Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Hrmmmmmm what to say.. Work, read, work, read.. golf..

Bugger..

Anyone up for a trip nxt April 8 or 9 onwards? Got time to spare and leave to clear! Bkk maybe not a good idea, depends on when's the election. Maybe beach vacation or Indo or sth? Msg me if anyone's keen bah.. maybe can work sth out bah...

Trying to keep motivated at work.. Lately been having some odd thoughts..

Ok bah gonna read a bit and rest early.. Eczema and rash threatening to break out from all the stress and insufficient sleep.. zzzzz..


------ Thursday, October 07, 2010

tired..

Having a tiring time at work.. It's been non stop action for the past 2 weeks.

It's been crazy, I've only had 1.5 weeks to learn structured derivs and I'm only barely there. Monthend, plenty of adhoc queries, new business setups, learning structured, teaching credit products to the person taking over me, I've barely time to myself. This week especially, been clocking 10-11 hours of solid working hours daily, continue with readings after dinner from about 11 - 1am. Sleep for abt 5 - 6 hours and the whole day starts again..

Sometimes, I wonder, if I'm too garang at work? When boss asks "any probs", I always say no, it's ok, no big problem for me.. Cos I don't want to come across as complaining about everything at work. Whereas in reality, I'm tired and I've some comments about some things at work but still, I'm keeping them to myself for now..

I'm so tired.......


BUT

Work aside, I'm satisfied about the things I'm doing.. Trying to be more regular at gym, going more more yoga class, pick up some books to read to increase my knowledge.. Trying to find more fulfillment in life I suppose.


Ok, enough, time to get going again.. ZzzzZZZzzzzzzzZZZZzzzz..


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