure laughed when i read the article.


------ Sunday, April 09, 2006


Maybe I could be the one they adored
That could be my reputation
It's where I'm from that lets them think I'm a whore
I'm an educated virgin


Sleepwalker, don't be shy
Don't open your eyes tonight
You'll be the one that defends my life
When I'm dead asleep dreaming


Cupid don't draw back your bow
Sam Cooke didn't know what I know
Never be your valentine
The sleepwalker in me
And God only knows that I've tried


Let me drown or learn how to swim
Just don't leave at the window
I could be the one to be your next best friend
You may need someone to hold you


Sleepwalker, take this knife
You may see someone tonight
And you'll be the one that saves my life
When I'm dead asleep dreaming


Cupid don't draw back your bow
Sam Cooke didn't know what I know
Never be your valentine
The sleepwalker in me
And God only knows that I've tried


I'm in your movie and everyone looks sad
I can hear your voice on the laugh track
But you never saw my best scene
The one where I sleep, sleepwalk into your dreams


Now sleepwalker, what's my line
It's only a matter of time until I
Learn to open up my eyes
When I'm dead asleep dreaming


Cupid don't draw back your bow
Sam Cooke didn't know what I know
Never be your valentine
The sleepwalker in me
Now the sleepwalker in me
Now the sleepwalker in me
And God only knows that I've tried



------ Saturday, April 08, 2006

yeeeah ethics is overrrraaarrr!
i swear the 2 essay qns killed off alot of my brain cells. but i think i wrote pretty alrite, even though i didnt have time to even edit for grammar and structure. (the paper is due at 5pm, i finished at 4.43pm, printed by 4.49pm, and then ran all the way from sess to biz block and reached at 4.52pm and handed it in at 4.56pm!) i'm hoping for an A- for ethics.. really is just hoping only..


and actually audit is an even more ardous task for me man... took me 2.5 days to get thru the 3 most lengthy, repetative and irritating chapters in the whole book. robert knechel is one pain in the ass indeed... i just want audit to be over and done with. got sooooo exhausted reading 1.5 chaps of audit yday that by the time i reached home, i just stoned and fell asleep.


and i've just wasted one whole day today doing nothing much!


i've got the ey offer btw... so i'm a happy girl for now.


oh oh and old school rocks. last nite after heyuan and kristin left, jem started playing the old sch songs.. each time.. king of wishful thinking.. oh i love it!
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i'll get over you, i know i will
i'll pretend my ship's not sinking
and i'll tell myself i'm over you
cos i'm the king of wishful thinking


------ Tuesday, April 04, 2006

i intentionally did not bring laptop to school today in hopes that i will concentrate on my readings. so this is the only time i will log in to the library terminal to check my emails and i dont know why, leave an entry as well.

i am tired. and normally when i am tired, i keep silent. but for some equally unfathomable reason, i am superbly tired. so with that, i am an insufferable silent. if no one physically talks to me, i think i might just keep silent for the whole day.

=out=


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hmmm i think and i think and i think there's something wrong with something i said earlier. and i try not to think about it, but when i do visit my blog sometimes, i am bugged by what i wrote.


it shouldn't be net effect on cash = $0 because the fact is that my cash DID increase by $70.. so it should be net effect on equity = $0 because even though i had inflow of $70, it is used to fill the endless gaping hole and i can't do anything with the $70 so my effect on equity is nil?
but then if i debit equity in the 2nd stage, then what do i credit???
bottom line is... should be net effect on equity = $0. or is it not?


gahhh now u know why i flopped my FA.


------ Monday, April 03, 2006

marketing presentation tmr! i..... just want to get it over and done with. tmr's my threshold; i'm so gonna start studying after that! 1 week plus to study for 3 papers.. i'm so half dead! bahhh!


interesting day at the epl last nite. chelsea drew against birmingham..... and man utd won bolton! (edwin - who cares if arsenal thrashed aston villa haha!) and now the gap is SEVEN POINTS! a loss and 2 draws from chelsea and we will be level. go bolton/everton/blackburn, try and fight for ur europe places and beat chelsea! hopefully, it will still be an open race by the time man utd face chelsea in the penultimate match of the season.
7 points IS possible!


last nite's match is really a carving of a good 2-1 victory. i have a song dedicated to cristiano ronaldo and it's modified from a franz ferdinand song - 'TAKE HIM OUT'.
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ok thanks for attending epl with dummies with jiahui in da house. hope u have a great week ahead.


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