Sunday, April 26, 2009

it's... 2 weeks. and it's going to be another 2 weeks.. so it's gonna be a month. A MONTH. how am i supposed to last 1 month like that? arghhhh!

anyways. nothing much going on right now.. monday gym, tues gym, wed gym, thurs & fri either golf or go out, sat french and golf and relax, sun nua. and then it repeats.

french- moving on to the next level when sch restarts in 2 weeks. and also, DELF coming up in a month's time. and in fact, i know who i'll want to help me with that. but oh well, what we want isn't always what we'll get.

golf- yday we used drviers for the first time. the sound is damn shiok but it's also quite difficult and certainly damn tiring. the club is so long, i'm almost standing outside of the green mat. but it's all good fun, i enjoy it.

work- am moving on to a new product and system. so it's goodbye fx soon, i'm teaching the new guy all my work stuffs now, and i really think that i'm not a good teacher at all. i really need to plan more. but am quite looking forward to the change, to learn new things and discover more about everything hopefully.

others- i still do not have a 5-year plan. no 2-yr plan either. is that odd? it scares me sometimes, kinda feels like i'm going thru life with no goal and no end in sight, no target, nothing to ultimately fulfil. how? i'm only more sure of 1 thing, which is that i like to learn all those little little things- french, spanish, golf, cooking, baking, but i don't know what i want to do with all these little little things. argh i hope to have an epiphany 1 day.

now, i guess i'll just continue to work at what i already know, what i already have and work harder at what i currently don't have and what i really want.


meanwhile, monday's coming around tmr, and here we go again...........


------ Saturday, April 11, 2009

aujord'hui, je suis tombée sur lui dans la cage d'escalier. je pense qu'il me reconnaissait mais il ne s'est pas souvenu exactement comment on a fait la connaisance jusqu'a un peu plus tard.

alors on faisait un peu de petite conversation sur notre propres classes. je lui ai dit que f*k était plus sérieux mais maintenant il n'y avait plus de problème avec le bruit de l'autre classe à côté de nous.

et puis il m'a demandé si j'étais avant une de ses étudiants. je lui ai dit "non" et donc il a dit qu'il espérait qu'un jour, il aura eu l'opportunité d'être mon professeur et il voudra de me fait sourire en classe.

c'était super, cette conversation-là.. et le meilleure partie? c'était quand il a touché ma tête.. c'était très........ je ne sais même pas comment de décrire le sentiment...

et bien sur, oui, aussi, j'aimerai qu'il soit mon professeur un jour :)


------ Monday, April 06, 2009

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse


the sun is blazing and the wind is blowing ever so slightly outside, but inside, oh inside.... it's cold inside..............


at any rate, cheers to federico macheda - may there be many more to come...


------ Friday, April 03, 2009

ouch....

and this time, not for the physical exertions.. but ah well, it was never realistic. c'est la vie hein...


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