ok so i know i may not be the best of person.. but i'm trying. i'll change. u just have no idea how much effort it's taking me.
anyways. in a spot of reflection today. and i really don't want to live a life of regrets, i don't want to look back and say "damn i should have done this" but i think that is exactly where i'm headed for. i'm heading to mediocrity and i don't know which part of it do i hate more - the fact that i'm heading there, or the fact that i don't quite know how or what to do about it.
ah well. at age 23.5, i suppose i still have some time.. sigh.
[[.ran.]]
11:13 pm
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Saturday, August 01, 2009
c'est encore le temps de la semaine- et j'espère, j'espère encore...